Just a Wee Lad From Troon (1)

An Autobiography of Charles Paton Kelly

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Chapter One I nearly didn’t get started! School wasn’t for me; sex at 6 years; motor torpedo boats; a dinghy disaster; bogies; the McFlannels; the Troon Coo As Ila yo nth ehbd ,thwh tlb ehho snwriihb yp lII fa mIynthsd myonhfiIlnhb ,tln pywf yp nywncwh ,ycIb tluh ny scvhw ohffn pwyf nth ntwhh corpywfhb phflIhs ,ty oy, snlwhb ln fa ,tyIIa olxhb eybak .th yIbhsn yp nth Twyci snhiihb pyw,lwb lobd ,rnt l uyrmh yp lcntywrnad slrbd g“hIId WtlwIhsd stycIb ,h silox aycw eynC nyf oy, - ,tln by ayc ntrox-­‐ -­‐‑y– ,lso?n ro syfh shhba bho yp ror”crna ,lrnroT yo l pywf yp flsymtrsnrm nywncwhk brbo?n tluh fcmt yp l sla ro nth flnnhw ls l ntwhhCahlwCyIb eya ,ty tlb Ncsn ,hn nth tysirnlI ehbk ,ls l ilnrhon ro !rIflwoymx oprwflwa lob ,ls whmyuhwroT pwyf lo yihwlnryo yo l ecwsn liihobrffd ,trmt tlb ncwohb rony ihwrnyornrs ʼoy, xoy,o ls AebyfrolI ʼ’hisrsqk o ntysh blasd nth whmyuhwa wlnh pyw aycoT mtrIbwho ,rnt ntrs iwyeIhf ,ls hffnwhfhIa Iy,j ty,huhwd ntloxs ny nth brsmyuhwa yp KhormrIIro ea ʼ’rw AIhfflobhw (IhfroT yoIa l ph, ahlws hlwIrhwd ,ls yoh yp nth Icmxa yohsk KhormrIIro ,ls nth ,ywIb?s prwsn lonrerynrm lob rs mwhbrnhb ,rnt sluroT floa Iruhs ro nth Ilnnhw snlThs yp ““SSk .th ,lw ,ls ro pcII s,roT ,tho ,ls eywo yo nth )nt yp ;coh S)PF lob ,ycIb wlTh yo pyw l pcwnthw ntwhh ahlwsk 1

,ls eywo ro nth ehbwyyf yp SF1 “hIehmx Wwhsmhond .wyyod AawC strwhd nth yoIa mtrIb yp WtlwIhs 9cob !hIIa lob Jhssrh Klnyo ʼ’trhIbsk Ja lII lmmyconsd ,ls wlnthw cohffihmnhbd ls fa fynthw tlb scvhwhb pwyf syfh iwyeIhf ntln tlb flbh rn brvrmcIn pyw thw ny myomhruhk Jywo ro S)41d fa blb ,ls PS ,tho lwwruhb yo nth smhohd lob fa fynthw ,ls eywo ro S)4P lob ,ycIb tluh ehho F)k 3lb ,ls lo hIhmnwrm ,hIbhw ,rnt nth 9yobyo 2rbIlob lob ʼ’mynnrst LlrI,la Wyfiloa ʼ92ʼ’q ln Jlwlssrh “ywx ro .wyyok Jywo yo nth sIh yp “rTtnd th fyuhb ny .wyyo ,tho th ,ls ntwhhk Brs plnthw pycob ,ywx ro striewhlxroT ro .wyyo Blweycwd lob nth plfrIa fyuhb ny SP “yyb Lylbk 0oh yp l plfrIa yp orohd 3lb?s ,tyIh Irph pwyf ntho yo whuyIuhb lwycob .wyyok Brs plnthwd KtrIri Db,lwb !hIIad brhb ro S)1Sd ecn brb xoy, fa Mwlo !hIIad ,ty myonrochb ny Iruh ro “yyb Lylb lob brhb ro !rwxIlobsrbh ʼl myoulIhsmhon tyfh ohlw !rIflwoymxq ro S)RHk 3lb tlb shuho ewynthws lob yoh srsnhwd 9rIIad ,ty ,ls flwC wrhb lob Iruhb ro .wyyok .th ewynthws ,hwh .tyflsd Db,lwb ʼ.hbqd ʼ’lfchId AIhffd MhywThd ;yto ʼ;lmxq lob “rIIrlfk .hb Iruhb ,rnt trs shmyob ,rphd DIIhod ro 3cfelwnyo Lylbd MIlsTy,d lOhw trs prwsn ,rph lob aycoT syo ,hwh xrIIhb ro nth WIabhelox eIrnE ro 2lwmt S)PSk MhywTh hfrTwlnhb ny AcsnwlIrld lob (wloxd AIhffd .yffad lob ;lmx hfrTwlnhb ny Afhwrmlk ʼ’lf ohuhw flwwrhb lob snlahb ,rnt trs fcf ln SP “yyb Lylbd .wyyod conrI sth brhbk Bh Iruhb ro nth slfh tycsh conrI fa 3lb brsmyuhwhb trf yoh orTtn srnnroT bhlb yo l mtlrw ro nth xrnmtho ,rnt nth Tls xrnmtho IrTtn ncwohb yo ecn coIrn - ,thnthw ronhonryolI yw oynd ,h ohuhw xoh,k 2

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Jywo rony l plwfroT plfrIa pwyf ʼ’afroTnyod Mwlo ʼ’trhIbs brhb ,tho ,ls Ncsn srff fyonts yIbd sy tluh oy fhfywa yp thwd lIC ntycTtd pwyf lII lmmyconsd sth ,ls l uhwa Twlmrycs Ilba ,ty ,yo shuhwlI fhblIs pyw thw mthhsh flxroTk 2a Mwlobplnthw ʼ’trhIbs ,ls l 2lsnhw Jcnmthw lob l pycobhw fhfehw yp nth .wyyo 2hwmtlons Assymrlnryok Bh tlb l styi ro .wyyo ecn tlb whnrwhb pwyf ecsrohss ea nth nrfh ,ls eywo lob Iruhb ,rnt fa ilwhons lob fh conrI th ilsshb l,la ln tyfh ro S)RR ln )F ahlws yIbk Bh lI,las Irxhb ny bwhss ,hII lob mycIb yOho eh shho ,hlwroT trs ey, nrh lob l sflwn strwnk .thwh rs l ityny yp trf ls l bliihw aycoT flod ecn byo?n xoy, nth ahlwd lob yoh nlxho nth ahlw ehpywh th brhb srnnroT ehsrbh fa 2cf ln nth R4nt Aooruhwslwa 3roohw yp nth .wyyo 2hwmtlons Assymrlnryo ro nth 2lwroh BynhIk tluh yoIa l ph, fhfywrhs yp fa hlwIa blas ro “hIehmx Wwhsmhond ecn by whmlII nth frIxflo lob nth Twymhw?s ulosd eynt tywshCbwl,od ,ycIb snyi ln ycw tycshd lob 2cf ,ycIb nlxh fh ycn ny shh nth tywshs lob eca syfh iwybcmhk 2a 2cf tls yoh srsnhwd ;hlod lob l ewynthwd ;lfhs ʼfa GomIhd ;rfqk .th nyi hob yp “hIehmx Wwhsmhon yihohb brwhmnIa yony nth wymxsd lob nth mwhsmhon tlb l 5elmx Iloh? whfhfehw fa Mwlobplnthw nlxroT fh lIyoT nth Iloh ny ohrTteycw?s Tlwbhos ny shh nth thosd ,trmtd yp mycwshd ,hwh xhin ny iwyurbh hTTs lob nth ymmlsryolI erwb pyw nth nleIh bcwroT nth ,lw ahlwsk .thwh rs uhwa IrnnIh mlo whmlII leycn nth ronhwolIs yp nth tycshd ecn mIhlwIa whfhfehw fa 2cf snlobroT ro nth xrnmtho yoh bla lob bhmIlwroT nthwh ,ls l wln ro nth Tlwbhok lsxhb thw ny icII nth IlwTh mtlrw yuhw ny nth ,roby, sy ntln mycIb Iyyx ycnk BluroT ohuhw shho l wln ehpywhd ihhwroT ntwycTt nth sIlns ro nth elmx yp nth mtlrwd 6

ntycTtn ,ycIb eh slphk 0p mycwshd ea nth nrfh nth mtlrw ,ls ro iIlmhd nthwh ,ls oy srTo yp Llnnak AIsy snlaroT ,rnt cs ,ls fa mycsro ;rf ʼ’trhIbsd ,ty ,ls S6 ahlws yIbhw lob Irxh l erT ewynthw ny fhk ;rf tlb ehho ewycTtn ci pyw fcmt yp trs Irph ea fa 2cf z 3lb ls trs ewynthw 2lnn tlb shuhwh lsntfld lob trs plnthwd fa comIh ;rfd scvhwhb pwyf nth whscIns yp l ,lw ,ycob lob nth lOhwChvhmns yp l 5fcsnlwb Tls? lnnlmxk Brs fcfd fa Acon KyIIad pycob rn brvrmcIn ny myihd lob fa ilwhons snhiihb ro ny thIik Awycob S)P6d ,tho ,ls Ncsn Rd ,h fyuhb ny 1H Jwybrh Auhochd l whIlnruhIa whmhonIa ecrIn FCehbwyyfhbd nrfehw mIlbd 5ʼ’,hbrst snaIh? tycshd ,trmt lIIy,hb fh lob fa Mwlobil ny tluh ycw y,o wyyfsk Ja ntrs nrfhd ;rf tlb Nyrohb nth Klwlmtcnh LhTrfhon lob tlb sihon fysn yp trs nrfh l,la ,rnt rnk 0oh srbh yp Jwybrh Auhoch thIb l wloTh yp ʼ’,hbrst tycshsj nth ynthw ,ls Irohb ,rnt Kwh(lesk .thsh robrurbclI ecoTlIy,CsnaIh tycshs flbh yp fhnlI ,hwh myosnwcmnhb ls ilwn yp nth iysnC,lw bwruh ny iwyurbh Iy,Cmysn lmmyffyblnryok .thsh tycshs mycIb eh ecrIn ro shmnryos oy fywh ntlo U phhn ,rbh ʼpyw hlsh yp nwlosiywnq lob flocplmncwhb ro cocshb ,lw plmnywrhsk AIsy ntln ahlwd snlwnhb smtyyI ln .wyyo Kwrflwa ʼ’mtyyI ro AmlbC hfa ʼ’nwhhnd leycn l frIh pwyf tyfhk 0o nth prwsn blad ,lIxhb nthwh ,rnt fa fcfd iwycbIa ,hlwroT fa ewlobCoh, Ihlnthw smtyyI elT lob hffmrnhb ny snlwn smtyyIk 0o fa shmyob blad bhmrbhb ntln smtyyI ,lso?n pyw fhk An fyworoT iIlanrfhd ,lIxhb ycn nth Tlnh lob thlbhb pyw tyfhd yoIa ny eh flwmthb elmx lOhw Icomt pyw l fhhnroT ,rnt nth Bhlbfrsnwhssd lob ntho rn ,ls elmx ny nth mIlsswyyf ny sIlnhs lob mtlIx lob nth snlwn yp IhlworoT ny ,wrnhk 7

School Days .,y iwrflwa smtyyIs ,hwh lbNlmhond yoh pyw Kwynhsnlons lob nth ynthw pyw WlntyIrmsk .th ,la nth iIlaTwycobs ,hwh Ilrb ycnd l trTt ,lII shilwlnhb nth n,yd sy ,h ohuhw fhn eyas lob TrwIs yp nth ynthw whIrTryok .th eya?s nyrIhn eIymxs ,hwh yo hrnthw srbh yp nth ,lIId lob nth cwrolI ,ls l IyoT mhfhon nwycTt ny yoh srbhd lob nth eIymx tlb oy wyypk Klwn yp nth pco ln iIlanrfh ,ls shhroT ,ty mycIb ihh nth trTthsn lob sty,hw yuhw nth ,lII lob rony nth WlntyIrms yo nth ynthw srbhd ecn ?f oyn scwh loayoh lmtrhuhb nth nlsxk o ntln hwld ,h ,hwh lI,las ,lwohb oyn ny iIla ,rnt WlntyIrms 5ehmlcsh ntha ʻ,hwho?n ormh ihyiIh5d sy ohuhw whlIIa Tyn ny xoy, loa conrI snlwnhb ,ywx lob whlIrshb ntha ,hwh Ncsn ls ormh ls cs Kwybrhsk 0o tyfh Ihluh pwyf nth Klwlsd ;rf ,ycIb snla ,rnt csd lob trs ilssryo ,ls trs fynywerxhk “tho ,ls H yw Ud th lsxhb fh rp ,lonhb ny Ty ,rnt trf yo nth erxh ny shh l 5shl fyosnhw? ntln tlb ehho ,lsthb ci yo nth ehlmtk JhroT l ?smlwbrh mln?d plxhb l sywh ncffa lob yinhb ycnk n ncwohb ycn ny eh l WyhIlmlontd lo lomrhon prst ntln oywflIIa Iruhb ro sycnthwo ymhlos lob tlb ehho ntycTtn ny eh hffnromnk brb hoNya floa ynthw wrbhs srnnroT yo nth pchI nlox lob tyIbroT yo ny nth tlobIhelws - oy thIfhnd yp mycwshd ls nthwh ,ls oy BhlInt z ʼ’lphna ro ntysh blask ;csn n,y tycshs pwyf ycws Ila l ihwphmn iIlaTwycob pyw xrbsk n ,ls lo hffnhosruh yiho lwhl yp cocshb Twycob prIIhb ,rnt ewyyf ecsths ʼ,trosd ,h mlIIhb nthfqd yiho sloba lwhlsd lob pIln Twlssd lII mwrssmwysshb ea l ohn,ywx yp ilntsk 0o nth ynthw srbh yp ntrs lwhl Ila nth Jlwlssrh “ywxsd ,thwh fa 3lb ,ywxhb ls lo hIhmnwrm ,hIbhwk As xrbsd ,h tlb nth pwhh wco yp nth prhIbs ny iIla trbh z shhxd 8

lmn ycn ““SS elnnIhs lTlrosn nth Mhwflosd yw prTtn nth Ailmths ls Wy,eyas lob obrlosk “h ,ycIb sihob fysn yp ycw scffhw blas nthwh ,rntycn l mlwh ro nth ,ywIbd Ncsn thlbroT tyfh pyw Icomt yw nhlk n ,ls nthwh ,ls prwsn ronwybcmhb ny nth ynthw shffk 0oh blad ln nth nhobhw lTh yp H yw Ud ,ls iIlaroT ,rnt l phflIh pwrhob pwyf nth Kwhples lmwyss nth wylbk “h mtlshb hlmt ynthw lwycob nth ecsths ,tho whoh bhmIlwhb sth ohhbhb l ihhk slrb brbd nyyd sy ,h lTwhhb ntln ,thwh ,h ,hwh ,ls ls Tyyb l iIlmh ls loak JhroT lo yoIa mtrIbd ,ls col,lwh ntlnd lilwn pwyf Iyyxsd nthwh ,ls loa ynthw brvhwhomh ehn,hho eyas z TrwIsk BluroT bwyiihb thw ilonsd ,ls myfiIhnhIa stymxhb ny prob ntln whoh tlb oy 5,rIIa? lob hffmIlrfhbd gʻ‘yc fcsn tluh tlb lo yihwlnryo-­‐d ny ,trmt sth lsscwhb fh sth tlboʻn lob ntln sth ,ls l oywflI TrwIk ʼ’y ,h IhO rn ln ntln lob mlwwrhb yo ,rnt ycw Tlfhk Altd ,tln rooymhon blas– 9rph ,ls fcmt srfiIhw nthod ,rnt oy nhIhursryo lob oy fyerIh ityohs C nth ohlwhsn nhIhityoh ,ls ro l nhIhityoh eyff shuhwlI snwhhns l,laj yoIa nth wrmt mycIb lvywb mlwsj bymnyws ,ycIb tliirIa flxh tyfh ursrnsd lob nth myomhin yp Nhn iwyicIsryod slnhIIrnh myfC fcormlnryo lob trTt wrsh ecrIbroTs ,ls myfiIhnh smrhomh prmnryok “h brb tluh l wlbry ln tyfh lob ntwhh mrohfls ro nth ny,od lob ls xrbs ro ntln hwld Ncsn lOhw nth ,lwd ,h ,hwh ewycTtn ci yo l brhn yp my,eya lbuhoncwhs lob ,lw prIfsk 0cw wlbry ,ls yoh ,rnt lo lmmcfcIlnyw ls rns iy,hw sycwmhk .trs lmmcfcIlnyw ʼlo hlwIa pywf yp elnnhwaq mlfh ro nth pywf yp l IlwTh TIlss Nlw prIIhb ,rnt scIitcwrm lmrbd ,trmt tlb ny eh whmtlwThb ,rnt hIhmnwrmrna huhwa ph, ,hhxsk whfhfehw ntln fa 3lb ,ycIb mamIh ,rnt ntrs rony ny,o ny tluh rn whmtlwThb 9

ln 3ybbs MlwlTh ʼoyn l uhwa slph ntroT ny nwlosiywn yo l erxh–qk o nth tycshd nth wlbry ,ls nth yoIa sycwmh yp honhwnlrofhond lob fa blrIa brhnd lilwn pwyf nth “hsnhwo lob ,lw snywrhsd ,ls IrsnhoroT ny JJW WtrIbwho?s Bycw ,rnt Aconrh !lntIhhok ʼ’nywrhs csclIIa snlwnhb ,rntd g-­‐‑y, mtrIbwhod lwh ayc srnnroT myfpywnleIa - ntho ,h?II ehTro-­‐k .th Twhln ntroT leycn IrsnhoroT ny nth wlbry ,rnt oyntroT hIsh ny brsnwlmn ayc ,ls ntln ayc tlb ny csh aycw rflTrolnryok “rnt nth thIi yp nth JJW sycob hvhmns bhilwnfhond ayc mycIb eh nwlosiywnhb rony l myfiIhnhIa brvhwhon ,ywIbd bhihobroT yo nth iwyTwlfʻs nthfhk 0oh yp fa pluycwrnh iwyTwlffhs ,ls g.th Abuhoncwhs yp .lffa .wycn-­‐d ,ty Iruhb ro l ,hh ʼ’mynnrst ecwo ro nth BrTtIlobsk n ,ls ,wrnnho ea 9lurorl 3hw,hon lob whlb ea “rIIrh ;yss ʼ mlo snrII thlw trs Twhln ʼ’myns uyrmhqk Aoynthw pluycwrnh stlwhb ,rnt fa 2cf lob 3lb ,ls g.th 2m(IloohIs-­‐d l ,hhxIa shwrlI iwyTwlffh phlncwroT l prmnrnrycs plfrIa IruroT ro l nhohfhon pIln ro MIlsTy,k “h ,ycIb TlntC hw lwycob nth wlbry ,hhxIa ny mlnmt nth plfrIaʻs Ilnhsn lbuhoncwhsk n ,ls iwyeleIa nth prwsn Thohwlnryo yp 5syli? iwyTwlffhs lob ,ls uhwa hffmrnroT ls rn nyyx cs rony l Irph ,h brbo?n xoy,k WhonwlI thlnroT lob byceIh TIlEroT tlbo?n ehho rouhonhbd lob ycw tycsh tlb yoIa yoh yiho mylI prwhd iwyurbroT tyn ,lnhw pwyf l nlox ehtrob nth prwhk 3lb ,ycIb oywflIIa Thn nth prwh TyroT ehpywh Tyn ci ro nth fyworoTd ecn ThnnroT ycn yp ehb ro l pwhhEroT myIb ehbwyyf ,rnt rmh yo nth ,roby,s lob rmhCmyIb IroyIhcf yo nth ehbwyyf pIyyw ,ls oy pco - lob nthwh ,ls oy ,lwf sty,hw ny thln fh cik 10

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2a 2cf lI,las flolThb ny sluh hoycTt ny hoscwh ,h tlb l tyIC rbla lIfysn huhwa ahlwk “h ,ycIb thlb yv ea wlrI ʼ,rnt 3lb ,ywxroT ro nth wlrI,laj ,h tlb myomhssryo nrmxhnsq ny bhsnrolnryos scmt ls Aehwbhhod ʼ’mlweywycTtd 2ywhmlfehd lob LtaIk o nth S)R4sd nth shlsrbh ny,os ,hwh eyyfroT lob rbhlI nycwrsn Iymlnryosk Iyuhb IrsnhoroT ny ewlss yw srIuhw elob myomhwns ro nth IymlI ilwx yw nth ʼ’lIulnryo Awfa elobsd csclIIa ln nth tlweycwd lob sroTroT lIyoT thlwnrIa ,rnt nth tafosk 2ysn yp lIId hsmlihb pwyf fa ilwhons ny sihob fa ihoorhs yo g“tln nth JcnIhw ʼ’l,-­‐ flmtrohs yo nth irhwk Kcn l ihooa ro nth sIyn lob ncwo nth tlobIhd lob ntho ayc mycIb ,lnmt smlonrIa mIynthb Ilbrhs TawlnroT yo nth smwhho - “y,d ,tln hffmrnhfhon– A 5LlT z Jyoh? flo cshb ny myfh lwycob .wyyo ,rnt trs tywshCbwl,o Iywwa leycn yomh l fyont lob looycomh trs iwhshomh ea eIy,roT l ecTIhk Bh ,ycIb myIIhmn scwiIcs mIynths ro hffmtloTh pyw l ph, myiihws yw l elIIyyo pyw nth xrbsk mlo?n ntrox ,tln nth 5eyoh? whphwwhb ny ls byo?n whfhfehw loayoh hffmtloTroT eyohsk Aoynthw whTcIlw ursrnyw ny Jwybrh Auhoch ,ls 5Jhooa?d nth Twymhw ,ty mlfh lII nth ,la pwyf wuroh ,rnt trs tywsh lob mlwn Iylbhb ,rnt pwcrn lob uhThnleIhsk Wlws ,hwh ph, lob plw ehn,hho ro ntysh blasd lob rn lI,las mlcshb l shoslnryo ,tho fa fcf?s GomIh 3lurh lwwruhb by,o pwyf !oymxC hoblIh plwf ycnsrbh ʼ’afroTnyo ,rnt trs IlwTh Bcfehw slIyyo mlwd myfiIhnh ,rnt wcooroT eylwbs yo hlmt srbhk GsclIIad th ,ycIb ewroT l slmx yp iynlnyhs lob l mtrmxho pwyf nth plwf ntln tlb Ncsn ehho xrIIhb ehpywh th Tyn ro nth mlwk 9lnhwd 3lb ,ycIb prII ci yoh yp nth bhhi sroxs ro nth xrnmtho ,rnt eyrIroT ,lnhw lob iIcoTh nth erwb ro rn 12

ny Iyysho rns phlnthwsd ntho iwymhhb ny iIcmx lob mIhlo nth mlwmlssk .th sfhII ,ls l,pcId ecn nth mtrmxhod ,tho myyxhbd nlsnhb fcmt ormhw ntlo nth eIlob scihwflwxhn erwbs yp nyblak 13

…Gorwin gU pi IGoois Jlmx nthod ntrmx pyTs ,hwh whlsyoleIa myffyod lob ls .wyyo ,ls ycn yo l iyron lob l iynhonrlI tlElwb ny striiroTd rn tlb l wlnthw Iycb pyTtywo srnhb ln nth hob yp nth irhwk n ,yxh nth iyicIlnryo lob ,ls lvhmnryolIIa xoy,o ls nth .wyyo Wyy ʼmy,qk Aoynthw oyrsh scwh ny mlcsh lIlwf ,ls nth oyn ropwh”chon hffiIysryos ,trmt mycIb eh thlwb ro nth ny,ok Duhwayoh ,ycIb Iyyx ny,lwbs nth lffcornryo plmnywa Ncsn oywnt yp wuroh ln Awbhhw ny shh rp ntha mycIb siyn l iIcfh yp sfyxh wrsroT pwyf nth srnhk .trs plmnywa ,ls snrII iwybcmroT lffcC ornryo ,hII lOhw nth ,lw hobhbd lob rn ,ls IrxhIa ntln yoh yp nth floa shilwlnh tcns tlb eIy,o cik 0oh fywh Iycb oyrsh ntln lnnwlmnhb ycw lnnhonryo ,ls mwhlnhb ea IlcomtroT nth 5flwyyos?k “h ,ycIb thlw n,y uhwa Iycb eloTs ls whb wymxhns prwhb pwyf nth tlweycw lwhl rony nth sxak .thsh scffyohb nth uyIconhhw Irpheyln mwh, ny lnnhob nth Irpheyln snlnryo ny nlxh nth eyln ycn ny l whsmch frssryok AIsyd yo pyTTa blasd ,h yOho thlwb eloTs hflolnroT pwyf nth wlrI,la Irohs ls l nwlro ilsshb yuhw nth bhnyolnyws iIlmhb yo nth Irohs ny ,lwo bwruhws yp syfh tlElwb lthlbk 3hsirnh tluroT l srEhleIh iywnd l strialwb lob lo hffnhosruh wlrIC ,la whilrw alwbd .wyyo hsmlihb nth eyferoT ntln lvhmnhb WIabhC eloxk By,huhwd floa lrw wlrb sthInhws hffrsnhbd ilwnrmcIlwIa lwycob nth Jlwlssrh LlrI,la “ywxsk .thsh ,hwh ewrmx ecrIbroTs ,rnt l mywC wcTlnhb rwyo wyypd fysnIa trbbho cobhwTwycobk ʼ’huhwlI yp nthsh ,hwh snrII yiho ,tho ,ls lwycob nho yw syd lob ntha yvhwhb lo rbhlI iynhonrlI pyw l Tlfh yp 5blwh? ny shh ,trmt yp cs xrbs ,ls ewluh hoycTt ny eh nth prwsn ny Ty by,o lOhw rn tlb wlrohbk GsclIIad ntha 14

,hwh pcII yp ,lnhw lob uhwa blwxd ecn huhonclIIad ntha ,hwh ewrmxhb ci lob bhfyIrsthbk Duhwa ahlwd l nwluhIIroT plrw lwwruhb ro .wyyod lob yoh yp nth yiho Twlss lwhls ln nth hob yp ycw wylb iwyurbhb nth rbhlI lwhl ny irnmt ci nthrw mlwlulos lob h”crifhonk .thwh ,ls lI,las Twhln hffmrnhC fhon ls rn lwwruhbd lob ls xrbsd ,h ,ycIb ,lnmt ro lflEhfhon ls nwcmxs ,hwh coIylbhbk .th ,lInEhwsd bybThfs lob srbhsty, snlIIs ,ycIb flTrmlIIa liihlw pwyf hoywfycs nwcmxsd lob nth ,tyIh lwhl ehmlfh lIruh ,rnt IrTtnsd fyuhfhon lob Iycb fcsrm ls tcobwhbs yp ny,osihyiIh ,ycIb pIymx ny nth prhIb ny hoNya nth pco lob nth lnfysithwhk .th slfh lwhl ,ls cshb ahlwIa pyw l Jya?s JwrTlbh mlfid lob lTlrod ,h ,ycIb eh honwlomhb ls l nhonhb mlfi siwcoT cid myfC iIhnh ,rnt l fhss nhon lob l prhIb xrnmthok “h ohuhw brb Thn lo rournlnryo ny slfiIh nth Twced lIntycTt rn mycIb tluh ehho lo rbhlI whmwcrnroT yiiywncorna pyw nth IymlI Jya?s JwrTlbhk 9lnhw yod ehmlfh nth iwycb y,ohw yp l LlIhrTt erxhd ,trmt myoC srbhwleIa rfiwyuhb fa lerIrna ny Thn lwycob nth ny,ok 2a ronhwhsn ntho fyuhb pwyf nth Jlwlssrh “ywxs prhIbs ny nth tlweycw lwhlk .wyyo ,ls l flNyw iywn pyw nth hffiywn yp mylId ,rnt eylns IylbroT mylI ny eh nlxho ny huhwa rsIlob lwycob ʼ’mynIlob lob ehayobk .th ,hIICIyuhb Kcvhws ,hwh whTcIlw ursrnyws ny nth tlweycwd nlxroT yo l Iylb yp shuhwlI nyos yp mylI ny eh nwlosiywnhb ny nth floa rsIlobs lwycob nth mylsn ntln tlb oy prffhb irhwd ,thwh nth sxriihw ,ycIb ehlmt nth uhsshI yo nth stywhIrohk .th mylI pyw nth IymlIs ,ycIb ntho eh Iylbhb yony l tywshCbwl,o mlwn pyw brsnwrecnryok Iyuhb ny snlob yo nth irhw ehsrbh yoh yp nth IlwTh mwlohs ls ntha tyrsnhb ci l pcII 15

wlrI,la nwcmx ehpywh nriiroT rn ny whIhlsh l pcII Iylb yp mylI rony nth tyIbk .wyyo Blweycw tlb l wlrI,la flwstlIIroT alwb ,thwh ,lTyos ,ycIb lwwruh lob ,lrn ny eh stconhb by,o ny nth irhw pyw coIylbroTk 9cmxrIad fa ilwhons ohuhw pycob ycn ntln ntrs lwhl ehmlfh l iIlaC Twycob pyw fashIp lob syfh yp nth eyas ro fa mIlssd ,ty mycIb eh pycob wcooroT ehn,hho nth nwcmxs lob NcfiroT ro lob ycn yp loa yiho wlrI,la ulosk ʼ’yfhnrfhsd nth nwcmxs ,ycIb eh fyuhb ,trIh ,h ,hwh ro nthfd fcmt ny ycw myosnhwolnryod ro mlsh ,h ,hwh thlbhb ycn ho wycnh ny !rIflwoymx yw syfh ynthw bhsnrolnryok Aoynthw lwhl yp ronhwhsn ,ls nth Jlsro ro nth tlweycwk .trs ,ls ,thwh eylns ,ycIb eh fyywhb ny eyIIlwbs yo nth stywh ea nthrw ey, wyihsk n ,ls myfiIhnhIa nrblId lob ln Iy, nrbhd yoIa nth ey,s yp nth IlwThw eylns whflrohb lpIylnk .,y ,yybho fynyw nywihby eylns ʼ2.Jsq IhO nthwh lOhw nth ,lw ,hwh hffmrnroTk AIntycTt snwriihb yp nthrw flro prnnroTsd nth tcIIs ,hwh oy IyoThw ronlmnd ,rnt nthrw snhwos cobhw,lnhw ln trTt nrbhj ntha yvhwhb l Twhln iIlaTwycob pyw cs ny prTtn rflTrolwa shl elnnIhs - ,trmt ,h lI,las ,yod yp mycwsh C nth ynthw myfelnlons tlb oy mtlomh– Ja ntrs nrfhd tlb Nyrohb nth 16nt Aawstrwh ʼ’mycns lob hoNyahb nth pco yp ,yybmwlO lob ycnbyyw Tlfhs ro (cIIhwnyo “yybsk 0omh l ahlwd nth Twyci thIb l mlfi ln lo lwhl xoy,o ls (yffhs Wyuhw ln nth nyi yp 3cobyolIb BrIId nth snhhi trII ehn,hho 9ylos lob 3cobyolIbk “rnt oy fynywrshb nwlosiywn lulrIleIh ny Thn ycw nhons lob Thlw ny nth mlfisrnhd ntrs lbuhoncwh honlrIhb IylbroT l mlwn ln nth ʼ’mycn tcn ehsrbh .wyyo wlrI,la snlnryod tlcIroT rn ny 9ylosd lob ntho ci nth trIIk o fa prwsn ahlwd ,h tlb Ncsn myfiIhnhb wrTTroT nth nhons ,tho 16

nth KlnwyI 9hlbhws shon l Twyci yp aycoThw yohs yv ny phnmt ,lnhw pwyf l snlobirih ro nth frbbIh yp lo lbNlmhon prhIbk “h tlb Ncsn lwwruhb ln nth ,lnhw ycnIhn ,tho ,h pycob ycwshIuhs scwwycobhb ea l thwb yp my,s lobd Irxh nth 5,hh ny,orhs? ntln ,h ,hwhd ,h ”crmxIa smwlfeIhb yo nyi yp lo lbNlmhon ewrmx ecrIbroTk “rnt oy ,lnhw lwwruC roT ln nth mlfisrnhd syfh KlnwyI 9hlbhws ,hwh brsilnmthb ny prob cs lob IlcTthb ln ycw hffihosh ls ntha hlsrIa styyhb nth my,s l,lak T"hwch ychool Wody aoeG uGwdiW no fotTs .tln ,ls yOho nth ”chsnryo lsxhb ea l ilwhon rp ayc ewycTtn l oh, pwrhob tyfhd yw rn ,ls lsxhb ea l plnthw ,tho lsshssroT l iynhonrlI scrnyw pyw trs blcTtnhwk Aoa hfeway bhuhIyiroT ro rns fynthw?s ,yfe ro nth “hsn yp ʼ’mynC Ilob ro nth hlwIa ilwn yp nth 14nt Whoncwa ,ls iwhnna ,hII Tclwlonhhb ny lwwruh rony l Kwynhsnlon yw l WlntyIrm plfrIak n frTtn tluh ehho nth Icmx yp nth bwl,d ,thnthw rn ,ls l eya yw l TrwId ecn whIrTryo ,ls lIwhlba mtysho pyw nth mtrIbk 0nthw whIrTryosd sIlfd Jcbbtrsfd Brobcrsfd hnmd ,hwh lIfysn cothlwb ypd lob ,rntycn nth lrb yp myoC nwlmhinryod floa plfrIrhs ,hwh uhwa IlwTh robhhbk 2a TwhlnCTwlobC fynthw eywh nho mtrIbwho ny Wlinlro AIhfflobhw ʼ’trhIbsd lob fa plC nthw ,ls yoh yp orohk (wyf lo hlwIa lTh ls l mtrIbd ayc hrnthw ,hon ny nth WlntyIrm WtlihI ywd ls ro fa mlshd ʼ’cobla ʼ’mtyyI ln nth Kwynhsnlon Wtcwmt yp ʼ’mynIlobk ʻ‘yc Ihlwohb ,tlnhuhw bymnwroh nth Ihlbhws yp ntln ilwC nrmcIlw whIrTryo tlb bhmwhhb ny eh nth TysihI nwcntk .wyyo tlb pycw smtyyIs C n,y roplon smtyyIs ro Amlbhfa ʼ’nwhhnd yoh pyw Kwynhsnlons lob nth ynthw pyw WlntyIrms mlnhwroT pyw RCUCahlwCyIbsk (wyf nthwhd Kwynhsnlons fyuhb ny 5.th JrT ʼ’mtyyI? ro Jlwlssrh ʼ’nwhhnd lob nth 17

WlntyIrm xrbs fyuhb ny l smtyyI ro wurohk (yw l shmyoblwa smtyyI ro .wyyod ,h tlb 2lww WyIIhThd l TrO ny nth ihyiIh yp .wyyo ea l ,hlInta .wyyo ecsrohssflod WtlwIhs 2lwwd ,ty flbh trs fyoha ro striiroTk .trs TrO fhlon ntln .wyyo tlb yoh yp nth prohsn shmyoblwa smtyyIs ro nth “hsn yp ʼ’mynIlobk Duhwa mIlsswyyf ,ls ilohIIhb ,rnt ylxd ls ,hwh nth mywwrbywsd lob ntrs Tluh nth rfiwhssryo yp ehroT Irxh l iwrulnh smtyyIk .th ecrIbroT tlb ntwhh pIyyws8 l elshC fhond ,trmt tycshb nth nhmtormlI ,ywxstyis pyw ,yyb,ywx lob fhnlI,ywxj fysn mIlsswyyfs ,hwh yo nth Twycob pIyywj lo hffnhoC sruh Irewlwad lob l pcIIa h”criihb lsshfeIa tlII lob snlThk .th nyi pIyyw tycshb nth fcsrm wyyf lob nhmtormlI bwl,roT wyyfsk 2a yoIa ihwpywflomh yo nth snlTh ,ls ls ilwn yp nth srffntCahlw mtyrwk ʼ’lbIad ohuhw rothwrnhb fa 3lb?s Tyyb sroTroT uyrmh ʼth ,ls ro nth DoTIrst mtcwmt mtyrwqd lob ehpywh nth hobCypCahlw sty,d nth sroTroT nhlmthw slrb8 g!hIIad Ncsn whfhfehw ny frfh ,rnt Tcsny-­‐k By,huhwd pycob fa uymlnryo ehtrob nth smhohsd yihwlnroT nth sycob sasnhf lob IrTtnroT eylwb pyw shuhwlI iwybcmnryosk .th snlTh tlb l sroTIh 5pyIIy, siyn?d l 5mlweyo lwm? iy,hwhb cornk n honlrIhb smwh,roT n,y mlweyo wybs nyThnthw conrI nthrw hob nycmthb lob ntho ,robroT nthf lilwnk .thod nth hIhmnwrmrna lwmroT ehn,hho nth iyrons iwybcmhb l uhwa trTtCronhosrna ,trnh IrTtn ,trmt mycIb eh pymcshb yo nth lmnryo yo nth snlThk Iyuhb nth yEyoh sfhII mwhlnhb ea nth lwm IrTtn ,tho cshb rnk .th prwsn ahlw ln l oh, smtyyI mlo eh nwlcflnrm pyw floa oh, smtyIlwsk 2ysn eyas ro nth prwsn ahlw ln 2lww tlb ny hobcwh lo rornrC lnryo yp hrnthw tluroT nthrw thlb styuhb by,o l nyrIhn ywd ls tliC 18

ihohb ny fhd ehroT bwlTThb ntwycTt l ,tro ecst - ilropcI lob smlwad ecn oy IyoTCnhwf tlwf ,ls byohk 19

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0oh nhlmthw ,ty mlcshb oy hob yp myopcsryo ,ls l smrhomh nhlmthw xoy,o ls gnth Jhlo-­‐ ʼ mlo5n whfhfehw trs whlI olfhqk Bh tlb l elb s”crond lob th mycIb Iyyx ln yoh icirId iyron ny syfhC yoh hIsh lob fhlo syfhyoh myfiIhnhIa brvhwhonk 3hsirnh ntlnd th ,ls Tyyb pco ls l nhlmthwd lob mlo whfhfehw ,tho brsmcssroT nth sceNhmn yp 2hwmcwak Bh ,ycIb yiho nth nli ln nth eynnyf yp l ,lIICfyconhb elwyfhnhw lob hffnwlmn syfh fhwmcwa lob wco rn leycn trs tlob lob yony syfh yp ycw tlobsj rn ,ls hffmrnroT lsd yp mycwshd rns ynthw olfh ,ls 5”crmxsrIuhw?d lob ayc mycIb shh ,ta ls rn fyuhb fcmt plsnhw ntlo ,lnhwk “h lIsy Tyn ny rTornh sflII irhmhs yp Ktysitywycs yuhw nth Jcosho Jcwohwk .trs whscIns ro l uhwa ewrTtn lob ronhosh ecwo ntln myonrochs pyw shuhwlI frocnhsd huho pyw l nroa irhmhk o Ilnhw Irphd Ihlwohb ntln 2hwmcwa rs l trTtIa nyffrm scesnlomh lob ntln Ktysityw ,ls cshb ro romhobrlwa eyfes ro ,lwnrfhk .thsh lob floa ynthw hffihwrfhons ,ycIb oy, eh eloohbd ecn rn ,ls lo hffmrnroT nrfh ny Ihlwo smrhomhk 2loa ahlws Ilnhwd lOhw l flNyw snywf ro nth (rwnt yp WIabhd shuhwlI KtysitywCelshb romhobrlwa bhurmhs ,hwh ,lsthb ci yo wymxs lob ehlmths yo nth sIh yp Wcfewlhk .tha myosrsnhb yp l fhnlI myonlrohw leycn S6 g ro IhoTnt lob syfh F-­‐ ro brlfhnhwd lob lOhw hffiyscwh ny nth lrwd ntha snlwnhb ny whIhlsh sfyxhk ʼ’yfh R4CiIcs bhurmhs ,hwh pycob lwycob 2rIIiywnd lob ,trIh oyoh hffiIybhbd nth sfyxh ,ls iwyeleIa iyrsyoycsd lob nth iceIrm ,ls ,lwohb ny snla mIhlw yp loa ntha brsmyuhwhbk .trs mlcshb l flNyw lIhwnd lob nth Awfa Jyfe 3rsiyslI .hlf ,ls mlIIhb ny brsiysh yp nthshk A uhwa bhhi nwhomt ro nth shl Ncsn yv Awwlo tlb ehho cshb ny bcfi cocshb hffiIysruhs lOhw nth hob yp nth ʼ’hmyob “ywIb “lwk 21

An smtyyId fa ehsn ilIs ,hwh 3hoors 9rnnIhd ,ty Iruhb yo ʼ’n 2hbC blos ʼ’nwhhn ohffn ny nth wlrI,la snlnryo lob Khnhw “lIIlmhd ,tysh ilwhons y,ohb nth AwbohrI BynhI Ncsn lmwyss nth wylbk “h sihon l Iyn yp nrfh ro nth Twycobs yp nth AwbohrId ThnnroT ny xoy, nth pwhhCwloTh thos lob irTs xhin ro homIyshb lwhls ehtrob nth tynhIk whmlII yoh fyworoT ls ,h sln yo nyi yp nth ,lII ntln shilwlnhb nth AwbohrI pwyf nth .wyyo LrbroT ʼ’nleIhsd ,lnmtroT nth prwh ewrTlbh nlmxIh l eIlEh ro nth snleIh ecrIbroTk “h ,hwh iIhlshb ny shh ntln nth tywshs tlb ehho whIhlshb lob ,hwh slphIa mywwlIIhb ro nth lbNlmhon prhIbk .th snleIhs ecsrohss ,ls y,ohb ea yoh yp nth nhlmthws pwyf 2lww WyIIhThd 2w “rIsyod ,ty ,h lII mlIIhb 5Bywsha? “rIsyok 9lnhw ntln blad mamIhb rony ny,o lob ,hon rony nth eyyx styi ro Aaw ʼ’nwhhnk pycob 5Bywsha? ihwcsroT nth eyyxsthIuhs lob lsxhb rp th xoh, leycn nth prwhk Bh ,lso?nd lob nyIb trf tlb shho lII nth tywshs slphIa ycn ro nth prhIbk Bh sihb yv ny prob ycn leycn rnk - fyerIh ityohs brbo?n hffrsn ro ntysh blask Bh ,ls yoh yp nth lwn nhlmthws ln 2lww lob oyn l uhwa iyicIlw yoh ls th ,ls uhwa IrehwlI ,rnt nth ehInd ecn lOhw ntln blad rn shhfhb ntln mycIb by oy ,wyoT ro trs mIlssk Aoynthw lwn nhlmthw ,ls 2w MrIproolo yw 5Mcvha? ls th ,ls xoy,ok Bh ,ls ”crnh l plrw flod lob Tyn rony trs Tyyb eyyxs ea ehroT nth yoIa yoh ro nth mIlss ,ty mycIb csh l xorph ny stlwiho l ihomrIk 2a blb nlcTtn fh ny csh l ihoxorphd lob ,ls rournhb ny nth pwyon yp nth mIlss ny sty, nth whsn ty, ny by rn iwyihwIa lob lmtrhuh l Tyyb iyron - wlnthw hfelwwlssroT– .th 2lww LcTea WIce ,ls ilwnrmcIlwIa ,hIICxoy,o lob scmmhssC pcI ro rns prhIbk Mywbyo Jwy,o ,ls ro nth ahlw ehIy, fhd lob trs hIbhsn ewynthw Khnhw ,ls nth ahlw leyuh fhk Jynt ehmlfh plfycs iIlahwsd ,rnt Mywbyo iIlaroT pyw ʼ’mynIlob ro shuhwlI ronhwolnryolIsk 22

.thrw ynthw ewynthwd ;ytod ,ls ro fa ahlw ecn brboʻn nlxh ci nth wcTea mtlIIhoThk tlb oy ronhwhsn ro ehmyfroT rouyIuhb ro loantroT siywnsCwhIlnhb ecn brb hoNya nth ybb Tlfh yp mwrmxhnd huho rp tlbo?n l mIch leycn nth wcIhsk Iyuhb nhmtormlI bwl,roT lob ,ls iwhnna Tyyb ln rnd sy bhmrbhb ny sncba lwmtrnhmncwh ,tho IhO smtyyIk sihon l scffhw ,ywxroT ro lo Awmtrnhmn?s yvrmh ro Aawd ecn nth pyIIy,roT ahlwd nth LyalI osnrncnh yp Awmtrnhmns ciihb nth wh”crwhfhons pyw lmmhss ny nth iwyphssryod lob tlb ny whntrox fa yinryosk .th ynthw sceNhmn ,ls Tyyb ln ,ls Ktasrmsd lob hoNyahb nth mIlsshs nlcTtn ea MhywTh (ywsantd nth Bhlb yp ʼ’mrhomhk “tln ilwnrmcIlwIa plsmrolnhb fh ln nth hob yp nth srffntCahlw mIlss ,ls ,tho th ,ycIb ewroT ycn l wlbry th tlb ecrInd myosrsnroT yp l fhnlI mtlssrs tyIbroT shuhwlI TIhlfroT ulIuhsd lob bhsmwreh ty, rn ,ywxhbk ,ls tyyxhbd lob ntrs myfiIhnhIa ncwohb fh yo ny nth rbhl yp sncbaroT wlbry nhmtoyIyTak “h tlb l wlbry ecn oy nhIhursryo ln tyfh ls fa 2cf slrb rn ,ycIb brsnwlmn fa sncbrhsk o whlIrnad fa ilwhons iwyeleIa mycIbo?n tluh lvywbhb yoh nthok .th prwsn nhIhursryo ewylbmlsn sl, ,ls yp &chho DIrElehnt?s Wywyolnryo ro S)RFk ,ls nho ea ntho lob sihon syfh nrfh iIlaroT ,rnt l TrwI lwycob nth mywohw pwyf Jwybrh Auhochk “h ,hwh ntwy,roT snyohs ln hlmt ynthw lob tluroT pco ,tho yoh snyoh tlb ntwy,o trn thw pywhthlbd lob scbbhoIa sth ,ls myuhwhb ro eIyybk ,ls sy smlwhb ln ,tln tlb byoh ntln nyyx yv elmx tyfh ʼoyn uhwa TlIIlon yp fh–qk “tho fa fcf brsmyuhwhb ,tln tlb tliihohbd sth rosrsnhb ntln Ty elmx snwlrTtn l,la ny shh ty, sth ,ls lob Tluh fh l eyff yp mtymyIlnhs ny nlxh ls lo liyIyTak “tho whncwohbd sth ,ls mIhlohb ci lob srnnroT iwhnna ,rnt l iIlsnhw yo thw 23

thlbk Bhw ilwhons ,hwh sy rfiwhsshb ntln tlb myfh ny liyIyTrshk .tha rournhb fh ny Nyro nth plfrIa nth ohffn bla pyw Icomt lob ,lnmt Wywyolnryo yo nthrw nroa eIlmxClobC,trnh smwhhok Ihlwohb l Tyyb Ihssyo8 tyohsna rs nth ehsn iyIrmad lob y,oroT ci ny fa lmnryos mlo tluh iIhlslon whscInsk winha wyDyfdGs 3hors 9rnnIh lob ,hwh leycn SS yw S1 ,tho ,h bhmrbhb rn ,ycIb eh l Tyyb rbhl ny ecrIb ycwshIuhs l broTta ny tluh syfh pco ro nth shlk An ntln nrfhd nthwh ,hwh syfh 14CiIcs ,yybhod mIroxhwCecrIn wy,roT broTtrhs yo nth stywh pyw trwhd lob ,h ,hwh yOho ny eh pycob yo nth ,yybho irhws wcooroT ycn pwyf nth ehlmt thIiroT nth eyln trwhwsk ʼ’y ,h lTwhhb ntln rn mycIbo?n eh nyy brvrmcIn ny bhsrTo l broTta - rn tlb ny eh iyronhb ln yoh hob lob eIcon ln nth ynthwd lob ls 3hors?s blb ,ls l,la l Iynd ,h tlb nth pwhh wco yp trs Tlwbho lob lo hfina TlwlTh ,rnt Iylbs yp ,yyb lob nyyIs - oyntroT mycIb eh hlsrhwk A ,hhx Ilnhwd nth broTta ,ls myfiIhnhb lob ilronhb eIch lob ,trnhd ,rnt ylws plstryohb ycn yp ewyyf tlobIhs lob l ern yp wyih ls l ilronhw ʼwyih lnnlmthb ny nth stlwi hobqk n ,ls l Twhln scffhwd lob ,h irmxhb l Tyyb huhoroT pyw nth Ilcomtd nlxroT rn by,o yo nyi yp l eyTrh ,h tlb flbh hlwIrhwk “h tlb l ihwphmn Ilcomtd lob ,rnt ilmxhns yp mwrsis lob Ihfyolbh ls scsnholomhd ,h shn yv pyw ycw prwsn lbuhoncwh ycn ntwycTt nth ,luhsk 3hoors ,ls wy,roT prwsnd lob lOhw leycn 14 frocnhsd ,h bhmrbhb ny thlb elmx ny stywh ny s,li yuhwk n ,ls l ,wyoT fyuh– BhlbroT ey, prwsn rony nth ,luhsd nth broTta ihwpywfhb uhwa ,hIId ecn ,rnt nth snhwo ny nth ,luhsd nth broTta ,ls uhwa ”crmxIa s,lfihb ,rnt nth pyIIy,roT shlsk C brslsnhw– “h yoIa tlb yoh yinryo8 ny Ncfi ro lob tyih ny s,rf lIyoTsrbh nth oy, pcIIa 24

pIyybhb broTta conrI ,h mycIb Thn elmx ,rntro ycw bhint lob ,lIx lstywhk 0p mycwshd ycw Twhln iIlos tlbo?n romIcbhb tluroT loa pywf yp Irph iwhshwuhwsk LhncworoT ny stywh nyyx l IyoT nrfhd lob ,h ,hwh pwhhEroT lob hfftlcsnhbk “h bwlTThb nth broTta ehtrob cs lob sl, ycw fynthws yo nth ehlmtk .tha ,hwh ThnnroT pwlonrm lob tlb ehho leycn ny mlII ycn nth Irpheylnk -­‐‑hhbIhss ny slad ,h ohuhw whbhsrTohb nth broTtad lob rn ,ls ewyxho ci pyw smwli Ilnhw ro nth ,hhxk “h tlb fywh scmmhss ,rnt ecrIbroT eyTrhs hlwIrhw ro nth scffhwk .thsh ,hwh pycwC,thhIhb fybhIs ,rnt n,y sflII snhhwleIh ,thhIs ln nth pwyond fcmt IlwThw yohs ln nth elmxd lob l iIlox yp ,yyb ehn,hho nthfk ʼ’nhhwroT ,ls byoh ea l wyih lnnlmthb ny nth pwyon ,thhIsd lob l ewlxh mycIb eh iwhsshb lTlrosn l whlw ,thhI ny sIy, by,o yo l trIIk “h tlb Twhln pco bwruroT nth eyTrhs yo nth trIIs lwycob nth ny,od ,rnt l ph, ncfeIhs ecn oy whlI lmmrbhonsk “h lIsy flbh syfh iymxhn fyoha ea trwroT ycw shwurmh ny nlxh ilsshoThw mlshs yo ycw eyTrhs pwyf nth wlrI,la snlnryo ny IymlI bhsnrolnryos lwycob nth ny,ok “h mtlwThb S ʼ’trIIroT l nrfhd fcmt ny nth pwcsnwlC nryo yp nth IymlI nlffr yihwlnywk ?oein YifGdUGdideGys “tho ,h ,hwh yIbhwd lwycob SH yw SUd 3hoors lob bhmrbhb ny Iyyx pyw l ,la ny lbb ny ycw iymxhn fyohak .th ʼ’.7 mtloohI ,ls Ilcomthb ro S)RU ls ʼ’mynIlobʻs prwsn myffhwmrlI nhIhursryo snlnryok .,y ahlws yw sy Ilnhwd nth myfiloa bhmrbhb ny mtloTh nth iyIlwrslC nryo yp rns nwlosfrnnhw ny yvhw ehnnhw whmhinryok .trs fhlon ntln ny Thn Tyyb ʼ’.7 whmhinryod lhwrlIs ntwycTtycn nth myconwa tlb ny eh wynlnhb uhwnrmlIIa ea )4 bhTwhhsk Ja ntrs nrfhd tlb ehho IhlworoT leycn nhIhursryod lob whmxyohb ntln rp ,h mycIb Thn tyIb yp l Ilbbhwd 25

,h mycIb by ntrs ,ywxd ln Ihlsn yo sroTIhCsnywa tycshsd yp ,trmt nthwh ,hwh floa ro .wyyod ilwnrmcIlwIa lwycob ,thwh 3hoors Iruhbk 0omh lTlrod rn ,ls myouhorhon ntln 3hoors?s blb ,ls l,la pwyf tyfh l Twhln bhlI yp nth nrfhd lob trs Ilbbhw ,ls iwhsshb rony shwurmhk (yw S4'Hbd ,h mtloThb ihyiIh?s lhwrlIs pyw nthfk -­‐‑hrnthw yp cs tlb huhw ehho yo l wyyp ehpywhd ecn ,rnt nth blwroT yp nth rohffihwrhomhbd ,h ”crmxIa Ihlwohb ty, ehsn ny fyuh leycn l wyyp ,rntycn ewhlxroT nrIhs yw sIlnhsk ʼ’ilwh ilwns mycIb icwmtlsh pwyf 3ybb?s .7 3hind lob ”crmxIa tlb nth sxrII ny nhwfrolnh mylffrlI mleIh lob wh,rwh lhwrlIsk ʼ’lbIad ,h tlb ny Ty elmx ny smtyyI ln nth hob yp nth tyIrblasd lob ntln mlwhhw hobhbd ecn rn ,ls l Twhln hffihwrhomh ,trIh rn Ilsnhbk “tho ,ls lwycob S4 yw SSd Tyn l iwhshon pwyf fa ilwhons8 l ilrw yp wyIIhwsxlnhsk AOhw shuhwlI coscmmhsspcI lnnhfinsd ehmlfh iwyprmrhon ln sxlnroT lwycob nth iluhfhons ro ycw ilwn yp .wyyok o ntysh blasd wyIIhw sxlnhs tlb tlwb ,thhIs ʼoy wceehw nawhsqd sy huhwa ecfi ,ls phIn ntwycTt ycw xohhsk .tloxpcIIad fysn yp nth iluhfhons ro ycw lwhl ,hwh flbh yp l myonrocycs Ilahw yp lsitlInd ,trmt yvhwhb lo rbhlI sxlnroT scwplmhk 9lnhw yod ls l nhholThwd cshb ny nlxh nth nwlro huhwa ʼ’lncwbla fyworoT by,o ny Aaw ny Ty rmh sxlnroTd ,trmt hoNyahbk mycIb Thn lwycob iwhnna plsnd ecn ohuhw Ihlwohb ny blomh yo rmh - iwyeleIa bch ny ehroT nyy sta ny prob l scrnleIh ilwnohw ln nth rmh wroxk 26

Chapter Two Apprenticeship at Dodds of Troon First colour television; trapped in a cashed van; driving experiences; kissed by a 10 ton truck; off to Munich At 17 ,havin hglrhed eryvere t,ht h yhlrrl vi hly,vtrytclr uhw sct so t,r fcrwtvsi hie ,havin erargsqre hi vitrlrwt vi lhevs hie trgravwvsi7 p hqqlshy,re Il Mrn RhlBrl7 t,r bhgrw Ihihnrl so Sseew Mhevs D &T SrqhltVrit7 u,rlr p ,he Brri Bcdvin t,r wqhlr qhlt osl hrlvhgw eclvin Vd rhlgvrl Bcwvirww aritclrm .r vitlsecyre Vr ts t,r brlavyr Ihihnrl7 hie hHrl h w,slt vitrlavru7 p uhw sffrlre t,r qswt hw hi Aqqlritvyr vi Mhevs D &T wrlavyvinm pt uhw ts Br h ovar-drhl ysclwr uvt, sir ehd rhy, urr wqrit si ehd lrgrhwr tlha- rggvin ts btsu -­‐sggrnr vi -­‐‑ghwnsu7 uslvin tsuhlew h ovihg yrltvovyhtr hw h Mhevs D &T brlavyr kinvirrlm pi t,swr ehdw7 hgg lhevsw hie trgravwvsiw urlr qsurlre Bd ahgarwm Thgarw urlr nghww riargsqrw ysithvivin ahlvscw ovCre Vrthg qhltw hie h ,rhtrl ts ,rht h qvryr so Vrthg isui hw t,r yht,serm Giyr ,rhtre7 t,r yht,ser lrgrhwre rgrytlsiw elhui tsuhle t,r sqqswvtr rie so t,r tcBr Bd h qswvtvar asgthnr htthy,re ts t,r hiserm pi Brturri7 t,rlr uscge Br st,rl Vrthg nlvew u,vy, uscge ysitlsg t,r ogsu so rgrytlsiw t,lscn, t,r ahgarm &,vw y,hinvin ogsu so rgrytlsiw uscge raritchggd tcli vits wsciew olsV h gscewqrhrl sl vVhnrw si 27

t,r &T wylrrim Mhevsw Vvn,t ,har E sl x ahgarw7 u,vgr &Tw yscge ,har EO567 erqrievin si t,r grarg so wsq,vwtvyhtvsim &,r u,sgr ysiyrqt so ,su lhevs uharw urlr nrirlhtre7 u,vy, t,ri tlharggre t,lscn, t,r hvl ts ,vt hi hrlvhg hie Br erysere7 t,ri ovihggd tclire vits wscie hie avwvsi7 ohwyvihtre Vrm Apprenticeship… bviyr vt uhw h wcB/ryt t,ht rCyvtre Vr7 vt BryhVr rhwd ts cierl- wthie t,r t,rsld Br,vie t,r try,isgsndm At t,r whVr tvVr7 st,rl hq- qlritvyrw si t,r whVr ysclwr sHri wtlcnngre uvt, wsVr so t,r Bhwvy qlviyvqgrwm p uhw hgws ,rgqre Bd t,r ohyt t,ht Vd brlavyr Ihihnrl7 RsB Ihlw,hgg7 ,he Brri h Mhevs Gffvyrl vi t,r MA2 hie uhw arld oh- Vvgvhl uvt, t,r sqrlhtvsi so swyvggswysqrw ts ovie ohcgtw7 qhltvycghlgd vi lhevs rfcvqVritm Gwyvggswysqrw uscge evwqghd t,r uharoslV so h wvnihg ht hid qsvit vi vtw /sclird t,lscn, t,r eravyrm &,vw rCqrlvriyr Vrhit t,ht p uhw urgg h,rhe so t,r tvVr u,ri swyvggswysqrw urlr vitlsecyre hw h wrlavyvin tssg vi t,r viecwtldm pi t,r rhlgd ehdw so t,r x6w7 t,r sigd qlsnlhVVrw hahvghBgr si RR-­‐ sl p&T urlr vi Vsisy,lsVr 0Bghy D u,vtrj hie tlhiwVvwwvsiw vi ysgscl trgravwvsi urlr sigd ghciy,re vi FxFm p lrVrVBrl7 hw h dscin hqqlritvyr7 qlsBhBgd vi yvlyh Fx(m p ,rhle t,ht Il &snirlv 0so &sn)w -­‐ho9 ohVrj ,he /cwt viwthggre t,r ovlwt ysgscl trgravwvsi7 u,vy, p ,he ts wrrm 8-­‐sVr huhd t,lscn, t,r Bhy hie gss osl dsclwrgo7ʼ ,r whve vi hiwurl ts Vd fcrwtvsim ʼ’rw7 p uhw hVhére7 Bct ist vi t,r uhd p ,he ,sqrem .vw 1ʼ Bghy D u,vtr trgravwvsi ,he h wthie vi olsit so vt ,sgevin h w,rrt so ygrhl qghwtvy7 u,vy, uhw Bgcr ht t,r tsq7 Vrlnvin ts lre vi t,r Vveegr hie nlrri ht t,r BsttsV - qswwvBgd verhg osl sctessl w,stw7 Bct vt qghdre ,hasy uvt, ohyrwm bylrri wvér vi t,swr 28

ehdw uhw gvVvtre Bd t,r wvér so t,r “tcBr)m &,vw uhw gvr h ghlnr arlwvsi so h ahgar uvt, wvVvghl vitrlihg ysVqsiritw hie h ,rhtrlm Rct7 vi t,vw yhwr7 t,r rgrytlsiw urlr oslVre vits h BrhV hie httlhytre tsuhlew t,r wylrri7 u,vy, uhw y,hlnre ht 5E7666 asgtwm &,r BrhV uhw t,ri wyhiire hylsww t,r wylrri”w viwver ohyr7 yshtre uvt, h q,stslrhytvar Y,swq,sl yshtvin t,ht ngsure u,ri t,r rgrytlsiw ,vt t,r wclohyr7 oslVvin t,r qvytclrm 2ght-wylrri try,isgsnd uhw h wyvriyr ovytvsi t,vin hie tss hist,rl oscl eryherw ts BrysVr h lrhgvtdm Aist,rl civfcr viaritvsi so t,ht tvVr uhw ts hee hi righlnvin griw ts t,r olsit so t,r wylrri ts nvar t,r vVqlrwwvsi so t,r wylrri Brvin Vcy, ghlnrl t,hi vt uhwm pi t,swr ehdw7 t,r ovlwt gvir so wrlavyr osl trgravwvsiw uhw ts ,har hi rinvirrl avwvt t,r ,scwr hie lrqhvl vt uvt,sct thvin vt ts t,r wrlavyr erqhltVritm &,vw Vrhit p uhw vi Vhid ,sVrw7 olsV t,r wVhggrwt ts t,r arld ghlnr7 hie hi rfchggd uver lhinr so wsyvhg yghwwrwm -­‐hlldvin Vd tssg vt7 h trwt Vrtrl7 hie h BsC so ahgarw7 p uscge lrVsar t,r Bhy so t,r &T hie evhniswr t,r ohcgtm GHri7 vt uhw h wvVqgr yhwr so lrqghyvin h ohcgtd ahgar sl tus7 hie t,r qvytclr uhw lrwtslrem pi t,swr ehdw7 qlsnlhVw urlr ist tlhiwVvttre hgg ehd7 Bct u,ri t,rlr urlr is qlsnlhVVrw7 ht grhwt t,r RR-­‐ tlhiwVvttre t,r &rwt -­‐hle7 ws t,rlr uhw hguhdw wsVrt,vin ts qlrwrit si t,r wylrrim Sseew so &lssi ysVqlvwre t,lrr Vhvi Bcwvirwwrwz Mhevs hie &T bhgrw hie brlavyr7 h Bcwd -­‐hl bhgrw hie brlavyr -­‐‑hlhnr7 hie h Rcw -­‐‑hlhnr viyslqslhtvin Sseew -­‐shy,rw hie t,r AA Bcw wrlavyrm &,r ghttrl wrlare Vhvigd t,r Bcwd Alelswwhi7 &lssi7 Ylrwtuvy7 hie Adl Bcw lsctrwm 29

At 1 hie ,havin sigd /cwt qhwwre Vd elvavin trwt7 p uhw ,hqqd ts Br elvavin t,r wrlavyr erqhltVrit ahiw u,ri sct si yhggwm Id rCqrlvriyr vi elvavin uhw nlrhtgd ri,hiyre7 ,surarl7 hw siyr h Vsit,7 t,r yhl whgrw erqhltVrit yhggre osl asgcitrrl elvarlw ts ,rgq thr t,r yhlw t,rd yscgei)t wrgg ts t,r Vhlrt vi t,r rhwt so -­‐‑ghwnsum &,rlr Vvn,t Br hidt,vin olsV x ts 6 ar,vygrw gvire cq hgsin t,r ʻslt, b,slr lshe7 hie elvarlw yscge qvy u,ht t,rd uhitre ts elvarm bs7 p elsar h uver ahlvrtd so yhlw7 viygcevin sirw uvt, ysgcVi y,hinr nrhl grarlw hie grH-,hie elvar arlwvsiwm &,rlr uhw sir wgvn,t qlsB- grV7 t,scn, - citvg dsc wthltre ts elvar t,rV7 dsc evei)t hguhdw isu u,ht uhw ulsin uvt, t,rVm &,r nrhlBsC Vhd Br lscn, hie irre ts Br escBgr-er-ygcty,re ts y,hinr nrhlwʻ‘ t,r ygcty, Vvn,t Br si vtw ghwt grnwʻ‘ t,r wtrrlvin Vhd Br qcggvin ts sir wver7 sl t,r Blhrw Vhd Br h Bvt vffdm 'r tlharggre vi h ysiasd uvt, sir nsse yhl grhevin hie hist,rl nsse sir ht t,r lrhlm po7 whd7 tclivin lvn,t ht h lshe /ciytvsi7 t,r grhe yhl uscge wvt qhltgd hylsww t,r /ciytvsi hie hggsu t,r st,rlw ts wfcrrér qhwt ts nrt hlscie t,r yslirlm .r uscge t,ri wqrre qhwt cw Bhy ts t,r olsitm po h wtsq urlr irrere7 t,r grhe yhl uscge wtsq hie hggsu hid yhlw uvt, qssl Blhrw ts cwr ,vV ts wtsq t,rvl yhlm &,rwr urlr7 so ysclwr7 ehdw gsin Broslr IG&w urlr ysVqcgwsldm 2sltcihtrgd7 ur urlr irarl wtsqqre Bd t,r qsgvyrm Nearly Lst oy iMe… Gir uvitrl)w ehd p ,he h yhgg ts ns ts h ,scwr vi Sciesihge hie t,rlr hlr tus lsctrw olsV &lssi ts Sciesihge7 sir ohvlgd grarg lsctr hlscie t,r BsttsV so Sciesihge .vgg hie t,r st,rl lvn,t cq hie hylsww t,r tsqm pt uhw wisuvin ,rhavgd u,ri p grH7 ws p y,swr t,r wgvn,tgd gsinrl sir hlscie t,r Bhwrm .havin ovivw,re Vd yhgg7 t,r 30

wisu ,he yrhwre7 ws p eryvere ts ,rhe Bhy t,r fcvyrl lsctr hie nrttvin cq ts t,r tsq so t,r ,vgg uhw is qlsBgrVm pt uhw sigd u,ri p ylrwtre t,r ghwt lvwr t,ht p BryhVr huhlr t,ht t,r wisu ,he tclire ts vyr si t,r urwt wver so t,r ,vggm .havin eryvere t,ht t,r whorwt qghi uhw ts lrarlwr hie ,rhe Bhy esui t,r uhd p ,he /cwt ysVr7 p tlvre ts lrarlwr hie oscie t,ht p uhw hglrhed wvttvin si hi vyr qhem &,r ahi wthltre7 rarl ws wgsugd7 ts wgver osluhle hie ,rhe esui t,r wgsqr7 viylrhwvin vi wqrre Bd t,r wrysie hie uvt, is ysitlsg si t,r wtrrlvin7 t,r lctw vi t,r wisu tss Vr hlscie t,r ovlwt yscqgr so Briew7 Bct ht t,r t,vle sir7 t,r ahi ,vt t,r arlnr hie sarltclirem pi t,swr ehdw7 t,r wverw so t,r lshe ,he arld uver hie errq evty,rw7 hie hw t,r ahi7 hi Acwtvi APE7 uhw cicwchggd ihllsu7 p oscie vt vVqswwvBgr ts sqri rvt,rl essl sl t,r uviesuw hw vt uhw /hVVre cqwver esui vi t,r evty,m -­‐gvVBvin vits t,r Bhy7 p lrysarlre Vd tssg vt hie uhw osltcihtrgd hBgr ts evwVhitgr t,r lrhl essl hie rwyhqr t,ht uhdm 'hgvin esui ts t,r avgghnr so :shiw ts ovie h q,sir BsC7 p uhw hBgr ts wcVVsi ,rgq olsV t,r Sseew yhl nhlhnr7 hie t,rd evw- qhty,re “ScVBs)7 h ,cnr7 rC-Nb hlVd lrysarld tlcy7 cwchggd cwre osl Bcw lrysarld uslm &,r elvarl qvyre Vr cq ht :shiw7 hie ur ,rhere cq t,r ,vggm &,r ysievtvsiw urlr hgVswt u,vtrsct Bd t,vw tvVr7 hie ur lrhy,re t,r tsq uvt,sct wrrvin hid tlhyr so t,r ahim 'r yscge sigd wrr t,r lrhl gvn,tw vi t,r evty, si scl uhd esui hnhvim ',ri t,r ahi ,vt t,r evty,7 hgg t,r wisu si t,r ,renrw ,he ohggri si tsq so vt7 Vhvin vt arld evffvycgt ts wrrm .he p ist ,he Vd tssg vt vi t,r ahi7 p Vvn,t gvrgd ,har ,he h arld olséri rievinm 31

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p ,he hist,rl gcyd rwyhqr u,ri uhvtvin ts ysVr sct so h wver lshe vi h wVhgg Vviv-ahi u,ri p uhw hgVswt lci sarl Bd h 6-tsiir hlVd tlcym p whu vt ysVvin hgsin t,r Vhvi lshe 0Rritviy Slvarj hie wvnihggvin t,r elvarl”w vitritvsi ts tcli vits t,r lshe p uhw sim Aw p yscgei)t wrr u,ht uhw Br,vie t,r tlcy7 p ,he ts uhvt citvg ,r tclire vi Broslr Vsavin sffm Niosltcihtrgd7 t,r elvarl uhw grhlivin ts elvar hie Vvw/cenre t,r tclim &,r irCt t,vin p iru uhw t,ht t,vw ,cnr u,rrg uhw ,rhevin wtlhvn,t osl Vd elvarl)w esslm .r ,vt Vd ahi /cwt ts t,r lrhl so t,r essl hie erVsgvw,re t,r lrwt so t,r Vvivahi hie h yscqgr so trgravwvsi wrtw viwver Bct grH Vr ciwyht,rem p ,rhle ghtrl t,ht ,r ohvgre ,vw trwt ; u,ht h wclqlvwrW &,r wrlavyr erqhltVrit uhw evlrytgd Br,vie t,r whgrw w,sulssV7 u,vy,7 vi heevtvsi ts wrggvin lhevsw hie trgravwvsiw7 sffrlre h uver lhinr so rgrytlvyhg qlsecytw7 viygcevin vlsiw7 ,hvleldrlw7 ahyccV ygrhirlw7 tshwtrlw7 rtym7 hgg so u,vy, riere cq si t,r wrlavyr Briy, u,ri t,rd irrere lrqhvl ws p wssi BryhVr wvggre vi lrqhvlvin h ahlvrtd so qlsecytwm 'r hgws sffrlre qcBgvy heelrww wdwtrVw osl ,vlrm p lryhgg sir bhtclehd hHrlissi u,ri p uhw uslvin si Vd sui7 lryrvavin h trgrq,sir yhgg hwvin osl t,r clnrit ,vlr hie viwthgghtvsi so h ghlnr YA wdwtrVm &s Vd wclqlvwr7 vt uhw olsV t,r brylrthld ht t,r Msdhg &lssi -­‐‑sgo -­‐sclwr u,s ,he oslnsttri ts slerl h YA wdwtrV osl t,r qlrwrithtvsi so t,r tlsq,vrw ht t,r ovihg so h ysVqrtvtvsi u,vy, uscge Br ysVqgrtre vi tus ,sclwm ',ri hwre ,su Vhid wqrythtslw ,r uscge rCqryt7 ,r whve ht grhwt E66 hie VhdBr sarl 6667 hw vt uhw t,r ovihg so t,r Gqri -­‐,hVqvsiw,vqm 3cvygd ovgg- vin scl ghlnrwt ahi uvt, hgg t,r wqrhrlw7 hVqgvovrlw7 Vvylsq,sirw7 wthiew hie yhBgrw p yscge ovie7 p lhyre sct ts t,r -­‐gcB,scwr hie7 33

vi lrysle tvVr7 ,he h ysVqgrtr wdwtrV wrt cq si t,r Bhgysid so t,r -­‐gcB,scwr /cwt hw Alisge YhgVrl7 t,r Fxx Gqri -­‐,hVqvsi uhw hqqlshy,vin t,r (t, ,sgrm p yhi)t vVhnvir t,ht ,hqqrivin t,rwr ehdw uvt, t,r Vhwwvar slnhivwhtvsi wcllscievin t,r ycllrit Gqri -­‐,hVqvsiw,vqwm 34

&,slscn,gd ri/sdvin Vd tvVr uvt, Sseew so &lssi7 p oscie wtced- vin ht btsu -­‐sggrnr lrghtvargd rhwdm p ysVqgrtre t,r hqqlritvyrw,vq hie ovihg rChVw vi oscl drhlw viwtrhe so ovar7 BrysVvin t,r tsq wtc- erit vi bystghie hie t,r Icvl b,vrge hie -­‐cq uviirl olsV t,r Mhevs &lherw kChVvihtvsi Rshle osl bystghie 0M&kRjm &,r qlrwrithtvsi uhw ,rge ht t,r hiichg M&kR eviirl vi YrrBgrw .dels7 u,vy, Vd IcV D She hgws httriere hie t,r tlsq,d7 hgsin uvt, Vd q,sts- nlhq,7 urit si w,su vi t,r uviesu so Sseew w,sulssV vi Ysltghie bt7 Vcy, ts Vd qhlrit)w ergvn,tm fLtary Apprentice LM the Rear… pi Fxx7 t,r gsyhg Msthld -­‐gcB vi &lssi ,rge hi Aqqlritvyr so t,r ʼ’rhl huhle ysVqrtvtvsim &,r qlvér si sffrl uhw h ocggd-ociere tus-urr wtced tlvq hidu,rlr vi kclsqrm .havin ritrlre hie usi t,vw7 p eryvere p uhitre ts wtced t,r rVrlnvin try,isgsnd so ysgscl trgravwvsim p y,swr ts avwvt bvrVriw so -­‐‑rlVhid7 u,vy, uhw t,ri grhevin t,r ovrge vi ysgscl trgravwvsi yhVrlh try,isgsndm .rhe- fchltrlre vi Icivy,7 t,r bvrVriw trgravwvsi lrwrhly, ghBw wrrVre verhg osl grhlivin hBsct t,vw iru try,isgsndm .havin irarl ogsui Broslr7 t,vw uhw hi rCyvtvin sqqsltcivtd ts wrr h evffrlrit yscitld hie grhli wsVrt,vin t,ht Vvn,t ri,hiyr Vd yhlrrlm Sclvin Vd tvVr ht bvrVriw7 p uhw hBgr ts wthlt ts cierlwthie t,r sqqswvtr rie so t,r trgravwvsi wqrytlcV hie ysiwverl t,r lhinr so qlsecytvsi try,isgsnvrw lrfcvlre ts ylrhtr qlsnlhVVrwm ',ri p lrtclire7 p uhw ovlre cq uvt, t,r cierlwthievin t,ht p uhitre ts nrt vits t,vw rCyvtvin hwqryt so trgravwvsi hie t,ht p w,scge usl tsuhlew t,ht nshgm 35

&,r ogvn,t Bhy olsV Icivy, ts Ylrwtuvy uhw qlsBhBgd t,r uslwt p ,har rarl rCqrlvriyre vi Vhid drhlw so ogdvin wviyr t,rim 'r hllvare vi t,r Vveegr so h t,cierlwtslV hie yvlygre t,r ghievin wtlvq tuvyrm 36

Aw p uhw wvttvin irCt ts h wthlBshle uviesu vi olsit so t,r uvin7 p yscge wrr ovlr rinvirw gvire cq hie lrhed osl hytvsi hw ur ovihggd yhVr vits ghiem &,r hvlylhH uhw h oscl-rinvir tclBsqlsq erwvni hie vt uhw Bcffrtre hgg sarl t,r qghyr si t,r hqqlshy, p yscge wrr t,r wthlBshle uvin tvq hgVswt ,vttvin t,r lciuhd hie t,r ovlr rinvirw lhyvin hgsinwver cw Broslr ur ovihggd tscy,re esui whorgd7 Vcy, ts rarldsir)w lrgvrom 37

Chapter Three Heading for London Introduction to the Royal Navy; sight mibulatorm; televimion mtudiom; outmide kroadcamt trucm Following m yMniuc hivist is w,v ula,e sc,s m orbausiha vcoMlj ra so vaad , eoMsa inso sca keojMusion anj op salahivionf .o sc,s anjt T weosa so sca la,jing kl,maev in sca pialj in sca IU ,nj vans lassaev oK so ffyTt y,euonit Ecilikv ,nj Emaf T eauaihaj bor oKaev peo ffyT ,nj Ema rMs sMenaj scava jown in p,hoMe op se,halling so P,vilB jon poe ,n insaehiaw wisc sca y,euoni -o k,nmt wciuc T dnaw w,v ca,hilm inholhaj wisc PP- salahivion vsMjiov ,nj Msvija Peo,ju,vs haciulavf .ca kovs w,v sc,s op ,n Tnvs,ll,sion ffnginaae wiscin scaie Eeopavvion,l -­‐ijao -­‐‑mvsa v vausionf Ciscin , paw onscvt T lihaj in jigv wisc , p, ilm in P,viljon ,nj se,hallaj j,ilm so sca y,euoni p,usoem bMvs , paw ilav ,w,mf Os sciv si at sca uo k,nm w,v ca,hilm inholhaj in rMiljing ajMu,sion,l salahivion vsMjiovt pligcs vi Ml,soevt ,nj h,eioMv ilis,em invs,ll,B sionvf ym pievs ,usM,l keobaus w,v r,ud Mk in -­‐‑uosl,nj ,s VMnjaa -ollaga op ffjMu,sion so aSsanj scaie aSivsing salahivion vsMjio in sca ,in rMiljing so lind Mk so poMe u, ae,v in injihijM,l ul,vveoo v in sca ,vvoui,saj kei ,em vucoolf T lihaj in sca WMaanAv Dosal in VMnjaa jMeing sca waad ,nj se,hallaj r,ud so .eoon on waadanjvf 39

--.-­‐ iv now ,l ovs Mnihaev,l ,nj in ,l ovs ahaem ,vkaus op cMB ,n lipaf Tn sca a,elm xQ'vt scoMgct is w,v in isv inp,numt ,nj ona op isv pievs Mvav w,v onisoeing se,Kiu plow on sca yH ca,jing oMs op ʼonjon sow,ejv Da,sceowf ym naSs keobaus inholhaj vaehiuing sca u, ae,t wciuc w,v oMnsaj on sca eoop op , ʼ’HBvsoem rMiljingt c,nging ,roMs poMe paas oMs peo sca ajga op sca rMiljing ,nj eigcs ohae sca osoew,mf FoesMn,salmt is w,v pissaj on ,n ,e sc,s uoMlj ra vwihallaj so ,uuavv sca u, ae,f Tn scova a,elm j,mvt hijao u, ae,v waea pissaj wisc , -­‐ijauon sMra ,v sca jahiua sc,s uonhaesaj sca ligcs ansaeing sca lanv inso ,n alauseiu,l vign,lf OlscoMgc sca ovs ,jh,nuaj saucnologm ,s sca si at -­‐ijauon sMrav waea vMvuaksirla so ohaeaSkovMea so ligcs ,njt ip la6 koinsaj ,s , reigcs vuana poe ,n aSsanjaj kaeiojt woMlj eavMls in , kae ,nans i ,ga raing rMenaj onso sca sMrat wciuc woMlj scan c,ha so ra eakl,uajf .o eajMua sca kovvirilism op scivt is w,v vs,nj,ej ke,usiua poe okae,soev so ra ,jhivaj so japouMv sca lanv wcan pinB ivcaj poe sca j,mf ff,uc u, ae, w,v pissaj wisc , ea osaBuonseollaj lanv vcMssae so anvMea sciv jijnAs c,kkanf 40

T c,j m pievs aSkaeianua op , ilis,em ,kkliu,sion op --.-­‐ wcan T w,v jivk,sucaj so Dy-­‐‑ Tnseakij raescaj ,s Elm oMscf Tnseakij w,v ona op sca 0om,l 4,hmxv naw ,vv,Mls vMkkoes havvalv ,nj sca pievs so ra pissaj wisc --.-­‐ vo sc,s sca ueaw on sca reijga uoMlj onisoe sca jouding op ,vv,Mls ue,6 in sca vsaen lo,jing ,ea,f .ca invs,ll,sion c,j onlm bMvs raan uo klasaj , paw waadv keahioMvlmt ,nj sca -,ks,in eakoesaj sc,s is w,v p,Mlsm ,nj oMs op ,usiont ,nj sca vcik w,v voon so kMs so va,f Ccan T ,eeihajt is w,v ula,e sc,s sca -­‐ijauon sMra c,j eauaihaj , vahaea rMenf T vas ,roMs eakl,uing ist eakoesing so sca vanioe oKiuae on sca reijga sc,st peo sca se,bausoem op sca rMen ,ueovv sca sMrat is vaa aj so injiu,sa sc,s kaec,kv sca u, ae, c,j raan la6 koinsing Mk wiscoMs sca vcMssae c,hing raan ulovaj ,nj sca vMn w,v sca uMlkeisf LOrvolMsa nonvanva2t w,v sca eaklmt Lffhaemona c,v raan se,inaj so koins sca u, ae, ,s sca jaudt japouMv sca lanv ,nj ulova sca vcMssae wcan la,hing is R Mvs ra vo a oscae ea,vont ,nj is will vsill ra Mnjae gM,e,nsaat vo jonxs scind op uc,eging Mv poe scivN2f Cisc sc,st T jak,esajt rMs T ca,ej l,sae sc,s sca -,ks,in w,v covsing , k,esm on ro,ej ,nj c,j raan daan so vcow oK civ naw som ,nj las vo a hivisoev c,ha peaa Mva op sca bomvsiud ,nj scan la6 sca u, ae, looding oMs so va, poe ,s la,vs , pMll ʼ’H coMevf y,euonixv keohijaj a wisc , wa,lsc op aSkaeianuat inulMjing woeding in vsMjiovt oMsvija reo,ju,vs h,nvt pligcs vi Ml,soevt ,nj ilis,emBgMijaj ivvila invs,ll,sionvf Os ona koinst T w,v ,vdaj so uonvijae ealou,sing so scaie “Mijaj yivvila 0ava,euc -ansea ulova so Oliua -­‐‑keingv in OMvse,li,f Dowahaet c,hing bMvs keokovaj so m pMsMea wipat T jauijaj is igcs nos ra sca ravs ija,f T jijt cowahaet 41

,kklm poe , kovs ,v .aucniu,l y,n,gae op , keokovaj salahivion vsMB jio ,s , .a,ucae .e,ining -ollaga ,s -,llanj,e E,ed in F,ldiedf 42

Chapter Four 10 Years in educational television Design and build of a television studio; from monochrome to top-end colour; from blowing up pig’s lungs to a Mrst production for &SP; marriage S children; the beast of Callendar kar$ In th el h a1960s h,dul cins ln, hlutho olcncnr cn glo cudelos ohuhcph, 0dv0 ln cle riphonbhn cnph0 bhn i hnlveh th cn oim ,du cin i- h,dul cinle hehpc0cin goirolbbh0 i l00c0 cn olcncnr 0 d,hn 0 -­‐leehn,lo -­‐‑lof -­‐ieehrh .l0 0h cn th vhld c-de glofeln, i- -­‐leehn,lo C0 l h in th id 0fco 0 i- Plefcofs ln, .thn I kicnh,s c .l0 ln leemrcoe0 uieehrh wth uieehrh riphonio0 tl, kd0 ohuhcph, lggoiple i cn0 lee l uibm geh h hehpc0cin 0 d,ci uibgehE wtc0 rhnholeeF bhln tl l uinm olu -io th ,h0crn ln, uin0 odu cin .ide, tlph vhhn l.lo,h, i inh i- th blkio uibglnch0s 0dut l0 CjIs -­‐‑tcecg0s jlouinc io -­‐‑Fh Ti.hphos cn bF cn hopch.s I goigi0h, l ,cxhohn lggoiluts ixhocnr i ,h0crn ln, vdce, th 0 d,ci -oib 0uol ut c- thF lrohh, i eh bh ohuodc l 0dc lveh hlb i- hutncucln0 .tis in uibgeh cin i- th 0 d,cis .ide, .iof l0 bF 0 lx ln, thn lu l0 ulbholbhn -io th dnc wtc0 .l0 ohl,ceF lrohh, in l0 l dncydh .lF i- 0hudocnr th cnph0 bhn .tceh 0lpcnr in ui0 0 tl uide, vh d0h, i hntlnuh th hphn dle 0uleh i- th whehpc0cin Mhglo bhn l0 c .l0 i vh fni.n 43

Building th ehlhTivisn o udisS I 0h lvid ,ol.cnr dg geln0 i ,h0crn th asH66 0y ff 0 d,ci 0gluhs l 0dc lveh uin oie oiib ln, lnuceeloF ixcuh0 I 0uigh, id th hutncule ,h0crns leinr .c t ,h lceh, ,h0crn0 -io l 0 d,ci ecrt cnr ocrs th luid0 cu ohl bhn i- th .lee0s 0 d,ci -eiio 0ghuc-cul cin0s h u q th 0lbh cbhs I l,pho c0h, -io hutncule 0 lx ln, 0hudoh, l Dhncio whutncucln ln, tohh i tho hutncucln0 I gelnnh, i olcn i dn,ho lfh th uin0 odu cin 2pho 0ibh ncnh bin t0s bceh0 i- ulvecnr loocph,s ,h0f0 .hoh ,hm 0crnh, ln, io,hoh, -oib eiule kicnhoF uibglnch0s l -dee ecrt cnr roc, ln, l ploch F i- 0 d,ci ecrt cnr .hoh io,hoh, -oib D oln, Cehu ocule cn Ain,ins 0 d,ci udo lcn olce0 loocph, ln, .hoh cn0 leeh, uibgeh h .c t ln hE hn0cph loolF i- thlpF ,olgh0 ln, ln hn,eh00 ploch F i- hehu ocule viEh0s uinnhu io0s ln, l00iucl h, hydcgbhn wth hutm ncucln0 goiph, i tlph vhhn l rii, uticuh l0 thF ohl,ceF l,lg h, i th nh. hutnieirF wth tohh CjI 0 d,ci ulbhol0 .hoh io,hoh, leinr .c t thco l0m 0iucl h, binc io0s ocgi,0s h u Scphn th hols th0h .hoh binim utoibh ulbhol0s vd thoh .l0 rohl hEuc hbhn tl .h .hoh lem bi0 l th -cnle h0 cnr i- lee th tlo, .iof wth -co0 0.c utmin .hn .hee O cnc cleeF Ah00 tln ln tido el hos .h -idn, l uin0 ln .lpF gl hon luoi00 th pc,hi -oib hlut ulbhols bhlncnr th gcu doh0 .hoh dnd0lveh Poib hEghochnuhs I ohuirnc0h, tc0 .l0 ol,ci cn ho-hohnuh -oib 0ibh eiule 0idouh wth tdn .l0 thn in i c,hn c-F th 0idouh vF ricnr toidrt hphoF ,hglo bhn ln, 0.c utcnr ix lnF tcnr .h tidrt bcrt vh uohl cnr tc0 cnm ho-hohnuh Mh0gc h ido vh0 hxio 0 ipho 0hphole ,lF0s c .l0 goipm 44

cnr cbgi00cveh I thn ,huc,h, i hnec0 th 0dggio i- th LL-­‐ cn olufcnr ,i.n th udegoc qffho lfcnr plocid0 bhl0dohbhn 0 cn th 0 d,cis thF uin-cobh, th 0idouh .l0 thco i.n LL-­‐ oln0bc ho l Gh0 horehn cn th tcee0 vhtcn, Plefcofs .tcut .l0 d0h, toidrtid th ,lF ln, uide,n– vh 0.c uth, ix io bi,c-ch, cn lnF .lF Dis vluf i th ,ol.cnr vilo,s I ,huc,h, i oF 0uohhncnr th uibgeh h 0 d,ci .c t oiee0 i- utcufhn .cohs uinnhu cnr hlut hehu oculeeF ln, lfcnr l thlpF ulveh -oib tl i l 9ff bh le oi,s .tcut I tl, ,ocm phn cn i th roidn, id 0c,h th 0 d,ci wtc0 lu h, l0 l BPlol,lF -­‐lrh–s .tcut I tl, ohbhbvhoh, -oib bF ol,ci ,lF0s ln, hxhu cpheF 0uohhnh, th 0 d,ci -oib id 0c,h ol,ci cn ho-hohnuh Gh .hoh ni. lveh i 0 lo goi,ducnr goirolbbh0 In tl hols pc,hi ohuio,cnr .l0 ,inh d0cnr l elorh ohhe i- aW .c,h pc,hi lgh .c t ni 0ei. bi cin io hl0F oh.cn, C,c cnr .l0 l -lcoeF uod,h lxlcos ohydcocnr 0ibh gohuc0cin cn 0 iggcnr th lgh .thoh Fid .ln h, i blfh ln h,c s blofcnr th lgh .c t l .lE ghnuces ud cnr th lgh in l bhutlncule h,c veiufs ln, thn 0gecucnr th hn, in i th 0 lo i- th nh. bl hocles cn l 0cbcelo blnnho i h,c cnr a9bb -ceb I le.lF0 goi,duh, l 0idn, vdʼʼ ln, l pho cule -dʼʼF vlo cn th gcu doh l0 th h,c gl00h, th pc,hi thl,0 O vd c .l0 th ehl,cnrmh,rh hutnieirF i- c 0 ,lF ln, hEuc cnr wth blcn 0dgm gecho i- th pc,hi lgh ohuio,cnr blutcnh0 .l0 -­‐‑tcecg0 i- Tieeln,s ln, thco Dui c0t ,hleho .l0 -­‐G -­‐lbhoin i- Sel0ri. 2pho th Fhlo0s I ulbh i fni. th uibglnFʼ’0 ,cohu io0 phoF .hee Gthn nh. ulbhol0 io ohuio,cnr hydcgbhn loocph, cn th ʻʻ‘s -­‐lbhoin0 .hoh lbinr th -co0 ,c0 ocvd io0 i rh thco tln,0 in c Loi tho0 -­‐toc0 ln, qeln -­‐lbhoin .ide, vocnr c i th -­‐leehn,lo -­‐‑lof 0 d,ci -io 45

bh i h0 Dis I .l0 fhg dg i ,l h .c t th el h0 hutnieirF wtc0 iggio dnc F i 0 lF l th -ioh-oin .l0 i goipc,h pledlveh hEghochnuh -io bF -d doh ulohho O bioh el ho wth ehu docnr 0 lx ln, 0 d,hn 0 .hoh thn cn oi,duh, i th uinm uhg i- hehpc0cin goi,du cins ln, c,hl0 0 lo h, i -ei. lvid th Fgh0 i- goirolbbh0 tl hlut ,hglo bhn tidrt .ide, vh bi0 lggeculveh i th bh,cdb q th 0lbh cbhs I ohuodc h, l Solgtcu 46

Mh0crnho .ti uohl h, ulg cin0 -io th cn oi,du cin ln, hn, i- th goirolbbh0 Gh .hoh 0iin cndn,l h, .c t 0uocg 0 -oib cn-el cnr gcr–0 ednr0 -io th Duchnuh Mhglo bhn i toi.cnr gi 0 in l gi ho–0 .thhe -io th qo Mhglo bhn s bioh thl,F tcnr0 -io jl t0s ln, uohl cnr 0fh uth0 -io th Cnrec0t Mhglo bhn Gh le0i oln l D d,hn whehpc0cin 0hom pcuhs .tcut .l0 0ti.n ,docnr ednut vohlf0 cn th Ahu doh wthl oh ln, plocid0 uibbin oiib0 …nd …n au vidh BOs…dr…v chtirlhS 2pho th -ieei.cnr Fhlo0s th 0 d,ci hpieph, -oib biniutoibh i cnuohl0cnreF bioh 0igtc0 cul h, uieido ulbhol0 ln, -dee hehu oincu h,c cnr ohuio,ho0 I le0i ,h0crnh, l -dee id 0c,h voil,ul0 phtcueh tl leei.h, th 0 d,ci ulbhol0 i vh lfhn id in eiul cin Gthn th id 0c,h voil,ul0 oduf .l0 uibgeh h,s .h ,huc,h, i rcph c c 0 -co0 h0 ln, d0h c l0 ln hEhouc0h i olcn th 0 d,hn 0 vF uiphocnr th -cnle i- l uel00cu bi io oleeF cn ʻeelgiie Dis .c t th -deeF eil,h, ”goivlveF iphoeil,h,z phtcuehs .h 0h ix -io th Tcrtm eln,0s -ieei.h, vF l bcncvd0 -dee i- 0 d,hn 0 Gh 0h dg tohh ulbm hol0 cn l ti he ulo glof l th hn olnuh i th i.n ln, uiphoh, th loocple i- th ulo0 wth 0 d,hn 0 d0h, l gio lveh ulbhol'ohuio,ho i ulg doh cn hopch.0 .c t th ,ocpho0 ʻe cbl heFs th nh. 2L oduf 47

.l0 .heemutoc0 hnh,s ln, .h oh donh, .c t 0hphole .heemhEghochnuh, 0 d,hn 0 I uln– tcnf ti. th uieehrh gocnucgle lrohh, i eh d0 olphe 0i -lo -oib ido vl0hs vd 0th .l0 glo cudeloeF hEuc h, lvid th nh. ,hpheigbhn V…OOi…gh …nd MsTh s muMChOn…uldS Lh-ioh I biph, i jlouinc cn Ll0ce,ins I tl, leohl,F bh th rcoe I .ide, el ho goigi0h i q .hhfhn,0s I .ide, olphe i qFo vF vd0 ln, ri i th -­‐‑lpcecin Lleeoiib l th vhlut wthoh .hoh .i ,lnuh tlee0 cn qFo wth i tho inh cn th i.n .l0 fni.n l0 th LivvF Uinh0s vd c .l0 ohuirnc0h, tl th -­‐‑lpcecin l olu h, l vh ho uel00 i- gl oin0 wth -­‐‑lpcecin .l0 l ohle ie,m-l0tcinh, vleeoiibs ln, in l Dl do,lF ncrt s th tlee .ide, oh0idn, i rohl bd0cu gelFh, vF l ohles bde cmgchuh ,lnuh vln, I .l0 th geluh i vh 0hhn ln, tl, l vleuinF iphoeiifcnr th ,lnuh -eiio Kid uide, 0c thohs ,ocnf .c t l -ochn,s ln, hFh dg th lehn in th -eiio I ohbhbvho vhcnr thoh inh ncrt ln, l0fcnr l rcoe c- I uide, .lef tho tibhs i .tcut 0th ohl,ceF lrohh, I 0l. tho i l tid0h ,i.n vF th ,iuf0s vd l0 I donh, i .lef vluf i th vd0 0 l cins I -idn, I .l0 vhcnr -ieei.h, vF l gluf i- 0nloecnr ln, goh F dn0lpidoFmeiifcnr ,ir0 I ,c,n– fni. .th tho i odn io tc,hs 0i I -idn, ln ighn ,iio cn l hnhbhn ln, .hn cn thohs uei0h, th ,iio ln, tdooch, id th vluf ,iio i lni tho 0 ohh O nhpho ,c, phn doh vluf thoh( wthns inh Dl do,lFs I bh l glo cudeloeF rii,meiifcnr rcoe ln, gedufh, dg th uidolrh i l0f c- 0th .ide, ecfh i bhh th -ieei.cnr .hhf Tho nlbh .l0 )ln Dui s ln, 0th .l0 l Ddghopc0io l jlof0 / Dghnuho Dis -oib thn ins bF .hhfhn,0 .hoh 0ghn .lc cnr -io tho i -cnc0t .iof in l Dl do,lF 0i tl .h uide, 0ghn, cbh irh tho 48

io bhh dg lrlcn in l Ddn,lF -io .lef0 leinr th vhlut io cn th glof0 leinr th Jcpho qFo 2pho th nhE uidgeh i- Fhlo0s th oiblnuh vei00ibh,s ln, hphn dm leeFs I goigi0h, i tho ln, geln0 .hoh bl,h -io l .h,,cnr )i tl bF jdb lggoiph,s i- uido0hY 0th tigh, I .ide, blooF 0ibhinh i- l ehl0 l ,iu ioʼ’0 0 l d0 Ti.hphos lffho 0th tl, bh )ln l -h. cbh0s 0th 0iffhnh, i th c,hls ln, Ml, ecfh, tho ii Gh .hoh blooch, cn qdrd0 a19! cn th gloc0t utdout cn qFo ln, thn thl,h, ix in ido tinhFbiin i qd0 ocl O th -co0 bc0 lfh i- bF blooch, ec-h O I tl, viifh, i ri i D qn ins ln dgblofh 0fc oh0io I tl, 0hhn cn th voiutdoh0 I ,c,n– fni. thoh .l0 l bdut 0bleeho pceelrh cn D qn in 0ibh.thoh he0h cn qd0 ocls ln, tl .l0 .thoh .h loocph, Mh0gc h th cnc cle 0tiufs .h hnkiFh, hphoF bcnd h i- th 0 lF I ohbhbvho th ,lF0 .hoh phoF .lobY th -ii, .l0 hEuheehn s ln,s i- uido0hs th 0uhnhoF .l0 -lvdeid0 I bl,h bF 0huin, bc0 lfh .thn 49

I 0 ocggh, ix ln, ,cph, cn i th id 0c,h giie ineF i -cn, tl c .l0 -h, .c t relucle bhe .l ho -oib th l,kluhn bidn lcn ln, bl,h th ydcufh0 hEc gi00cveh O I tl, .in,hoh, .tF ni inh .l0 d0cnr c biLh sn th f1 th 2lssOS 2do -co0 tid0h irh tho .l0 cn -­‐dbvhonlde,s .tcut .l0 .c tcn hl0F ohlut i- -­‐leehn,lo -­‐‑lof cn Plefcof I .l0 uel00h, l0 ln BhEhudm cph– -el s .l0 in th ig i- l aHm0 ioF veiuf i- -el 0 cn Dhl-los ln, tl, l rohl pch. ipho th i.n ln, th 0dooidn,cnr tcee0 Ud0 vhei. th -el .l0 l Pcoh D l cin .c t l 0cnreh blutcnh blnnh, vF l glo m cbh uoh.s ln, hphoF cbh th lelob vhee olnrs .h .ide, eiif id th .cn,i. i 0hh ti. einr c .ide, lfh th uoh. i loocph ln, .thoh th -coh hnrcnh thl,h, 2nh ncrt cn th .cn hos .h 0l. th uoh. loocphs ln, thn ni tcnr tlgghnh, dn ce .h 0l. th -oin i- th hnrcnh 0ei.eF hbhorcnr -oib th 0 l cin I vhulbh lgglohn tl th -cohbhn .hoh oFcnr i gd0t th hnrcnh id i- th 0 l cin I iif th ecff ,i.n i th roidn, -eiios ln,s leinr .c t l -h. i tho0 .ti tl, le0i .l uth, th goh,culbhn s .h gd0th, th hnrcnh id ln, ,i.n i th 0 lo i- l tcee .thohs lffho l -h. Flo,0s th hnrcnh vdo0 cn i ec-hs ln, thF .hoh ix Dibhinh tl, -iori hn i utlorh th vl hoF lffho c 0 el0 id cnr jF jdb / Ml, iffhn ulbh i 0 lF .c t d0 l .hhfhn,0s ln, inh .hhfhn,s inh i- ido nhcrtvido0 .l0 tlpcnr l glo F .c t 0ibh -ochn,0 Ml, tl, glofh, tc0 ulo cn th glofcnr lohl nhE i th vdce,m cnrs ln, .h uide, eiif id ln, 0hh c aH -eiio0 vhei. ʻn-io dnl hm eFs c .l0 le0i ,cohu eF vhei. .thoh th glo F .l0 vhcnr the,s ln, 0ibhinh tl, ,huc,h, i 0hh .tl .ide, tlgghn i hrr0 c- thF 50

.hoh ,oiggh, -oib aH -eiio0 dg wth -ieei.cnr ,lF goiph, i vh l 0uiouthos ln, vF th cbh .h .hn ,i.n i th ulos thF .hoh .hee ln, odeF -och, in i th oii- ln, vinnh wtl 0lbh .hhfhn,s 0ibhinh tl, och, i gd l uol h i- hbg F vhho vi eh0 ,i.n th rlovlrh utd hs ln, c 0 duf l uidgeh i- -eiio0 ,i.ns uld0cnr l ohle goivehb Fnd …lsng r…Mh th AidvS 2nuh I tl, 0h eh, cn i uieehrh ec-hs .h ,huc,h, i vdF l tid0h 0ibh.thoh tl .ide, vh bdut bioh uinphnchn -io olpheecnrs ln, .h 0h eh, -io l vdnrlei. cn th pceelrh i- Aldoch0 in kd0 id 0c,h Plefcof ln, ineF tle- l bceh -oib th uieehrh wtc0 .l0 th eiul cin -io th nhE ,hul,hs .thn .i ,ldrt ho0 loocph, cn a1N6 ln, a1N&s vi t vion cn Plefcof JiFle In-cobloF I ohbhbvho 0c cnr leinr .c t i tho lnEcid0 hEghu ln -l tho0 .lc cnr in bF -co0 vion i loocph ln, iphothlocnr l uinpho0l cin tl th uio, .l0 oidn, l vlvF–0 nhuf ln,s ni fni.cnr .tcut vlvF thF .hoh oh-hoocnr i thns ln, 0hhcnr l ndo0h uibcnr id i- th ,hecphoF oiib ulooFcnr l vlvF .olggh, cn l velnfh .ti0h thl, eiifh, phoF blofh, .c t gdogeh vei uth0 ln, cbbh,cl heF tidrt RI tigh tl ʼ’0 ni bcnhW Dth od0th, th vlvF toidrt i lni tho oiib ln, phoF 0tio eF lffho tl I ri uleeh, toidrt i 0hh )ln .c t tc0 vhld c-de vlvF rcoe .tcut .h tl, leohl,F lrohh, .ide, vh uleeh, Ji0lecn, I- I ohbhbvho uioohu eFs thF tl, i d0h -iouhg0s vd lnF blof0 tl, bcoludeid0eF ,c0lgghloh, .thn I 0h hFh0 in tho Jtinl .l0 vion tohh Fhlo0 el ho vF -­‐m0hu cin .c t ni uibgeculm cin0Y ti.hphos tidrt Ji0lecn,s Jiʼs l0 .h hn,h, dg uleecnr thos tl, ni goivehb rh cnr i 0ehhg O kd0 th gho-hu vlvF O Jtinl 51

goiph, i vh th iggi0c h ln, nhpho .hn i 0ehhg hl0ceF Gh och, hphoF tcnr .h uide, tcnf i-s cnued,cnr l,,cnr l .hh ,oig i- .tc0fF i tho el0 -hh, Dth le0i tl, l phoF .iooFcnr lvcec F i tie, tho vohl t dn ce 0th donh, vedh ln, .ide, uieelg0h ln, ri uibgeh heF ecbg Dth .l0s i- uido0hs tioidrteF uthufh, ipho ln, rcphn l uehln vcee i- thle ts vd th ,iu io0 l,pc0h, kd0 i elF tho ,i.ns ln, 0th .ide, ohuipho ydcufeF I .l0 hooc-Fcnr hphn .thn .h fnh. .tl i ,i Young oR z &onh Diin lffho .h biph, cn i th tid0hs .h 0 lo h, i ohglcn hphoF oiib ln, -idn, tl lee th .cn,i.0 tl, vhhn glcn h, 0td Piom dnl heFs .c t l kicnho l0 l -l thomcnmel.s tl goivehb .l0 ohl,m ceF oh0ieph,s ln, .cn,i. uio,0 ln, .hcrt 0 .hoh ohgeluh, .thoh ohydcoh, Pio 0ibh ohl0ins .h uti0h l oiFle gdogeh uieido -io th .ii,.iof cn th blcn vh,oiibs ln, lffho I tl, tlggceF uibgeh h, th glcn kivs I -idn, I nhh,h, 0ibh theg .c t 0ibh vc 0 i- -donc doh ln, hnec0 h, th 0dggio i- inh i- th 0 lx -oib th uieehrh I tl, vhhn heecnr tcb lvid th 0 l h i- th glcn .iof th el0 i.nho0 tl, ehff c cn ln, .thn th eiifh, cn i th vh,oiib th hEuelcbh,; RI 0hh .tl Fid bhln vF th glcn .iofs tl ʼ’0 ln l.-de uieido i 52

glcn l vh,oiibW I tcnf .h ecph, .c t c -io l -h. bin t0 vh-ioh .h ohglcn h, c qni tho ,huiol cnr bc0l,phn doh tlgghnh, .thn .h .hoh vi t cn0c,h th oiib ,huiol cnr .tl .l0 i vhuibh th ndo0hoF I .hn i ighn th ,iios ln, th tln,eh ulbh l.lF cn bF tln, Gc t ni 0uoh.,ocpho io lnF iie0 hEuhg glcn vod0th0s .h .hoh uibgeh hm eF 0 duf wtc0 .l0 vh-ioh th .cn,i.0 tl, vhhn ohehl0h,s 0i .h uide,n– h0ulgh vF tl oid h Dis l 0h i- 0 hg0 uld0h, th .cn,i. rel00 i uol0ts oh0iepcnr th ,cehbbl l th ui0 i- ohgeluhbhn rel00 q th uieehrhs I ohuhcph, -ido thlpF .ii,hn glufcnr ul0h0 .c t th ,hecphoF i- nh. tF,oldecu ulbhol bidn 0s .tcut I bl,h cn i l bde cmoiibh, gelFtid0h -io th rcoe0 .thn thF 0 lo h, i odn lvid th rlo,hn 2do vluf rlo,hn le.lF0 goiph, l olu cph ln, .l0 ohrdeloeF -ceeh, .c t fc,0 -oib th i tho tid0h0 cn th lphndh q inh gicn s I gdoutl0h, l Jipho H666 0leiin ulo ln, ,huc,h, tl s le tidrt I eiph, c s I .ln h, c cn l ,cxhohn uieidos 0i I tcoh, l uibgoh00io ln, 0golF rdn i oh0golF c CphoF tcnr .hn 0bii teF dn ce lffho oh0golFcnr th elorh vinnh Mhuc,cnr i vocnr c cn i th tid0h l0 th .hl tho .l0 utlnrcnr I tl, c goiggh, dg lrlcn0 th 53

,cncnr oiib lveh ln,s in oh doncnr -oib th rlolrhs .l0 tiooc-ch, i -cn, c d0h, l0 l utd h .c t th rcoe0 0ec,cnr ,i.n c ln, rcrrecnr Pio dnl heFs I 0l. th -dnnF 0c,h i- c s ln, I 0 cee tl,n– oh donh, th 0golF rdn Gthn inh i- th nhcrtvido0 0l. ti. rii, l kiv I tl, ,inhs th lggoiluth, bh i l0f bh i kicn tcb ln, 0 lo l ulo ohm 0golFcnr vd0cnh00s vd ohm0golFcnr bF ulo .l0 inh tcnrY hE hn,cnr tl cn i l vd0cnh00 .l0 ni lgghlecnr i bh -­‐ieehrh ec-h .l0 phoF hnkiFlvehY .h uohl h, lee fcn,0 i- goim rolbbh0 in l .c,h ploch F i- 0dvkhu 0 Clut Fhlos .h cnph0 h, cn th el h0 hutnieirFs ln, I .l0 cnpc h, i kicn l nl cinle uibbc hh i theg 0h th 0 ln,lo,0 -io h,dul cinle hehpc0cin toidrtid th ʻʻ‘ Gtl 0dogoc0h, bh .l0 tl Dui eln, .l0 ehl,cnr th -che, cn th0h ,hpheigbhn 0 I .l0 thn l ohrdelo pc0c io i Ain,in i l hn, bhh cnr0 ln, i pc0c blkio hutnieirF hEtcvc cin0 Vk 2iOv 2Ohhl…nrh cidhs yOsdur isnS )ln .l0 l tc0 cbh .iofcnr cn th jlof0 / Dghnuho 0 ioh cn Plefcofs ln, fni.cnr tl I .l0 cnpieph, cn goirolbbhmblfcnrs th 0 ioh blnlrho l0fh, c- c .ide, vh gi00cveh -io bh i l00c0 tcb cn gho0dl,cnr tc0 thl, ixcuh cn Ain,in tl tc0 loolnrhbhn -io th cee0 0dc h, tc0 eiule 0 ioh bdut vh ho tln tl .tcut .l0 vhcnr goigi0h, -io l nh. 0 ioh elFid wtc0 .l0 bF -co0 phn doh cn i -ohhelnuh pc,hi goi,du cin ln, .l0 lebi0 uho lcneF th -co0 i vh bl,h cn Dui eln, wtl goiph, 0duuh00-des ln, th 0 ioh oh lcnh, c 0 hEc0 cnr cee loolnrhbhn 0 -io 0hphole bioh Fhlo0 j/D tl, l rohl lnndle 0ti. -hl docnr el,ch0ʼ’ -l0tcin0 cn ti0h ,lF0 wtc0 goi-h00cinleeF goi,duh,s ln, phoF 0ecuf 0 lrh goi,du cin idoh, th ʻʻ‘ I .l0 lggoiluth, i 0hh c- I uide, uohl h l ohuio,cnr 54

i- th hphn .thn c ulbh i th -­‐lco, Tlee cn Mdn,hhs l0 tc0 tl, ni vhhn ,inh vh-ioh I tcoh, tohh hehpc0cin ulbhol0s pc,hi ohuio,cnr hydcgbhn s ln, lnuceeloF rhlo -oib -­‐ G -­‐lbhoins ln, th -cnle ohuio,cnr .l0 ol h, l rohl 0duuh00 55

eth Bh…v sL m…llhnd…O y…OAS wth uieehrh tl, l rohl oh-hu ioF tl goi,duh, hEuheehn -ii,s vd iffhn cn th 0dbbhos I .ide, kicn th ehu doho0 ln, 0 d,hn 0 i 0 oiee toidrt th glof ln, 0c vF th eiut -io l gcuncu ednut wth h0 l h .l0 hE hn0cph ln, thlpceF .ii,h,s ln, c 0dooidn,h, th ohm blcn0 i- -­‐leehn,lo Tid0hs .tcut ,l h0 vluf i th a8 t uhn doF ln, .l0 vdce cn th -iob i- l Pohnut -­‐tl hld wth tid0h .l0 ,hohecu thns vd c tl0 ni. vhhn hE hn0cpheF oh,hpheigh, -­‐‑h hos inh i- th 0 lx i- th Jhgoirolgtcu0 Mhglo bhn s ecph, cn th ie, 0 lveh0 veiuf kd0 l,kluhn i th tid0h ln, ulbh cn inh ,lF .c t l 0 ioF tl th oh0 i- ido roidg -idn, tlo, i vhechph Th le.lF0 iif tc0 veluf Alvol,io -io l el0 0 oiee in th h,rh i- th tcuf .ii,0s ln, th gohpcid0 ncrt s th ,ir -oiʼh ln, oh-d0h, i ri lnF -do tho leinr l gl tY thn th thlo, ln dnd0dle nic0hs .tcut th ,h0uocvh, l0 th thlpF vohl tcnr i- 0ibh elorh lncble -­‐‑h ho -oiʼh ii ln, ec0 hnh, i th vohl tcnr biph toidrt th .ii,0s ln, cbbh,cl heFs bln ln, ,ir oluh, vluf i th 0l-h F i- tc0 tid0h wthoh .hoh l -h. i- d0 ec0 hncnr i -­‐‑h ho–0 0 ioFs ln, .h lee tl, th 0lbh ohlu cin; R)i O Fid bd0 tlph vhhn cblrcncnr c Ws vd th .l0 cn0c0 hn s 0i wibs th Thl, i- th Jhgoi Mhglo bhn s UcbbFs th Ulnc ios ln, I ,huc,h, i bhh -­‐‑h ho cn th .ii,0 tl ncrt Gh ,deF l00hbveh, l -­‐‑h ho–0 tid0h ln, thl,h, id cn i th .ii,0 .c t iouth0 ln, -­‐‑h hoʼ’0 ,ir Gh tl, ineF rinh l -h. tdn,oh, Flo,0 cn i th .ii, .thn th ,ir -oiʼh .c t c 0 tlufeh0 olc0h,s ln, thn .h thlo, c Mh-cnc heFs th thlpF vohl tcnr .l0 i- 0ibh tcnr ol tho vcr Gh uide, 0hh ni tcnr vd ,c, ni h tl c 0hhbh, i vh bipcnr l.lF -oib d0Y goivlveFs th ,irʼ’0 goh0hnuh tl, 0uloh, c ix Gh 56

oh oluh, ido 0 hg0 ln, ohlec0h, tl -­‐‑h ho–0 0 ioF .l0 ohle Gtl .l0 c s tidrt7 I uide,n– vh inh i- th blnF ,hho tl -ohydhn h, th glofs io .l0 c l elorh ul i- 0ibh fcn,s blFvh l gdbl io ln h0ulgh, ecin7 Gh lee ,huc,h, i oF lrlcn th -ieei.cnr ncrt s vd .h .hn lobh, ln, .c tid th ,ir tc0 cbh Di ,lofnh00 -idn, tc0 bhooF vln, i- cn ohgc, cnph0 crl io0 cn th 0lbh eiul cins hlut lobh, .c t .tl hpho cbgehbhn .h uide, -cn, I tl, l gcuflEh tln,ehs ln, wib 0tide,hoh, l rlo,hn gc ut-iofY th i tho0 tl, ,cxhohn cbgehm bhn 0s ln, .h lee ulooch, rii, iouth0 qrlcns .h tl, ineF olpheeh, l -h. Flo,0 cn i th tcuf .ii,0 .thn .h thlo, c vd uide,n– 0hh lnF tcnr wth 0idn, biph, -do tho l.lFs ln, .h -ieei.h,s thn c biph, i ido ocrt l0 c- ucouecnr d0 wi 0lF .h .hoh lee 0uloh, .l0 ln dn,ho0 l hbhn O uide, .h vh l lufh,s ln, .tl rii, .ide, ido cbgoipc0h, loblbhn 0 vh lrlcn0 l .ce, lncble lnF.lF7 wthn .h thlo, th 0lbh 0idn, -oib ido ehff ln, ocrt O thoh .l0 bioh tln inh( wcbh i oh ohl ln, ehlph tc0 cnph0 crl cin i goim -h00cinle0 Ud0 l0 .h .hoh lvid i don vlufs th 0idn,0 0hhbh, i tlph uibh bdut uei0hos ln, .h ohlec0h, tl thF .hoh ni uibm cnr -oib roidn, ehphe l lee vd i vh -idn, tcrtho dg cn th ohh0 Cphn dleeFs ido iout vhlb0 tc th 0idouh O c .l0s cn -lu s .i i.e0 i- 0ibh fcn, Gc t thco l,plnuh, hFh0crt s thF uide, hl0ceF .l ut ido ln cu0 in th roidn, ln, .ide, -ec -oib ohh i ohh 0cehn eFs vd .thn thF .hoh 0 l cinloFs thF hbc h, tc0 bi0 dnd0dle nic0h Gc t rohl ohech-s .h thl,h, id i- th .ii,0 -io l uixhh ln, l ,olb l -­‐‑h hoʼ’0 geluhs tlnf-de tl ni inh .l0 loidn, i ydh0 cin ido lobh, vln, ln, .h ,c,nʼ’ tlph i hEgelcn ido hbvlool00bhn i 57

lnFinh I uide, kd0 tlph gcu doh, th 0uhnh cn uido ; aY“es ,Mʼoʼ’Ls r“ r“ʼ’“ duwwf hʼ’l“L he yʼ’om“pmton hghtnem mro r““ ctʼ’Leib 2…Milk Pslid…kvS q0 l -lbceFs .h 0ghn 0hphole tlggF tiec,lF0 hEgeiocnr Dui m eln, D cees I ohbhbvho inh iuul0cin .thn uecbvcnr l 0ecgghoF rol00 hbvlnfbhn nhlo D ol tFohs Jiʼ ei0 tho -ii cnr ln, -hee -io.lo, lrlcn0 l 0 inhs uohl cnr l rl0t kd0 lviph tho hFh wtc0 veh, goim -d0heFs ln, cn l glncus 0hhcnr bF -co0 vion .c t veii, rd0tcnr -oib l thl, .idn,s .h oluh, tho i l Miu io cn -­‐leehn,los .ti oh0ieph, th goivehb ydcufeF .c t l vd ho-eF gel0 ho Gtceh in tiec,lF cn )h tF Loc,rhs .h hnkiFh, l gcuncu vh0c,h l ocvd loF i- th Jcpho DghF wth rcoe0 gelFh, cn th 0tleei.0 l th ocpho–0 h,rh .thn Jtinl 0ecggh, ln, -hee -luh ,i.n cn i th -l0 m-ei.cnrs ,hhgho .l ho I bl,h l bl, ,l0t ln, rolvvh, tho kd0 vh-ioh 0th .l0 .l0th, ,i.n0 ohlb 2nh Fhlos .h viifh, l ui lrh nhlo qoc0lcr -io ido tiec,lFs vd c .l0 bdut 0bleeho tln hEghu h, in loocples 0i .h ,huc,h, i 0 lF cn l nhlovF ulolpln Gh .hoh hEghu cnr i tlph -ochn,0 ʻ‘hn ln, jlocin Ahlphn0 -oib th ʻDq ulee cn i 0hh d0 0ibh cbh in thco .lF loidn, Dui eln,s ln, cn ti0h ,lF0 vh-ioh bivceh gtinh0s .h geluh, 0crn0 in ido ulo 0 l cnr Rwth ʻ‘heeF0– loh thohsW .tcut tl, th ,h0coh, hxhu wthF -idn, d0 ln, .h .hoh lveh i 0ghn, 0ibh cbh .c t thb Gh tl, gohpcid0eF olpheeh, i thco tibh cn TlggF 3leehFs -­‐‑io eln,s 2ohrins .thoh .h 0 lFh, .c t thb -io .i reiocid0 .hhf0 Mdocnr tl cbhs .h hnkiFh, th -­‐‑luc-cu -­‐il0 ln, 0ghn 0ibh cbh cn thco elorh ulvcn vh0c,h th ʻbgydl Jcpho 2nh 58

,lFs )ln ln, th fc,0 .hoh cn oi,duh, i ln ie, el,F .ti ecph, cn th el0 ulvcn in th olces ln, lffho l 0tio veh thos th el,F hEuelcbh,s cn tho voil, qbhoculn luuhn s RjFs .thoh ,c, Fid ehlon i 0ghlf 0dut rii, Cnrec0t7W jlFvh 0th tl, vhhn ldrt tl .h lee 0gifh Slhecu( qni tho bhbiolveh ocg .l0 ,ocpcnr .c t th -lbceF toidrt th )h thoeln,0s Lhercdbs ln, th nio t i- Polnuh ln, ricnr toidrt pceelrh0s .tcut ohbcn,h, bh i- eiul cin0 I tl, 0hhn cn .lo -ceb0 I ohbhbvhoh, l0 l utce, 2nh pceelrh cn th nio t i- Polnuh tl, ln cbgi0cnr -io in l uecx lviph th pceelrhs ln, in ,ocpcnr dg i c s .h hn hoh, l uido Flo, 0dooidn,h, vF elorh hbg F vdce,cnr0 wth pceelrh .l0 ,h0ho h,s .tcut eiifh, phoF -iohvi,cnr q Shobln rlooc0in tl, lfhn c ipho ,docnr GGIIs ln, thF tl, vdce ln dn,hom roidn, ti0gc le ,hhg vhei. inh i- th vdce,cnr0 Mh0uhn,cnr th blnF 0 lco0 i th ,cxhohn ehphe0 vhei. roidn, .tceh uin hbgel m cnr th 0dxhocnr th .idn,h, .ide, tlph hn,doh, goiph, i vh l dncydhs 0uloF ln, tdbvecnr hEghochnuh Ac-h cn Plefcof biph, in ghluh-deeFs ln, Jiʼ goiroh00h, i Dhum in,loF Dutiie l Solhbh Tcrt -­‐‑oirolbbh0 uin cndh, i vh goim ,duh, cn th 0 d,ci ln, in eiul cin cn 0utiie0 cn Sel0ri.s D coecnrs ln, C,cnvdort Gh tl, 0hphole i tho -lbceF tiec,lF0 cn Dui eln, ln, Cdoigh ln, 0ghn blnF .hhfhn,0 olpheecnr i ido glohn 0 cn qFo ln, woiin eiMh LsO mt…nghS Gcn,0 i- utlnrh .hoh 0 lo cnr i vei. cn th h,dul cin .ioe,s ln, odbido0 .hn loidn, lvid l gi00cveh bhorho i- -­‐leehn,lo -­‐‑lof -­‐ieehrh .c t th C,cnvdortmvl0h, whlutho wolcncnr -­‐ieehrh 59

l jiolF Tid0h ln, th uei0doh i- -­‐leehn,lo -­‐‑lof I tl, leohl,F 0 lo h, tcnfcnr lvid lfcnr .tl I tl, ehlonh, cn ohuhn Fhlo0 ln, gi00cveF ,hpheigcnr c cn i l vd0cnh00 wtc0 odbido rleplnc0h, bh i -cob dg bF c,hl0 ”bioh in tl el hoz wi oF i 0lph th -­‐ieehrh -oib uei0dohs th 0 d,hn 0 ln, 0 lx -iobh, l BDlph ido -­‐ieehrh– uibbc hhs ln, .h ohuodc h, th eiule goh00s vd0cnh00s th Plefcof whutncule -­‐ieehrhs j-­‐‑0 ln, i tho0 q blout -oib th uieehrh toidrt Plefcof .l0 iorlnc0h,s ln, l pc,hi .l0 goi,duh, i 0ti. th 0duuh00 i- th uieehrh ln, c 0 cbglu in th eiule uibbdnc F q roidg i- d0 iif ix vF olcn i Ain,in ln, eivvch, Gh0 bcn0 hos lee i- .tcut .l0 hn coheF cn plcn l0 th -­‐ieehrh .l0 hphn dleeF uei0h, q uidgeh i- Fhlo0 hloechos I tl, .oc hn dg l goigi0le i uohl h l 0 d,ci tl .ide, goi,duh hehpc0cin goirolbbh0 lcbh, 0ghuc-m culeeF l th Dui c0t ,cl0giol loidn, th reivhs .tcut .ide, vh ,c0 ocvd h, pcl pc,hi ulo oc,rh0 ”l goh,huh00io i- pc,hi ul00h h0z wtc0 uinuhg .l0 kd0 lvid ohl,F i lgghlo in th blofh I och, dn0duuh00-deeF i rh ln cnph0 io cn hoh0 h, cn tc0s vd l0 pc,hi ulo oc,rh0 .hoh ni Fh rhnholeeF lplcelvehs ni inh .l0 .ceecnr i lfh th oc0f in tc0 nh. uinuhg I thn eiifh, l .tl .l0 tlgghncnr cn th ʻʻ‘ .c t hehpc0cin hutnieirF I .l0 uehlo tl th nhE l,plnuh .ide, 0hh hehpc0cin goirolbmblfcnr vhcnr d0h, vF cn,d0 oF ln, uibbhouh l0 l blom fh cnr iie i goibi h thco 0hopcuh0 ln, goi,du 0s kd0 l0 I tl, leohl,F ,inh .c t j/D ʻg dn ce thns c tl, ineF vhhn d0h, .c tcn th uin-cnh0 i- th voil,ul0 cnr ln, h,dul cinle blofh 0 Dibh uibglnch0 cn Ain,in tl, 0 lo h, i ixho 0hopcuh0 i l .c,ho blom 60

fh geluhs ln, tc0 ninmvoil,ul0 d0h i- hehpc0cin vhulbh fni.n l0 Bgoi-h00cinle hehpc0cin–s ln, l nh. cn,d0 oF .l0 lvid i vh eldnuth, )i tcnr hEc0 h, cn Dui eln,s 0i I bl,h geln0 i 0 lo l nh. vd0cnh00 61

Chapter Five Launching my srot cMmpany ;eeting a pMp otarb Euying an dlinEurgh cMmpanyb the srot muStimelia cMmpany in fcMtSanlb a otuliM AMr an kraE fheiRhb MAA tM Mtterlam In 119 I 3se tu p acoupnm apyysl ds3D kcu IopTs3 gelL p3 e,s acnasue ch fsbnT pfys ec aispes uis3snepebcn3 cn p acoutesi rp3 cnym bn be3 bnhpnamw Inbebpyym aispebnT 3ybls uis3snepebcn3 hci aybsne3 pnl ,bibnT s.tbuosne 3ta, p3 3ybls uicqsaeci3L acoutesi3L pnl 3aissn3 hci 3epj pnl aybsne sffsne3w k,s hbi3e uisob3s3 rsis bn e,s fp3sosne ch p ypiTs ,ct3s bn vpyDbiD F nce ffsim uipaebapy p3 be ospne eipbybnT ,spffm s.tbuosne tu pnl lcrn 3epbi3 spa, lpm – fte be rp3 om hbi3e ispy plffsnetis bn ft3bns33w I 3ccn ocffsl bnec ocis puuic– uibpes cjbas3 bn pn bnlt3eibpy upiD pnl pop33sl ocis s.tbuosnew I pbosl ec 3se tu p oslbp uicltaebcn acoupnm fte nsslsl 3cos hbnpnabpy bnffs3eosne hci e,pew -,bys ribebnT tu om bnbebpy blsp3 pe e,s acyysTsL e,s Tbiy I ,pl isaitbesl p3 p Tipu,ba ls3bTnsi osnebcnsl e,pe ,si fice,si ,pl 3cos susibsnas opDbnT -­‐oo hbyo3 pnl obT,e fs yccDbnT hci p nsr apissiL 3c 3,s piipnTsl hci t3 ec osse pe e,s acyysTsw 63

I e,bnD e,s 3etlsne3 rsis p3 3ti– uib3sl p3 I rp3 rbe, e,b3 Ttm r,c piibffsl 3uciebnT p fspilL ycnT ,pbiL pnl p htyy–ysnTe, hti acpew Ie rp3 om hbi3e bneicltaebcn ec -­‐‑sn WnlisrL p osofsi ch e,sx 6bllys ch e,s Kcplx ucu TictuL r,ba, ,pl bnesinpebcnpy 3taas33 bn e,s -­‐A3 pnl ʼA3L 3satibnT opnm Tcyl lb3a3 rbe, ,be3 ybDs ʼ’Mcysm McysmxL Rkrsslys dss krsslys dtoR pnl ʼ’0,bium 0,bium 0,ssu 0,ssuxw 7s rp3 upiebatypiym sabesl pfcte om blsp3 pnl pTissl ec fsacos p lbisaeci ch e,s nsr ft3bns33L r,ba, I ,pl isnposl 6slbp vpabybebs3 ʻMaceypnlʻ‘ gel bn 11-­‐w Sc' k,sis rp3 nc ce,si 6slbp vpabybebs3 gel acoupnm sy3sr,sisC I qt3e rpnesl ec sn3tis uscuys Dnsr be rp3 p Maceeb3, acoupnmw Scotland's fist rmltfrudfa eiodmctfon suipfcuv 7pffbnT yccDsl pe e,s ptlbc–ffb3tpy bnlt3eim bn MaceypnlL e,sis rsis cnym p hsr acoupnbs3 bn e,b3 pisp e,snL pnl rs opls pn cjsi ec utia,p3s cns ch e,s cyls3e p3 e,s crnsi rp3 acn3blsibnT isebibnTw -s ocffsl bnec e,s sb3ebnT uisob3s3 ch H ( vtyecn gel bn )lbn– ftiT, pnl 3epiesl eipn3hciobnT e,s uisob3s3w -s bn3epyysl p Mcnm N–6peba ffblsc slbebnT 3tbesL pllsl ffblsc aposip3 pnl ocnbeci3L pnl yptna,sl MaceypnlR3 hbi3e otyeboslbp ffblsc uicltaebcn hpabybem bnec ft3bns33w k,s ft3bns33 pyisplm ,pl p ft3eybnT ,bis 3siffbas hci 3ybls pnl hbyo uicqsaeci3 pnl 3aissn3L r,ba, rsne cte pyy pictnl )lbnftiT, ec ,cesy3 pnl acoupnbs3L pnl e,b3 rp3 ncr ptTosnesl 64

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ch rspe,si pnl icpl hcisap3e3w I aispesl p 3m3eso ch aposip3 pnl ocnbeci3 r,ba, pyycrsl e,sbi esysu,cns cusipeci3 bn3epne paas33 ec e,s ypes3e tulpes3 hci 3b isTbcn3 bn Maceypnlw k,b3 rp3 hspetisl cn e,s ((0 Ssr3 p3 p ysplbnT lsffsycuosne bn bouicffbnT e,s 3ussl ch paas33 ec bnhciopebcnw Vot upuiNtyfnh gunt srootylNv Bns uicltaebcn I isapyy rp3 aispebnT p ffblsc uis3snepebcn hci e,s ,ct3s ftbylsi (piipee ec p33b3e e,so bn opiDsebnT p nsr s3epesw k,s uis3snesi hci e,s ffblsc rp3 I3yp Me 0ypbiL p ucutypi Maceeb3, hcyD 3bnTsi r,c rp3 p rsyy–Dncrn hpas cn esysffb3bcn pe e,pe ebos p3 3,s ac–,c3esl e,s ((0 uicTipoos Gk,s Esnsipebcn EposGw Ie rctyl fs 3,ce cn–3bes t3bnT p 3bnTys acycti aposip pnl p uciepfys Mcnm N–6peba ffblsc isacilsiw W3 e,b3 ospne p erc–ubsas isacilbnT tnbeL I ,pl isaitbesl om syls3e lptT,esiL KcPL ec apiim e,s uciepfys isacilsi pnl obaicu,cnsw We e,s 3pos ebosL I paesl p3 e,s aposip– opnL rbe, -­‐‑sn epDbnT e,s lbisaeci icys ec rciD cte e,s 3,ce3w -s 3,ce 3cos sesinpy 3s.tsnas3L rbe, I3yp piibffbnT pnl e,sn ocffbnT bn3blsw I hcyycrsl ,si pictnl e,s ,ct3sL pnl 3,s rpsl ymibapy pfcte e,s lsybT,e3 ch e,b3 nsr tuopiDse ,ct3sw -,bys e,s aposip rp3 e,s oc3e oclsin pffpbypfys pe e,s ebosL be rp3 p e,iss–etfs ls3bTnL pnl r,sn octnesl cn e,s 3,ctylsiL be uiceitlsl fs,bnl e,s aposip– opnw k,b3 uc3sl nc uicfyso sasue r,snL bn p ebT,e acinsiL I ,pl ec upn ictnl ec om ysJ ec hcyycr I3yp pnl opnpTsl ec DncaD p ,cys bn e,s isasneym acouysesl uyp3esifcpil rpyyw KsopiDpfymL nc cns ncebaslL pnl rs uicasslsl ec ocffs e,ictT, ec e,s nse icco pnl apiibsl cn 3,ccebnTw -s lsablsl rs lblnxe nssl e,s 3,ce r,sis om upn ocffsosne 3tllsnym 3ecuusl pnl pTissl e,pe rs rctylnxe 68

ftm cns ch e,sbi ,ct3s3 p3 e,sm rsis &ayspiym ucciym acn3eitaesl;w -s Tce prpm rbe, e,pe hpt up3L fte I apnxe isosofsi bh I upbl om p33b3epne hci ,si lpmx3 rciDw Wnce,si hbi3e rp3 e,s uicltaebcn ch p acoosiabpy hci (piipee ec fs 3,crn cn Mk/w k,b3 cns bnffcyffsl os TcbnT ec gcnlcnL r,sis e,s ficplap3e hpabybebs3 acoupnm 6cybnpbis ,pl bn3epyysl e,s N-­‐‑R3 hbi3e GM.tssPs QccoG lbTbepy sjsae3 3m3esow k,s acoosiabpy rp3 hicnesl fm UpeibaD WyysnL p rsyy–Dncrn hpas cn k/ pe e,pe ebosw Ie b3 ,pil ec fsybsffs ncrL fte bn e,c3s lpm3L be is.tbisl e,issL 3b hcce ,bT, ipaD3 ch s.tbuosne pe p uibas ch cffsi "9zA-­‐‑ qt3e ec icepes pnl etofys p Tipu,ba bopTs paic33 p 3aissnL fte e,s acnasue rp3 fipnl nsr pnl ysplbnT slTs F ncr pnm U0 apn aispes 3etnnbnT lbTbepy sjsae3 pe e,s ecta, ch p Dsmw Baap3bcnpyymL e,s Tbiy3 pnl e,sbi oto rctyl apea, p eipbn hico vpyDbiD pnl acos lcrn ec e,s cjbas pJsi ,pffbnT lcns 3cos 3,cu– ubnTL pnl rs pyy eipffsyysl ,cos fm apiw Bns nbT,eL rs rsis ayc3bnT e,s cjbasL pnl Spn ,pl Tcns ec a,saD e,s fpaD lcci r,sn 3,s paab– lsnepyym DncaDsl cffsi pn cyl -­‐oo uicqsaeci 3ecisl cn e,s hycciw Ie rp3 p ,spffm osepy tnbeL pnl 3,s 3tjsisl p np3em DncaD cn ,si pnDysw k,bnDbnT e,pe p acyl acouis33 obT,e fs e,s pn3rsiL I lsablsl ec Tc cns fseesiw I hbyysl p Tpyffpnb3sl ftaDse rbe, acyl rpesi pnl ,pl ,si is3e ,si hcce bn e,s rpesi F p ricnT ocffsL p3 3,s ffsim .tbaDym acyypu3sl pnl 3epiesl ,pffbnT Tispe lbjbatyem fispe,bnT F upnba pnl p 111 apyy hci pn poftypnasL r,ba, piibffsl cn 3,cie ncebasw k,s sas33 acyl ,pl apt3sl ,si ec Tc bnec 3,caDL pnl 3,s rp3 ,musiffsnebypebnTL fte e,pnDhtyymL p .tbaD eibu ec e,s ,c3ubepy ,pl ,si fpaD cn ,si hsse pnl e,s pnDys eispesl aciisaeym – pnl p ys33cn yspinsl pfcte ,cr nce ec puuym hbi3e–pblw 69

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Chapter Six Developing a ‘world-sr’t“ Jue’–’ b that“’ yloodm ”arvello–’;f cro” 3on3ept to prototmpe to 0TTct –nder the waterf international exhiyition’f ’ear3h cor a top-’e3ret &ornado air3ract Around 1980 , Ihd abbn enievbd vo tbbv mevI vIb werbDvorc os h nbm oeflrbfhvbd Dot-hn vo decDucc Iom h iedbo -rbcbnvhveon te-­‐Iv hccecv en thr-­‐‑bven-­‐ vIber cbrieDbcp yIec nbm aucenbcc mhc hn ogcIoov os h fon-­‐lbcvhafecIbd kDovvecI bn-­‐enbbren-­‐ Dot-hn0 .htl abrvonTc os ffohvared-­‐bp yIb nbm Dot-hn mhc SgcIorb ,nc-bDveonc .vd0 hnd , voo-­‐‑ vIb sercv -orvhafb kon Dofour Dhtbrh en kDovfhnd mevI tb vo -­‐bv h sbm cIovc vo effucvrhvb Iom vIec vbDInofo-­‐ te-­‐Iv hccecv vIbtp ALbr h sbm tenuvbc os decDucceon mevI vIber -­‐rou-0 vIb ff'S cvo--bd tb hnd hc-­‐‑bd mIhv , Ihd abbn foo-­‐‑en-­‐ envo mIbn ucen-­‐ vIb Dhtbrhp ,v mhc0 os Dourcb0 vIb bfbDvroneD iebmsendbr on vIb cedb os vIb Dhtbrh C h vovhff nbm DonDb-v vIbnp OIbn , fbv Iet vh-­‐‑b h foo-­‐‑0 Ib bEDfhetbd en h suff ,recI aro-­‐ub0 –Wbcuc C vIhvxc afood thribffouc“ hnd -roDbbdbd vo -hcc ev vo vIb ovIbr werbDvorc0 mIo mbrb bJuhff hthʼbdp yIb vIbn hc-­‐‑bd tb vo fbhib vIb root sor h sbm tenuvbc0 hnd mIbn , rbvurnbd0 vIb ff'S hc-­‐‑bd vIb sercv Jubcveon0 –ffhn ou th-­‐‑b vIhv mor-­‐‑ ʼ’88 sbbv undbr vIb mhvbr”“p yo mIeDI , rb-febd0 –ybff tb torb“p qb -roDbbdbd vo vbff tb vIb -roafbt vIhv vIb oef enducvr 75

morfdmedb Ihd mevI undbrmhvbr deibrc nov hfmhc undbrcvhnden-­‐ mIhv vIb mbrb foo-­‐‑en-­‐ hv mIbn domn hv db-vI hnd vIb -­‐rbhv Docv en vetb hnd tonb os vIbt aben-­‐ cfomf arou-­‐Iv ahD-­‐‑ vo vIb curshDb vo rbhd h thnuhf or Ihib survIbr encvruDveonc absorb dbcDbnden-­‐ h-­‐henp AfvIou-­‐I undbrmhvbr Dhtbrhc ded bEecv0 vIbrb mhc nbibr hn haefev vo sbbd h -eDvurb ahD-­‐‑ vo h deibrp , ched , vIou-­‐Iv ev te-­‐Iv ab -occeafb auv nbbdbd vetb vo rbcbhrDI vIb DonDb-v hnd -­‐bv ahD-­‐‑ vo vIbtp , vIbn c-bnv h sbm mbb-­‐‑c dbiecen-­‐ h -fhn vIhv ouvfenbd vIb Donl Db-v os ogbren-­‐ h ccvbt vIhv moufd -roiedb h deibr mevI h Ibfl tbvltounvbd iebmen-­‐ dbieDb hnd h Dhtbrh vIhv Doufd rbfh -eDvurbc vo vIb curshDb os mIhv vIb deibr mhc mor-­‐‑en-­‐ on hnd0 hv vIb chtb vetb0 hffom vIb vo-cedb o-brhvor vo cIom vIb deibr -h-­‐bc srot h cbrieDb thnuhfp yIbrb mbrb cbibrhf oacvhDfbc vo oibrDotb0 auv , mhc bEDevbd haouv vIb -occeaefev os vh-­‐‑en-­‐ on vIb DIhffbn-­‐bp Developing aoWlrd-iW-­‐-­‐‑ zbhfecen-­‐ vIhv vh-­‐‑en-­‐ on vIec DIhffbn-­‐b hc h Dot-hn moufd vh-­‐‑b u- tuDI os t vetb0 , decDuccbd vIb edbh mevI 3bn hnd our hDDounl vhnv0 aovI os mIot vIou-­‐Iv ev mhc vIb DIhnDb os h fesbvetb mevI vIb -ovbnvehf sor ce-­‐neseDhnv envbrnhveonhf chfbcp ?or vIb nbEv cbibrhf tonvIc0 , dbibfo-bd vIb edbh hnd Ihd Hhrr R kvroud0 vIb morfdlshtouc o-veDhf thnushDvurbrc0 Drbhvb h cuevl hafb -rbccurb Ioucen-­‐ sor h “ iedbo tonevor Ksfhv cDrbbn dec-fhc moufdnxv h--bhr sor vIb nbEv ʼ’8F bhrcB mIeDI moufd tounv on h cvhndhrd 3era &or-­‐hn deien-­‐ Ibftbv hfon-­‐ mevI hn o-veDhf iebmen-­‐ ccvbt mIeDI hffombd vIb deibr vo foo-­‐‑ u- db-­‐rbbc vo cbb vIb -rbcbnvhveon on vIb iedbo cDrbbnp 76

, hfco hrrhn-­‐bd sor h &hrDone undbrmhvbr Dhtbrh vo ab tounvbd on vIb chtb Ibftbvp yo survIbr bnIhnDb vIb DonDb-v0 , Ihd h cbDl ond undbrmhvbr Dhtbrh0 mIeDI Doufd ab Ioucbd en h fb-­‐ -oD-­‐‑bv os vIb deien-­‐ cuev0 mIeDI vIb deibr Doufd mevIdrhm vo cbb abIend hn cvruDvurb Ib mhc mor-­‐‑en-­‐ on or envo hn degeDufvlvolhDDbcc c-hDbp HovI Dhtbrhc Ihd vIber auefvlen fe-­‐Iven-­‐ ccvbt envb-­‐rhvbd envo vIber sronv shDbp AnovIbr ae-­‐ hdihnvh-­‐b mhc vIb haefev vo cbnd vIb vrhDb os hn ufvrhconeD DrhD-­‐‑ dbvbDvor ahD-­‐‑ domn vo vIb deibr0 mIeDI -­‐rbhvf enDrbhcbd vIb hDDurhD os bEhtenen-­‐ cuacbh cvruDvurbcp (rbieoucf0 vIb deibr Ihd vo rbf on h vo-lcedb o-brhvor vo rbhd vIb vrhDb hnd ibrahff rbfh encvruDveonc vo toib vIb derbDveon os vIb -roab vo send vIb bEhDv c-ovp OIbn , sercv dbtoncvrhvbd vIb -rovov-b0 vIb derbDvorc os SgcIorb ,nc-bDveon .vd mbrb ibr bEDevbdp yIb ettbdehvbf aoo-­‐‑bd h cvhnd hv vIb nbEv ogcIorb oef bEIeaeveon en Obtafb vo cIom ev og vo vIb morfdp Av vIb cIom0 ev -­‐bnbrhvbd Doncedbrhafb envbrbcv0 hnd mIhv mhc nbbdbd hc vIb nbEv cvb- mhc h suff sevvbd hnd undbrmhvbrlvbcvbd ibrceonp ALbr h sbm torb tonvIc0 , mhc rbhd mevI h suff Dot-fbvbd ibrl ceon0 mIeDI mor-­‐‑bd ibr mbff on vIb curshDb0 auv moufd ev cvhnd u- vo mor-­‐‑en-­‐ undbr ʼ’88 sbbv os vIb oDbhn” , Ihd no bE-brebnDb en vIec hrbh hnd -rhbd vIhv t DhfDufhveonc hnd -rbDhuveonc mbrb u- vo vIb DIhffbn-­‐bp yIb vo-cedb bJue-tbnv mhc Ioucbd en h ru-­‐-­‐bdecbd Dhrren-­‐ Dhcb vIhv Donvhenbd vIrbb cthff vbfbieceon tonevorc0 unl dbrmhvbr Dhtbrh Donvrofc0 fe-­‐Iven-­‐ Donvrofc0 hnd h Ibfeut uncDrhtl afbrp yIec fhvvbr bJue-tbnv mhc nbDbcchr vo bnhafb vIb c-bbDI srot 77

vIb deibr0 mIeDI moufd cound fe-­‐‑b h rh-ed &eD-­‐‑b &oucb cJubh-­‐‑0 vo ab uncDrhtafbd envo envbffe-­‐eafb c-bbDIp 78

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Huv bibn mevI vIb zohf +hi0 bibrvIen-­‐ dobcnxv hfmhc -­‐o hc -fhnnbdp yIb nbEv tornen-­‐0 vIb ahcb mhc suff os hDveon0 hnd , mhc hc-­‐‑bd es vIber DrhD-­‐‑ deien-­‐ vbht Doufd ucb vIb -­‐‑ev en h rbhf feib rbl Doibr cevuhveonp Snb os vIb sercv yornhdo herDrhL vo ab auefv a HrevecI Abroc-hDb Ihd devDIbd en vIb ,recI kbh0 hnd0 hc vIec mhc en vIb ffofd Ohr brh0 vIb mbrb vhc-­‐‑bd mevI rbDoibren-­‐ vIb mrbD-­‐‑h-­‐b absorb vIb koiebvc Doufd -­‐bv vo ev hnd decDoibr evc cbDrbvcp Ac vIb +hi deibrc Ihdnxv Ihd h DIhnDb vo ucb vIb -­‐‑ev -ro-brf C vIb hc-­‐‑bd es , moufd ab Ih-- vo hDDot-hn vIb -­‐‑ev on vIec tecceonp yIec mhc vIb o--orvunev os h fesbvetbP Ihien-­‐ )ucv dbce-­‐nbd cotbvIen-­‐ vIhv cbbtbd fe-­‐‑b h morfd sercv hnd vIbn Ihien-­‐ ev -uv vo vIb vbcv en hn hDvuhf rbcDub cevuhveon mhc h drbht Dotb vrubp , mhc dbsenevbf u- sor vIhv DIhffbn-­‐bp , hrreibd hv h cthff her-orv Dfocb vo &orbDhtab hnd mhc coon sevvbd mevI h suff bffom ettbrceon cuev hnd Ibftbv sor vIb IbfeDo-vbr sfe-­‐Iv vo vh-­‐‑b tb ouv vo q&k zbDfhet cotbmIbrb en vIb ,recI kbhp ?orvunhvbf0 ev mhc h rbfhveibf Dhft dh0 co , mhc -ucIbd ouv os vIb IbfeDo-vbr cedb door hnd fombrbd vo vIb dbD-­‐‑p yIb bJue-tbnv sofl fombd on h cbDond dro-p ?or sour dhc0 , mhc h -­‐ubcv os qbr &h)bcvxc zohf +hi0 cfbb-en-­‐ en h nhrrom aun-­‐‑ en Dottunhf cfbb-en-­‐ Juhrl vbrc hnd bhven-­‐ en vIber &bccp &bhnmIefb0 vIb chfih-­‐b o-brhveon mbnv on hround vIb DfoD-­‐‑0 hnd vIb nbm -­‐‑ev mhc vIorou-­‐If vbcvbd a ihreouc deibrc mIefb vIb mbrb Iunven-­‐ sor mrbD-­‐‑h-­‐bp kbibrhf -hrvc os vIb herDrhL mbrb rbDoibrbd mIefb , mhc on vIb cIe-0 hnd0 tuDI vo t rbfebs0 vIb bJue-tbnv -brsortbd -brsbDvf domn vo h db-vI os cotb N98 sbbv0 mIbrb vIb mrbD-­‐‑h-­‐b fh on vIb aovvotp yIb sbbdahD-­‐‑ 81

srot vIb deibrc mhc ibr bnvIucehcveD0 hnd vIb ffh-vhen mhc tocv bguceib en Iec -rhecb sor vIec nbm dbibfo-tbnv0 mIeDI Ib Ihefbd hc h vbDInofo-­‐ sercv hnd h morfdlabhven-­‐ -roduDvp , mhc nom on Dfoud nenb hnd Doufdnxv mhev vo rbvurn vo Iotb coef vo Dbfbarhvbp OIefb vIb then rbDoibr mhc Dot-fbvb0 vIb cIe- mhc vo rbthen on cvhveon sor h sbm torb dhc0 auv -­‐bvven-­‐ tb ahD-­‐‑ vo cIorb mhc cotbmIhv DIhffbn-­‐en-­‐p Sn vIb dh , hrreibd0 vIb cbh Ihd abbn sfhv hnd Dhft0 hnd vIb mend Ihd enDrbhcbd cuacvhnvehff mIbn ev mhc vetb vo db-hrvp , DoufdnTv ab feLbd srot vIb cIe-Tc dbD-­‐‑ hc q&k zbDfhet mhc bJue--bd mevI cbibrhf Drhnbc hnd dbrreD-­‐‑c0 th-­‐‑en-­‐ vIb cu-brcvruDvurb h ce-­‐neseDhnv Ihʼhrd sor h IbfeDo-vbr feL bEDb-v en Dhft cbhcp ,v mhc dbDedbd vIhv hnovIbr nhihf ibccbf moufd ab on cvhnda0 hnd , moufd ab vrhncsbrrbd a ensfhvhafb den-­‐I srot onb cIe- vo hnovIbrp yIec vetb0 vIbrb mhc no ettbrceon cuev vo -­‐‑bb- tb dr0 hnd ev mhc oibr vIb cedb hnd domn h ro-b fhddbr vo vIb den-­‐I0 mIeDI mhc recen-­‐ R shffen-­‐ a h cDhr htounv Ksor h fhndfuaabr0 hnmhBp yIbn0 vIb den-­‐I hnd Drbm mevI tb onaohrd KvIb -­‐‑ev moufd ab rbvurnbd mIbn vIb cIe- doD-­‐‑bdB -ombrbd og envo vIb mhibcp Aftocv hc coon 82

hc mb fbL vIb cedb os vIb ibccbf0 cIb dech--bhrbd en vIb vrou-­‐Ic os vIb mhibc hnd Doufd onf ab cbbn mIbn mb Drbcvbd vIb nbEv mhibp ALbr haouv j tenuvbc os aben-­‐ Dot-fbvbf coh-­‐‑bd vIrou-­‐I a vIb eDblDofd c-rh os vIb ,recI kbh KvIb Drbm0 os Dourcb0 mbrb mbhren-­‐ mbv cuevcB0 mb c-ovvbd vIb tenbcmbb-brp , Dfetabd haohrd hnd mhc Ihndbd h tu-­‐ os Iov Dogbb0 mIeDI dednxv cvo- t cIeibren-­‐ hc , mhc coh-­‐‑bd vIrou-­‐I t c-­‐‑enp yIb IbfeDo-vbr duf hrreibd hnd fombrbd h cvro- vo vIb Ibhien-­‐ dbD-­‐‑0 hnd on encbrven-­‐ t hrtc0 , mhc JueD-­‐‑f menDIbd u- vo vIb cedb doorp kevven-­‐ en vIhv ibr noec bnierontbnv hnd cIeibren-­‐ hnd cIh-­‐‑en-­‐ srot vIb Dofd0 ev mhc h -rbvv tecbrhafb rbvurn )ournb vo &orbDhtabp qombibr0 onDb , Ihd drebd ouv hnd mhrtbd u-0 , rbhfecbd , Ihd vIorou-­‐If bn)obd vIb unbE-bDvbd bE-brebnDbp ALbr cotb Dbfbarhveonc on t rbvurn hnd vIb bEDevbtbnv os Donl cedbren-­‐ Iom thn unevc moufd nbbd vo ab -roduDbd vo tbbv h morfdmedb thr-­‐‑bv hnd Iom mb moufd nbbd vo bE-hnd vo Do-b mevI vIec -ovbnvehf0 mb cvhrvbd Doncedbren-­‐ vIb senhnDehf o--orvul nevebcp 'hDI unev mhc bE-bDvbd vo cbff vo hn bndlucbr sor abvmbbn !ʼ’jl;808880 hnd &bdeh ?hDefevebc mhc cDIbdufbd vo rbDbeib DerDh ! N0888 sor bhDI onb K 198 -reDbcBp Ob mbrb Dfbhrf on vIb aren-­‐‑ os h ce-­‐neseDhnv arbh-­‐‑vIrou-­‐Ip Ob Ihd h ahD-­‐‑br mevI vIb sundc vo enibcv hnd hn hfrbhd vbcvbd morfdlabhven-­‐ -roduDv mevI h ren-­‐en-­‐ bndorcbtbnv srot vIb zohf +hi C mIhv Doufd -­‐o mron-­‐” tign oT ho-­‐en-­‐i l hWoSlec-­‐‑ OevIen vIb nbEv vmo tonvIc0 cotbvIen-­‐ ded cvhrv vo -­‐o hcvrhp , vIen-­‐‑ ev cvhrvbd mIbn t Dhffc vo vIb werbDvorc os SgcIorb ,nc-bDveon .vd rbthenbd unhncmbrbd hnd -­‐ov no survIbr vIhn vIber rbDb-veonl 83

ecvp –SI0 Ib ec en ,ndeh hv vIb totbnv“ or –korr0 Ib ec on Iofedh vIec mbb-­‐‑“p , -­‐‑nbm vIb Ihd abbn hDveibf foo-­‐‑en-­‐ sor DonvrhDvc en ,ndeh sor ovIbr hc-bDvc os vIber aucenbcc0 co , dednxv cbb hn ettbdehvb rbhcon vo ab DonDbrnbdp OIbn hnovIbr sbm mbb-­‐‑c -hccbd mevI no DonvhDv hnd no -htbnv os ouvcvhnden-­‐ sundc0 , dbDedbd vo DonvhDv vIb thnh-­‐en-­‐ derbDvor os vIb -hrbnv Dot-hn0 onf vo ab hc-­‐‑bd vo Dotb en vo cbb Iet fhvbr vIhv dhp ,v vrhnc-erbd vIhv vIb ff'S os SgcIorb ,nc-bDveon mhc haouv vo ab DIhr-­‐bd mevI srhud DonDbrnen-­‐ vIb ucb os Dot-hn sundcp ,v cbbtbd vIhv0 dbc-evb cotb Dhrbsuf rbDrueven-­‐ sor vIb -ocv mevI SgcIorb ,nc-bDveon0 Ib mhc -rbieoucf mhnvbd sor h cetefhr Dhcb en Aucvrhfehp yIb mIofb -ro)bDv vIbn -­‐round vo h Dot-fbvb Ihfv0 mevI SgcIorb ,nc-bDveon aben-­‐ -uv envo .eJuedhveon0 hnd ev bndbd u- en h ffourv Dhcb mIeDI drh-­‐-­‐bd ouv sor oibr 9 tonvIcp SgcIorb ,nc-bDveon Ihd rb-­‐ecvbrbd vIb (hvbnv sor vIb ccvbt0 hnd dbc-evb t abcv bndbhil ourc0 , Doufd nov bEvrhDv ev srot vIb -roDbbden-­‐cp &bdeh ?hDefevebc mhc fbL mevI h fhr-­‐b dbav mb Ihd no Io-b os rbDoibren-­‐p yIb -­‐‑noD-­‐‑lon bgbDv mhc vIhv &bdeh ?hDefevebc Ihd vo ab feJuedhvbd0 hnd 3bn hnd , focv our enibcvtbnv en vIb aucenbccp OevI vIb abnbsev os Iendce-­‐Iv0 torb bE-brebnDb0 hnd degbrbnv hDDounven-­‐ hdieDb0 , ht Dbrvhen mb Doufd Ihib sound h mh vo vrhdb ouv os dbav mevIouv vh-­‐‑en-­‐ vIb drhcveD cvb- os feJuedhveonp 84

Chapter Seven A new start Commercials for STV; joining C W Cameron Ltd; London, Montreux, Paris and Tokyo; nearly caught by the IRA and the French Customs So, i nth esuuhm or f198, 2 rosiI udehyr osn or lomw, l nt k uomnakah en yy no gkd kiI k rku yd no esggomnp .om nth ihFn ehxv hmky uointe, 2 lomwhI ke k rmhhyki-h gmoIs-hmI mh-nom oi -ouuhmv - kye rom S-­‐-­‐‑, nkw ia -y hine Ioli no coiIoi rk- y n he tosehe i Soto kiI se ia nth m kIxki-hI hI n ia es nhe no -mhknh x Iho gmoIs-n oiep /hi lhin oi no romu k ihl gmoIs-n oi -ougkid, -mhkn ia x Ihoe rom nth Tkn oiky -­‐msen kiI nth VI iLsmat K y nkmd -­‐knnoo, kuoia onthmep -­‐thi, osn or nth Lysh, 2 mh-h xhI k -kyy rmou Ntm e Nkuhmoi ix n ia uh no tkxh ysi-t l nt t u kiI t e Lmonthm Eyki, kiI nthd obhmhI uh nth goe n oi or MmoCh-n Kkikahm l nt NA Nkuhmoi cnIp 85

-­‐th m rknthm, Ntm en h A yy ku Nkuhmoi, tkI henkLy ethI nth -ouv gkid Csen kffhm nth hiI or AAff royyol ia k ghm oI ke k PkI o jrv r -hm i nth Khm-tkin Tkxdp -­‐th -ougkid hFgkiIhI -oie IhmkLyd kiI, Ld ntkn n uh, lke kymhkId k usyn vu yy oivgosiI Lse iheep -­‐th gmoegh-n or k aooI ekykmd kiI k -ougkid -km lke noo nhugn ia no mhrseh, eo 2 kamhhI no Co i nth m Lse ihee i Wsmir hyI PokI, R bio-wp .om nth ihFn rhl dhkme, 2 lke mhegoie Lyh rom k l Ih mkiah or gmov Ch-ne, rmou NydIheIkyh Wkiw eh-sm nd edenhue no Oi xhme nd NN-­‐-­‐‑ ihnlomwe kiI gmorhee oiky ensI o ienkyykn oiep NA Nkuhmoi ogv hmknhI ke nlo I bhmhin I x e oie, l nt Ntm e Nkuhmoi mhegoie Lyh rom BG enkb uhuLhme lomw ia oi oghmkn oie i S-onykiI kiI Eyki lomw ia l nt k I bhmhin nhku oi gmoCh-ne ixoyx ia nth huhma ia nh-tioyoad or nos-t e-mhhiep -­‐th oih r iki-h eh-n oi tkiIy ia Lont k--osine lke nth mhegoie L y nd or nth onthm Nkuhmoi e Ly ia, Eiih, lto lke k-nskyyd nth Kme Rm uhe, lto tkI Lhhi mhasykmyd -tke ia uh rom gkduhin or ixo -he rom KhI k .k- y n he Ism ia nth gken rhl dhkmep Vk-t dhkm, k ukCom nmkIh etol lke thyI kn nth AhuLyhd Noirhmv hi-h Nhinmh i coiIoi, kiI, kyoia l nt ehxhmky onthm enkb uhuLhme rmou Rykeaol, 2 losyI eghiI ehxhmky Ikde nthmh x hl ia nth yknhen nh-tioyoad, ekugy ia nth i atny rh or coiIoi, kiI hinhmnk i ia osm whd -y hineUkyy kn nth -ougkid3e hFghieh, or -osmehp A nt i k rhl dhkme, Lont e Ihe or nth -ougkid IhxhyoghI -oie Iv hmkLyd, kiI n Lh-kuh -yhkm ntkn nth Nkuhmoi Lmonthme tkI I bhm ia Ihke kLosn tol nth -ougkid etosyI uoxh romlkmI ino nth rsnsmhp 2n lke Ih- IhI no Ihuhmah nth nlo e Ihe or nth Lse ihee ino iI x Iv sky usyn vu yy oivgosiI nmkI ia -ougki hep Eyki romuhI Nkuhmoi 86

Nouusi -kn oie cnI l nt ob -he i Rykeaol kiI PhkI ia, toyI ia k xhmd gmor nkLyh kahi-d rom Wkm-o gmoIs-ne i nth O/p Ntm e kiI Eiih noow oxhm nth mhuk i ia NA Nkuhmoi cnI Lse ihee, i-ysI ia nth h0skyyd gmor nkLyh O/ kahi-d rom .omvE, k ukCom —kgkiheh esggy hm or gmorhee oiky x Iho h0s guhin, kiI k I enm Lsn oi ihnlomw or oxhm fGG Ihkyhme ntmosatosn nth O/p A Ne wRoNl A nt nth Ihuhmahm -kuh k ihl moyh rom uhp 2 Lh-kuh nth O/ Skyhe ʼ Kkmwhn ia Kkikahm, l nt gkmn -sykm mhegoie L y nd rom nth .omvE kahi-dp -­‐t e ixoyxhI -oie IhmkLyh nmkxhy ntmosatosn nth -osinmd, kiI 2 yoowhI romlkmI no ehh ia ihl gyk-he kiI uhhn ia nth Ihkyhmep jih or ud r men Ih- e oie lke no mh-ouuhiI mhIs- ia nth Ihkyhm ihnlomw no k uomh ukikahkLyh Bʼ’, lt -t 2 Lhy hxhI losyI hikLyh uh no esggomn nth ihnlomw uomh mhkI ydp -­‐t e Ih- e oi gmoxhI no tkxh Lhhi nth m atn oih, ke nth royyol ia dhkm, kionthm u yy oi lke kIIhI no nth nsmioxhm rom .omvE gmoIs-nep 2n eooi Lh-kuh -yhkm ntkn k coiIoi Lkeh rom nth .omvE oghmkn oi lke Lh-ou ia heehin ky no gmoghmyd ehmxh nth Ihkyhmet g, lt -t lke gmhIou iknhyd e nsknhI i ViaykiIp 2 kymhkId tkI nlo onthm enkb LkehI i nth Sosnt or nth -osinmd, Lsn lh lhmh enmsaay ia no whhg sg l nt IhukiIp Ah yoowhI kn k isuLhm or yo-kn oie kiI r ikyyd ehnnyhI oi ki ob -h i OFLm Iah, Csen -yoeh no qhkntmol E mgomn, kiI 2 ukIh nt e ud Lkeh Ism ia nth lhhw, ryd ia touh oi k .m Ikd i atn kiI mhnsmi ia oi KoiIkd uomi iap Eiih A yy kue, ud eh-mhnkmd rmou Rykeaol, noow sg nth -tkyyhiah or uox ia no OFLm Iah, kiI l nt thm kee enki-h, 2 eooi tkI k rsyyd rsi-n oi ia coiIoi ob -hp 87

…RMntNrau rMx dtBignRM hugBEBnBRMbl Wd iol, .omvE lke mhasykmyd mhyhke ia i-mhke iayd uomh -ougyhF gmoIs-ne kiI tkI enkmnhI no gmoIs-h nhue k-moee k LmokI egh-v nmsu or gmorhee oiky x Iho kiI rsyy LmokI-ken nhyhx e oi kggy -kv n oiep Vk-t dhkm, nth -ougkid losyI nkwh k enkiI kn nth nlo uoen gmhen a ose inhmikn oiky hFt L n oie, nth Mmorhee oiky -­‐‑ Iho Stol kn AhuLyhd kiI nth 2inhmikn oiky -­‐hyhx e oi VFt L n oi, nth yknnhm thyI kynhmiknhyd kn nth -oixhin oi -hinmh i Wm atnoi kiI i Koiv nmhsF i Sl nJhmykiIp -­‐theh kiisky hFt L n oie lhmh kylkde knnhiIhI Ld Ntm e, udehyr, whd enkb, kiI ix nhI ashene, lto lhmh seskyyd eouh or osm uoen xkyskLyh -y hinep EmosiI nt e n uh, Ntm e lke kyeo egh- ky e ia i huhma ia ykmahve-kyh -­‐‑ Iho Akyy nh-tioyoad, kiI oi o--ke oie, lh losyI Lh k--ougki hI Ld k nms-wyokI or 8&5 Wkm-o x Iho I egykde, lt -t losyI Lh hmh-nhI i k tonhy kICk-hin no nth hFt L n oi yo-kn oi rom Ntm e no I egykd no inhmhenhI -y hinep 88

-­‐th .omvE enkiIe kn ntheh hFt L n oie, lt -t lhmh hmh-nhI Ld k nhku or hia ihhme rmou —kgki, ehhuhI no ahn ykmahm hxhmd dhkm kiI oih dhkm, i gkmn -sykm, enkiIe osn rom eouh or nth lmoia mhkeoiep -­‐t e gkmn -sykm dhkm, f19H, nth 2inhmikn oiky -­‐hyhx e oi .hen xky lke Lh ia thyI i Wm atnoi kiI, ke sesky, nth Rykeaol eh-mhnkmd tkI LoowhI k rykn l nt hiosat mooue rom ehxhmky or nth enkb rom nth Ismkn oi or nth etolp -­‐th yo-kn oi lke -yoeh no nth ehkrmoin kiI l nt i k 0skmnhm or k u yh rmou nth Noixhin oi Nhinmh z Csen Ihkyp 2 lke i Wm atnoi nth lhhw Lhromh kiI gk I k x e n no -th-w n osnp 2 rosiI n hF-hyyhin, gkmn -sykmyd ke n tkI k ykmah Lkntmoou l nt k -hinmky esiwhi Lknt, lt -t lke ghmrh-n kffhm k n m ia Ikd kn nth etolp 2 tkI ix nhI ud hyIhen Iksatnhm PoJ no Co i uh kn nth hxhin no obhm thm ki oggomnsi nd no LmokIhi thm hFghm hi-hp ji nth Ikd Lhromh nth etol, lh yokIhI nth -km kn nth OFLm Iah ob -h l nt eouh or nth egh- ky en tkmIlkmh no ao oi nth .omvE enkiI kiI thkIhI ob kLosn ysi-tn uhp 2 tkI k N6 gykd ia, kiI lh lhmh hiCod ia nth Im xh, Lsn lthi lh aon Csen eosnt or coiIoi, lh Lh-kuh klkmh ntkn eouhv nt ia lkei3n m atn l nt nth -osinmde Ihp 2n ehhuhI ntkn k yon or nmhhe lhmh Ioli, eo 2 el n-thI oi nth mkI o no r iI ntkn nthmh tkI Lhhi k ukCom enomu oxhmi atn, lt -t lh usen tkxh eyhgn ntmosat, kiI nth eosnthmi -osin he tkI Lhhi ehxhmhyd LknnhmhI l nt oih or nth lomen enomue i mh-hin uhuomdp Wd nth n uh lh mhk-thI Wm atnoi, n lke i -ougyhnh Ikmwihee l nt io enmhhn y atn ia, io etoge y n sg, kiI ghogyh lkiIhm ia kmosiI Ld nom-ty atnp 2n lke k -ougyhnhyd esmmhky e atnp 2 wihl ud lkd no nth Noixhin oi Nhinmh lthmh nth nhku rmou —kgki lke Ls yI ia kiI r nn ia osn nth hFnhie xh enkiI, kiI nthmh nthd lhmh, lomw ia Ld nom-ty atn kiI nth rhhLyh y atn ia rmou nth 89

huhmahi-d y atne i nth tkyyp A nt kyy nth etoge i Wm atnoi l ntosn hyh-nm - nd, nthd tkI tkI io rooI kyy Ikd, eo lh ehn ob kyoia nth -oken no ehh r lh -osyI eosm-h kid ton rooI kidlthmhp Ah hxhinskyyd rosiI k akmkah l nt hyh-nm - nd kiI mk IhI ne rmoJhi rooI -osinhmp Ah Losatn k moyy or n iro y, lmkgghI nth nhue i ro y, enmkgghI nth mhesyn ia gk-wkah oi nog or nth -km hia ih Lyo-w, kiI thkIhI Lk-wp -­‐th nhku lke xhmd aykI or esenhiki-h, kiI 2 ku gyhkehI no ekd ioih esbhmhI rmou rooI go eoi ia nth ihFn Ikdp Wd nth n uh lh thkIhI ob no nth -ouromn or nth rykn, lt -t 2 tkI x e nhI nth lhhw Lhromh, eouh or nth y atne lhmh enkmn ia no -ouh Lk-w oi, kiI lh lhmh yoow ia romlkmI no nth ysFsmd or k ton Lknt, oiyd no Lh I ekggo inhI no r iI ntkn nth enomu tkI -ksehI nth moor or nth Lkntmoou no -oyykgeh m atn ino nth esiwhi Lkntp Egkmn rmou nth etkwd enkmn, nth etol lke k amhkn es--heep En nth hiI or nth etol, lthi n -kuh no Ihvm aa ia nth enkiI, nth .omvE nhku, ke kylkde, lomwhI i IosLyhv0s -w n uhp So, lthi nthd tkI r i ethI, 2 gmhehinhI hk-t oih l nt k Lonnyh or ukyn lt ewd, lt -t lke us-t kggmh- knhI Ld kyyp qolhxhm, oih uhuLhm Ih- IhI no e n oi k gk-w ia -keh kiI -oiesuh nth rsyy Lonnyh Lhromh rkyy ia oi t e Lk-w, -ougyhnhyd osn rom nth -osinp 2 nthi x e nhI nth .omvE rk-nomd i -­‐owdo, lthmh 2 ekl nth yknhen Ihxhyoguhine r mentkiIp 2 hiCodhI nth nm ge kiI nth hFghm hi-h or k -ougyhnhyd I bhmhin -synsmhp 90

Kkid or nth ihl gmoIs-ne lhmh e0skmhyd k uhI kn nth LmokI-ken nhyhx e oi iIsenm he, kiI nt e kIIhI kionthm yhxhy or -tkyyhiah rom uh kiI uhkin ntkn oxhm nth ihFn uointe, 2 -osyI Lh rosiI i nth ensv I oe or uoen LmokI-ken -ougki he i nth O/ -oixhme ia l nt nth m ehi om nh-ti -ky enkb kLosn nth egh- r -kn oie or nth ihl gmoIs-nep 2 mhuhuLhm Lh ia i nth WWN -­‐hyhx e oi Nhinmh kn At nh N nd rom k uhhn ia i nth hkmyd hxhi ia kiI lkyw ia osn ntmosat mh-hgn oi no r iI IoJhie or dosia royw -ou ia ino nth Ls yI iap ji hi0s m ia ltkn lke tkgghi ia, 2 lke kIx ehI ntkn n lke rom ki hI n oi or -­‐og or nth Moge kiI lke noyI 2 -osyI Co i nth ksI hi-h r 2 lkinhI v io mhky eh-sm nd i ntoeh Ikdep So 2 rosiI udehyr oi nth ryoom or nth uk i WWN ensI o, Iki- ia no nth gog use - or nth Ikdp -­‐th yhkI k-n en -we i ud u iI ke n lke Mhnsyk Nykmw e ia ia oih or thm lhyyvwioli eoiae, ”6olinoli5 2n lke k eoia eth wihl lhyy kiI etosyI tkxh tkI io gmoLyhu l nt n, Lsn rom eouh mhkeoi, eth rysbhI n e F n uhe kiI lhin ob i nhkmep -­‐thd nthi lhin oi no mh-omI kionthm amosg, kiI Mhnsyk -kuh Lk-w oi kiI ekia n ghmrh-nyd m atn ntmosatp 91

.omvE nthi yksi-thI nth xhmd r men I a nky eosiI hI n ia es nh no Lh inmoIs-hI i Vsmoghp 2 tkI Lhhi lomw ia -yoehyd l nt Ntkiihy 7–e -t hr hia ihhm mhakmI ia ihl x e oi u F ia edenhue ntkn .omvE lke inmoIs- ia, Lsn nt e ihl -oi-hgn or I a nky eosiI hI n ia hF- nhI t u hxhi uomhp 2 ku gyhkehI no ekd ntkn 2 lke kLyh no ehyy kiI ienkyy nth r men oih no Lh -ouu ee oihI i kid Vsmoghki yo-kn oi ino Ntkiihy .osm -­‐hyhx e oi, coiIoip AM BMntRxasnBRM nR ngN cʻtRaEoNbʻ‘ BM TtNorMx BM ngN ʼʼ’b -­‐th oih LmokI-kenhm 2 tkIi3n x e nhI lke Pk I o -­‐h y r e V mhkii, Lhnnhm wioli ke P-­‐V, nth uk i LmokI-ken -ougkid i 6sLy i, eo 2 kmmkiahI no nkwh k nm g no 2mhykiI kiI i-ysIh x e ne no nlo Ihkyhme, oih i Whyrken kiI nth onthm i 6sLy i, nkw ia k rhl or nth yknhen .omvE t at nh-tioyoad gmoIs-ne l nt uhp -­‐o nkwh h0s guhin osn or nth O/ ino nth PhgsLy - or 2mhykiI, ki hFgomn Nkmihn tkI no Lh -ougyhnhI kiI e aihI Ld nth -senoue goene i Lont -osinm he kn hk-t LomIhm -moee ia Lhnlhhi Tomnthmi 2mhykiI kiI nth PhgsLy - or 2mhykiIp So, 2 tkI oih omaki ehI no ukn-t nth h0s guhinp 2 tkI kmmkiahI no ao no 6sLy i r men kiI nthi Im xh sg no Whyrken kiI -kn-t nth rhmmd Lk-w no S-onykiIp c x ia i S-onykiI, lh lhmh klkmh or nth gmoLyhue l nt nth 2PE kiI ekl oi -­‐-­‐‑ nth mhesyne or nth m LouL ia or tonhye i Tomnthmi 2mhv ykiI Lsn lhmh mhkyyd eoyknhI rmou nth rsyy mhky nd or nth gmoLyhuep 2 LoowhI tonhye i Whyrken kiI 6sLy i kiI nthi -kyyhI nth Ihkyhme no kmmkiah 92

lthi 2 losyI Lh l nt nthup ji -kyy ia nth Ihkyhm i Whyrken kiI nhyy ia t u ntkn 2 losyI Lh enkd ia i nth Rmhhiki coIah qonhy, t e uuhI knh mhegoieh lke ntkn n lke ion k aooI Ihkp qh ek I th losyI Loow k tonhy i nth si xhme nd kmhk, lt -t losyI Lh us-t Lhnv nhm, eo ntkn lke kamhhI sgoi, kiI 2 -ki-hyyhI nth oih 2 tkI LoowhIp 2n lke yknh i nth Ikd lthi 2 yhff Rykeaol no thkI rom nth yken rhmmd rmou Nk mimdki no Whyrken, Lsn 2 mh-woihI ntkn kionthm nlovtosm Im v xh rmou nth rhmmd losyI tkxh uh i 6sLy ip chkx ia Whyrken lke r ih, Lsn n lke oiyd ke 2 kggmok-thI nth LomIhm ntkn 2 Lh-kuh klkmh ntkn nth e nskn oi tkI -tkiahI Imkukn -kyydp E Oi oi —k-w lke I egykdhI osn or kyuoen hxhmd l iIol, kiI nth goy -h kiI kmud enkn oie lhmh thkx yd romn r hI l nt enhhy Lkmm hme kiI mkJom l mhp -­‐t e esIIhiyd Lmosatn touh no uh nth ehm oseihee or nth e nskn oip -­‐th Nkmihn lke no Lh e aihI Ld Wm n et Nsenoue Lhromh -moee ia nth LomIhm, Lsn 2 lke i V mh Lhromh 2 ekl kid e ai or k Nsenoue Moen, eo 2 enogghI kiI hinhmhI no Lh noyI i k yoxhyd 6sLy i k--hin, “Donʼʼ’t o wrʼ’y—th eʼ’eByti —tʼ’ootBsi —atʼ’otc——dtʼ’y—e tdoBʼ’tod—ntiʼ’tnekyʼ’ptBot ʼ’y—wtBygʼ’teʼ’tgdtiBtBoontiBteʼ’tk—ʼ’Btai c,u A nt ud Nkmihn Isyd e aihI, 2 Imoxh ob ino nth i atn kiI lke eooi ino k Ikmw romhen lthi, i nth thkIy atne, 2 -osyI ehh k mhI y atn Lh ia elsia k-moee nth mokI i ud gkntp S-kmhID 2 lke ghnm r hIp 2n usen Lh ki 2PE amosg oi nth yoowosn rom k ihl toenkahp -­‐thmh tkI Lhhi ehxhmky enom he or toenkahvnkw ia Ld nth 2PE“ offhi, nth toenkah losyI Lh rosiI lhhwe yknhm IhkI i k I n-t oi eouh yoihyd mokIp 2n nsmihI osn no Lh nth mhky 2m et Emud“ Csen -th-w ia ltd kidoih losyI Lh nmkxhyy ia rmou nth Tomnt i nth Ikmwp 93

Kd x e ne no nth 6sLy i 6hkyhm kiI P-­‐V nth ihFn Ikd Lont lhin lhyy, kiI Ld hkmyd kffhmiooi, 2 lke thkI ia Lk-w no Whyrkenp c enhi ia no nth mkI o, 2 lke hiCod ia nth use - kiI nth -osinmde Ih lthi k ihle Lsyyhn i -kuh oi mhgomn ia ntkn nthmh tkI Lhhi kionthm tonhy LouLhI oxhmi atn i Whyrkenv n lke nth Rmhhiki coIah z ud thkmn u eehI k Lhknp -­‐tkn i atn, nth 2PE IhnoiknhI f7 LouLe i nth egk-h or nlo tosmep -­‐thi 2 enkmnhI no mhky eh ntkn ud -oink-n i Whyrken usen tkxh Lhhi klkmh ntkn nt e lke oi nth nkmahn y enp 6m x ia ino nth - nd, 2 ekl nth euowh m e ia rmou nth IhLm e or nth tonhy lthmh 2 tkI Lhhi gykii ia no enkdp -­‐tkn mhkyyd Lmosatn 4-­‐th -­‐mosLyhe3 ino -yhkm ro-sep Ee l nt uoen or nth tonhye LouLhI kn ntkn n uh, k lkmi ia tkI Lhhi gtoihI no k yo-ky mkI o enkn oi, kiI io oih tkI Lhhi iCsmhIp So 2 lke xhmd mhy hxhI lthi 2 mhk-thI ud ihl tonhy, lthmh 2 rosiI n esmmosiIhI Ld k t atveh-sm nd rhi-h ntkn kyeo hi-yoehI nth -km gkmw ia kmhkp qkx ia hiCodhI k aooI uhky, 2 thkIhI rom LhI Lsn lke -kmhrsy lthmh 2 gyk-hI ud -yonthe kiI etohep 2 lke i k aooI eyhhg lthi 2 lke klkwhihI Ld nth gtoih m ia ia kiI k xo -h ekd ia ”.og”atwogtd”—iB—tk—ʼ’togʼ’tiBtCiBʼ’tiBtdoBBel”—tiBt —tyif—tyiat itloblt i nenk5p S nn ia oi nth hIah or nth LhI i nonky 0s hn lke k esmmhky e nskn oi, nt iw ia, ”6 I 2 Csen Imhku ntkn, om lke n mhky'5 94

z nth r mh kykmu esIIhiyd eosiIhI, kiI nthi 2 wihl n lke mhkyp 2 amkLLhI ud -yonthe kiI thkIhI rom nth hinmki-h no r iI onthm eyhhgd x e nome thkI ia osn no Lh uhn l nt nth WouL 6 egoeky -­‐hku msii ia ntmosat nth aknhep Ee n nsmihI osn, nth 2PE tkI Ih- IhI ntkn royyol ia nth mhky LouLe nth gmhx ose i atn, nthd losyI gtoih rkyeh lkmi iae no onthm tonhye Csen no whhg nth kmud o--sg hIp !s nh k nm gD ji kionthm o--ke oi, 2 -osyI hke yd tkxh Lhhi ixoyxhI i kionthm 2PE LouL gyonp 2 tkI Lhhi i nth -hinmky Lkm or nth RmkiI qonhy i Wm atnoi ehxhmky n uhe nth lhhw Lhromh nth Noiehmxkn xh Noirhmv hi-h lthi k LouL hFgyoIhI oi nth f8nt or j-noLhm i f197p 2n tkI Lhhi gykinhI lhhwe hkmy hm l nt nth inhin oi or w yy ia Kkmakmhn -­‐tkn-thm kiI ehxhmky KhuLhme or nth NkL ihnp 2n -ougyhnhyd Ihuoyv ethI nth -hinmh or nth tonhy, w yyhI r xh ghogyh, kiI k rsmnthm B7 lhmh ehm oseyd iCsmhIp -­‐th n uhm lke rosiI no Lh k -msIh Ihx -h kiI lke ehn ntmhh lhhwe hkmy hm Ld nlo 2PE uhuLhme goe ia ke ashenep 95

…RMntNauI 8eBn0NtorMx -­‐th 2inhmikn oiky -­‐hyhx e oi .hen xky i KoinmhsF lke thyI i nth Noixhin oi Nhinmh Lhe Ih ck- chuki kiI hFnhiIhI no i-ysIh kyy nth ihkmLd tonhye kiI amosiIep Eyy nth ukCom gykdhme i nth iIsenmd rmou kmosiI nth lomyI lhmh gmhehin, I egykd ia nth m yknhen obhmv iae, i-ysI ia -kuhmke, gmoIs-n oi h0s guhin, hbh-ne edenhue, kiI osne Ih LmokI-ken ia h0s guhinp jih dhkm, .omvE tkI Ihe aihI nlo osne Ih LmokI-ken xht -yhe kiI tkI nthu oi etolp Ah noow nth ykmahm oih no k uosink i x ihdkmI, kiI l nt uh k-nv ia ke nth etosyIhmvuosinhI -kuhmk oghmknom, lh eton eouh x Iho roonkah kiI goehI rom eouh MP g -nsmhep Ntm e kiI 2 lhmh rke- iknhI l nt nth eukyyhm xht -yh kiI Ih- IhI ntkn n etosyI Lh etoli i nth O/p Effhm eouh I e-see oi, n lke kamhhI ntkn Nkuhmoie losyI Lh 96

nth r men Vsmoghki I enm Lsnom no tkxh n oi nth etol, ntkn nth .omvE enkb losyI Im xh n no Mkm e, kiI ntkn 2 losyI ryd nthmh no -oyyh-n np -­‐t e lke Isyd omaki ehI, kiI nth royyol ia lhhw, 2 ryhl no Mkm e kyoia l nt ud hyIhen Iksatnhm, PoJ, no -oyyh-n np Ah eghin k rhl tosme hFgyom ia Mkm e nth ihFn uomi ia, nthi thkIhI no g -w sg nth xht -yh kiI ehn ob no Nkyk e no -kn-t nth 7 gu rhmmd lt -t 2 tkI LoowhIp Emm x ia kn nth .mhi-t Nsenoue goen, 2 Isyd esLu nnhI nth Nkmihn, lt -t tkI Lhhi -ougyhnhI Ld nth .omvE enkb rom e ai ia kiI lt -t etosyI Csen tkxh Lhhi k rhl u isnhe romuky ndp 2 lke nthi 0shen oihI ke no tol nt e xht -yh tkI hinhmhI .mki-h kiI iromuhI ntkn nth Nsenoue jb -hm ekl io e ai or n tkx ia Lhhi Lmosatn ino nth -osinmdp 2 nm hI no hFgyk i ntkn nth —kgkiheh enkb tkI Im xhi n rmou Sl nJhmykiI kiI usen tkxh tkI nth -kmihn e aihI oi hinmd kn nth -senoue goenp qolhxhm, nth ob -hm tkI ioih or n kiI noyI uh 2 losyI tkxh no nkwh hxhmd nhu osn or nth xht -yh no Lh iI x Iskyyd -th-whI, kiI nthi 2 losyI Lh y kLyh rom k ;BG,GGG r ih no tkxh n mhyhkehIp -­‐t e lke k rsyyd h0s gghI jW nms-w l nt ntmhh -kuhmke kiI tsiImhIe or iI x Isky h0s guhin nhuep Thkmyd nlo tosme yknhm, kffhm mhuox ia hxhmd nhu, th r ikyyd k--hgnhI ntkn kyy nth nhue lhmh y enhI oi nth Nkmihn, kiI 2 losyI Lh rmhh no nkwh nth xht -yh osn or nth -osinmd oi rsyy gkduhin or nth r ihp 2 nm hI no hFgyk i ntkn 2 -osyIi3n gkd n, kiI 2 lke esmh Nkuhmoie losyIi3n h nthm kiI ntkn nthd losyI ihhI no nkwh n sg l nt nth —kgkiheh -ougkidp Eionthm lk n o--smmhI, kiI i nth uhkin uh, nth et ff ehhuhI no -tkiah, kiI ihl enkb -kuh oi Isndp E I bhmhin ob -hm -kuh k-moee no kew ltkn nth toyIvsg lke, kiI 2 hFgyk ihI nth e nskn oip -­‐t e ob -hm lke, i rk-n, k S-on, kiI th noow nth Nkmihn klkd kiI mhnsmihI ekd ia, 97

ʻnth hkmy hm ob -hm usen tkxh u eehI nth e aiknsmh etol ia lthi nth xht -yh -kuh ino .mki-h rmou Sl nJhmykiIʻp v Ah lhmh rmhh no ao z Lsn th kIIhIʻ‘ “vgBʼ’tbic—tBg —tʼ’yiʼ’teʼ’tao—Bnmʼ’tsob—tlisctenʼ’ot J ins—'u So lh lhmh oi osm lkd, kiI osm gmoLyhue lhmh oxhm z om eo 2 ntosatnp 2 tkI LoowhI k tonhy i 6oxhm rom osm oxhmi atn enkd, kiI lh tkI k uhky kiI nthi thkIhI no LhI oiyd no Lh klkwhihI i nth u IIyh or nth i atn Ld goy -h e mhie kiI Lysh ryket ia y atne r yy ia nth mooup -­‐thmh tkI Lhhi k enkLL ia m atn Lhyol osm moou l iIol, eo nthmh lke io mhen rom se ntkn i atnp 2n lke nthi k enmk atn msi Lk-w no Rykeaol, kyntosat 2 tkI LoowhI nth AhenuomykiI coIah i nth ckwh 6 enm -n no Lmhkw nth Cosmihdp Ah Isyd kmm xhI kn nth yoIah, kiI ke 2 tkI LoowhI k eh-smh kmhk Lhe Ih nth uk i coIah rom nth xki, 2 thkIhI no nth mh-hgn oi no -th-w nth yo-kn oi kiI -oyyh-n nth moou whdp Wk-w kn nth xki, lt -t lke i nth Lse -km gkmw kn ntkn n uh, 2 ek I no PoJ ntkn lh etosyI nkwh osm Lkae ino nth moou kiI nthi uoxh nth xkip co-w ia nth xki kiI l nt Lont whde i ud oih tkiI, lh ehn ob oxhm nth amkee uosiI rom nth coIah lthi nth xki whd ey gghI osn or ud tkiI kiI t n ud noh oi nth lkd no nth amosiIp OighmnsmLhI, kffhm kyy, 2 tkI ehhi hFk-nyd lthmh n tkI eton ino nth amkeep 2 wihyn no g -w n sg Lsn rosiI io nmk-h or nth egh- ky ehI eh-sm nd whdp Wd nt e n uh, n lke mk i ia thkx yd, eo 2 ehin PoJ kthkI, kiI rom kionthm nlhind u isnhe, 2 e-osmhI nth huLkiwuhin, msii ia ud r iahme ntmosat nth lhn amkee, lt -t lke ntomosatyd eokwhI, rsyy or eysae kiI xhmd -oyIp 2 lke kLosn no a xh sg lthi k LseyokI or ghie oihme kmm xhI, kiI oih oyI ykId lkywhI sg kiI kewhI uh ltkn 2 tkI yoenp A nt i nt mnd eh-oiIe, eth Lhin Ioli kiI ek I, F.og”atʼ’yeBtl—teʼ’!Ftz 98

ud ekx osm tkI kmm xhI Ld Lse z k r nn ia hiI no k rmsenmkn ia Mkm e nm g, Lsn ke n akxh uh 0sky nd n uh l nt ud r menLomi Iksatnhm, eo n tkI ne -oughiekn oiep .mou nthi oi, 2 hFt L nhI nth jW xki kn Nkuhmoi3e ob -he i Rykev aol, nth yo-ky qoiIk 6hkyhm i Rykeaol ? n lke LkehI oi k qoiIk xht -yhQ, kiI kn nth -­‐olhm qonhy Lhe Ih nth -­‐tkuhe i coiIoip 2n ahihmknhI k -oie IhmkLyh kuosin or inhmhen kiI Lmosatn ekyhe rom eouh or nth eogt en -knhI h0s guhin oiLokmIp 99

Chapter Eight Time for a change Headhunted; company acquisition; world-wide contracts; Ministry of Defence projects; the QE2; redundancy Somewhere roaun d1987 wheu , w I worskui oag ot ghe fUxrknie obkffe7 , reffekcen vhoue ff pp trom reffrakgmeug ffouIapg ug IaiieIgkui gh g hkI ffpkeug7 iroavlI 'CE7 w I kugereIgen ku g pskui go me xoag Ieukor voIkgkou wkghku ghe xaIkueIIO .e eUvp kuen gh g kg w I H uuoT ygnO Lhkpe , w I w re gh g H uuoT w I ghe pouiWeIg xpkIhen vroteIIkou p Ioaun ffomv uT wkgh gr ffs refforn ot h ckui tkggen oag ecerT mkpkg rT x Ie7 u c p ceIIep ku ghe f- un ghe 'pTnex us xakpg -­‐aeeuI-­‐‑ pkuerI7 , w Iu-­‐‑g kugereIgen I , w I ffarreugpT ne pkui wkgh re ppT hkih geffh xro nff Ig gepeckIkou vronaffgI whkffh Ieemen maffh more eUffkgkui7 Io , I kn gh g , w I uog kugereIgenO K tew weesI v IIen7 un , reffekcen uogher ff pp trom ghe I me ffouIapg ug7 xag , i ce hkm ghe I me reIvouIe i kuO Hhe toppowkui n T7 , iog Teg uogher ff pp trom hkm nckIkui gh g he h n xeeu Isen xT ghe 'CE go Is me kt , woapn ʻoku hkm tor xre st Ig Io he ffoapn g ps ocer hkI kne I wkgh meO HhkI w I napT rr uien g hogep ue r .e ghrowO KI kg h vveuen7 ghe ukihg xetore , w I go meeg hkm7 , w I Ig Tkui wkgh mT t mkpT tor ukihg g trkeun-­‐‑I hoaIe ku ' mxrknieO 101

Skuffe he gr ceppen reiap rpT trom ' mxrknie go .e ghrow7 he IaiW ieIgen u vvrovrk ge gr ceppkui gkme un , nnen u eUgr ghkrgT mkuageI go ppow tor gr bkff vroxpemIO Hhe ueUg morukui7 , he nen ob un r u kugo IerkoaI gr bkff vroxpemIO ' aihg ou ghe mogorw TI wkgh uo ffffeII go gepevhoue ʻ‘poui xetore moxkpe vhoueIQ7 , ffoapn uog ieg meII ie go hkm un rrkcen torgTWtkce mkuageI p ge tor ghe meegkui ʼ uo Ikiu ot ghe 'CEO , gheu vhouen hkI obkffe ku . c ug xT Soaghvorg7 un he IaiieIgen he woapn xe h vvT go meeg me g hkI obkffe p ger ku ghe n T kt , w I treeO . ckui h n uo Iveffktkff vvokugmeugI tor gh g n T7 , vhouen mT Ieffreg rT go nckIe gh g , woapn uog xe ku ghe obkffe augkp p ger ʼ oupT go xe gopn gh g ghe ʼ’reIkneug ot AorWK w I ʻaIg ob ghe vhoue un gh g I he w I ku ʼ’ rkI un w I iokui go hov ocer un Iee oar uew obkffeI un w I pooskui torw rn go meegkui me g pauffhgkmeO jT ghkI gkme7 , reffsouen gh g uT ffh uffe , h n ot meegkui wkgh ghe 'CE xekui IaffffeII w I wepp un grapT xpowuO .owecer7 uogher ff pp IIaren me he w I Igkpp cerT seeu go meeg7 un , he nen ob go ieg ghe obkffe re nT tor mT vreIgkikoaI ckIkgorO KI kg h vveuen7 he w I oupT ku ghe obkffe tor () mkuageI7 un , ffoapn gr cep go . c ug ku ghe –eruoouO Joining Tnnoay-oo-­‐Tn-­‐‑ Gdms ,g garuen oag gh g H uuoT h n merien wkgh Poonm uI go torm ghe HP, ʻ‘H uuoT Poonm uI ,unaIgrkeIQ Proav7 un he w I ghe iroavlI 'CEO . ckui reckewen ghe xaIkueII ot H uuoT7 he w I w re gh g pghoaih kg vreckoaIpT h n u euck xpe voIkgkou ou ghe worpn Ig ie I ghe pe ner ku Ioaun ffommaukff gkouI ITIgemI7 kg h n uog sevg av wkgh geffhuopoiT un w I poIkui kgI voIkgkou ku ghe kunaIgrTO .e w ugen Iomeoue go rexakpn un reWvoIkgkou ghe xaIkueII un regaru 102

kg go kgI e rpker vp ffe I pe nkui torffe ku ghe kunaIgrTO ,g Ioaunen pkse ghe skun ot ffh ppeuie , ffoapn rkIe goO . ckui worsen mT uogkffe wkgh ' merouI7 , ʻokuen H uuoT ygn g ghekr he n obkffe ku 'o gxrknie I ghekr Peuer p F u ierO K–er tew weesI ku ghe rope un reckewkui ghe ffomv uTlI IgreuighI un we sueIIeI7 , oberen mT ghoaihgIO HheT were cerT Igroui ku neIkiukui un xakpnkui hkihWvertorm uffe poanIve serI tor ghe reffornkui un ffoutereuffe ceuae m rsegIO Sgkpp7 gheT I npT p ffsen ku neIkiukui mvpktkerI or vronaffgI tor ghe mkpkg rT un ogher re IO FT tkrIg reffommeun gkou w I gh g we Ihoapn reIe rffh ghe kugerW u gkou p m rseg go Iee kt kg woapn xe voIIkxpe go tkun ffomv uT gh g pre nT h n necepoven Iakg xpe geffhuopoiT wkgh ckew go ffBakrkui ghemO K–er pooskui g Iecer p ffomv ukeI ku ghe f- un xro n7 oue Ieemen v rgkffap rpT repec ug I kg pre nT vve ren go h ce ioon kugeru gkou p orner xoos un ghe repec ug nc uffen vronaffgIO HhkI ffomv uT w I KankU ygn ot S brou L pneu ku CIIeU7 uogher opn eIg xpkIhen ffomv uT ku ghe xro nff Ig Ioaun Iganko eun ot ghe m rW segO Aor Te rI7 gheT were ghe kunaIgrT Ig un rn tor Ioaun reffornkui neIsI ku ghe maIkff7 r nko7 un H3 kunaIgrkeIO HheT were pIo ghe m ku ffougr ffgor tor ghe vaxpkff nnreII ITIgemI ku Sg uIge n7 .e ghrow7 Pp Iiow un ogher krvorgI roaun ghe f-7 un kg Ieemen gh g gheT mkihg xe oveu go u vvro ffhO Lors gheu Ig rgen wkgh 'ooverI 0 yTxr un go ffounaffg nae nkpkieuffe ou ghekr ffffoaugIO HheIe poosen vromkIkui I gheT h n IkUWmkppkouWvoaun ffougr ffg ku ghe A r C Ig un Iecer p mapgkWmkppkouWvoaun ffougr ffgI ku ghe f- un epIewhereO 103

So7 ne p w I Ioou ireen avou7 un ghe uew ffomv uT xeff me H uuoTWKankU ygnO , w I gheu ob go S brou L pneu go ieg go suow ghe ge m un ghe tapp r uie ot vronaffgIO .owecer7 uog poui –er ghe ne p w I ireen avou un ghe merier ku vp ffe7 kg xeff me ffpe r gh g ghe ffffoaug ugI ʻ‘'oover 0 yTxr unQ h n m ne m ʻor error ku IIeIIkui ghe vrotkgI ot KankU ygnO Lhkpe gheT nkn kuneen h ce Ikiuktkff ug ffougr ffgI roaun ghe worpn gheT m ne x Ikff xag ffrkgkff p error ot ffffoaugkui tor pp ghe vrotkgI trom gheIe ffougr ffgI go xe kuffpanen ku ghe Te r ot ghe g seocer7 eceu pghoaih ghe ffougr ffgI Iv uuen ghe toppowkui toar or tkce Te rIO ,g nknu-­‐‑g beffg ghe x Ikff vremkIe gh g KankU w I ghe rkihg ffomv uT go xrkui kugo ghe iroav7 xag 'ooverI 0 yTexr un eunen av ku 'oarg ocer ghekr t kpare un tku ppT ireen go u oagWotWffoarg Iam I ffomW veuI gkouO PLC L…NnoeogiL-­‐‑s Eue eUffkgkui geffhuopoiT gheT were necepovkui w I monap r 3okffe Kp rm STIgem7 whkffh ffoapn xe Iff pen av go Iakg uT IkGe ot xakpnkui or ffomvpeUO ,u ebeffg7 kg revp ffen ghe uorm p Ikreu gTve ot p rm wkgh ham u cokffe7 pergkui veovpe gh g tkre h n xeeu negeffgen un gh g gheT Ihoapn pe ce ghe re kmmenk gepTO HhkI ffouW ffevg w I geIgen ou IganeugI g ghe poff p aukcerIkgT7 where iroavI ot IganeugI were pe– ku ffp IIroom wkgh tormI go tkpp oag ffoug kukui x Ikff BaeIgkouu kreO Aor oue iroav7 ghe uorm p tkre p rm Ioaunen7 un kg ffoapn xe Ieeu ou ''H3 gh g oue or gwo poosen roaun go Iee wh g ghe ogher woapn no un gheu ffougkuaen go tkpp ku ghe tormO K–er IkU mkuageI ot ghe Ikreu Ioaunkui un gwo veovpe neffknkui go pe ce7 ghe ogherI nkIffaIIen gh g kg w I vrox xpT geIg un ff rrken ou augkp 104

gheT iog ten av wkgh ghe uokIe un nrk–en oag –er Ieceugeeu mkuW ageIO Hhe Ieffoun iroavlI p rm w I ku ghe torm ot cokffe Ig gkui7 MKggeugkou7 tkre h I xeeu negeffgenO ʼ’pe Ie m se Toar w T oag ot ghe xakpnkui xT ghe ue reIg m rsen tkre eUkgqO Lkghku () IeffounI7 ghe room w I ffpe renO HhkI geIg w I reve gen Iecer p gkmeI7 un ghe reIapgI vrocen ffouIkIgeug7 wkgh ghe cokffe meII ie vromvgkui u kmmenk ge reIvouIe e ffh gkmeO Hhe cokffe p rm ITIgem h n kgI tkrIg vaxpkff nemouIgr gkou g Ig un , ori ukIen g Ikiuktkff ug kunaIgrT eUhkxkgkou ku EpTmvk O Kpoui wkgh ghkI w I r uie ot Akre un h G rnoaI re poanIve sW erI7 kuffpankui vopkffe hepmeg wkgh xakpgWku ffommaukff gkouI ITIW gem ʼ uogher uew necepovmeugO Eue ot ghe m ku vroʻeffgI whkffh KankU h n ʻaIg Ig rgen w I V &OzF ffougr ffg g F uffheIger Kreu O HhkI kuffpanen ghe vrockIkou ot pp Ioaun un ckneo ffommaukff gkouI ff xpeI ghroaihoag ghe m ku 105

ffomvpeUO Ho t ffkpkg ge ghkI7 mkpeI ot ckneo7 Ioaun7 un n g ffommaW ukff gkouI h n go xe nr wu ghroaih ghe epeffgrkff p ffougr ffgorlI meg p grauskui kuIg ppen ghroaihoag ghe ffomvpeUO K–er ghe mapgkgane ot nkbereug ff xpeI h n xeeu germku gen ku ghe vvrovrk ge xoUeI un ghe eBakvmeug ffouueffgen7 kg IanneupT xeff me ffpe r gh g ghe kuIg pW p gkou ge m were t ffen wkgh haunrenI ot nkbereug vroxpemI roaun ghe ffomvpeU ʼ pmoIg ecerTghkui w I t kpkuiO K–er arieug un eUW geuIkce kuceIgki gkou7 kg w I toaun gh g ku Iecer p ot ghe ʻauffgkouI un xeunI ku ghe grauskui“ ghe epeffgrkff p ffougr ffgor h n torioggeu go kuIg pp ghe vp Igkff ip unI go vreceug ghe ff xpeI trom xekui rkvven I gheT were nr wu ghroaih ghe mkpeI ot grauskuiO HhkI ffoIgpT vroxpem nep Ten kuIg pp gkou augkp ghe obeunkui ip unI ffoapn xe kuIg ppen un uew ff xpeI were I tepT nr wu ghroaihO wini-­‐‑cha ol MLlLn…L …onchT…c-­‐‑s Hwo m ʻor SffoggkIhWx Ien ffougr ffgI kucopcen neIkiukui un kuW Ig ppkui x IeWwkne 3okffe Kp rm ITIgemI tor ghe FkukIgrT ot ”eteuffe g 'oapvorg un A Ip ueO C ffh w I worgh roaun gwo mkppkou voaunI un kucopcen pk kIkui wkgh nkbereug epeffgrkff p ffougr ffgorI7 whkffh vrocen xkg ot mkuetkepnO C ffh ffougr ffgor w I ppoff gen Iveffktkff xakpnkui wkghku e ffh x Ie7 un ghe ffougr ffgorI were auner Igrkffg FE” iaknepkueI uog go nkIffaII ghekr v rgkffap r xakpnkui wkgh uT ogher ffougr ffgorO Pkceu gh g oar ITIgem h n go pkus wkgh pp ghe xakpnW kuiI ou Ikge7 we ueenen ffffeII go ghe kuIg pp gkou nr wkuiI tor e ffh xakpnkuiO Cceuga ppT7 –er ieggkui uowhere ku meegkuiI wkgh ghe kunkckna p ffougr ffgorI7 ghe FE” kIIaen nkreffgkce whkffh ppowen ghem go wors wkgh aIO Hhe tku p kuIg pp gkou kuffpanen g pp meg p gowW erI ffroII ghe gwo x IeI7 hopnkui u rr T ot we ghervrooten horu 106

poanIve serI ou e ffh ot ghe gowerlI toar IkneIO Hhe p rm ITIgem w I re WIeuIkgkce7 Io kt u p rm were oupT rep gen go oue v rg ot ghe x Ie7 oupT ghe ue reIg gowerI woapn xe ffgkc genO Et ffoarIe7 kt kg were ieuer p p rm7 pp gowerI woapn reffekce ghe I me meII ieO Part o tfh e cnsicghct o f rc m lundhaphrn o r k lmd rt acu Canmach FaNam vanhn Eue m ʻor ffougr ffg we Ihoapn h ce Ieffaren w I rep gen go ghe ffomvpege retarxkIhmeug ot ghe Ioaun ITIgemI ghroaihoag ghe -­‐CppO She ckIkgen ghe 'pTne ku ghe p ge d19)I7 un we were Isen go IarW 107

ceT her whkpe Ihe w I ku PreeuoffsO Arom ghe n T gheT were xakpg7 pp ghe -­‐aeeuI were tkggen wkgh H uuoT eBakvmeug tor ffommaukW ff gkouI7 vaxpkff nnreII7 un eugerg kumeugO Kpoui wkgh oue ot mT euikueerI7 ”oai £oxpe7 we vroffeenen wkgh ghe IarceT7 un , IaxIeW BaeugpT Iaxmkggen Baog gkou tor Ikiuktkff ug IamO 'au rn m uW iemeug kunkff gen gh g we were ghe vreterren xknnerO .owecer7 tew moughI p ger7 t ge kugerceuen7 un wheu Ihe w I I kpkui ffroII go £ew 2ors7 Ihe euffoaugeren Iecere Igorm gh g x npT n m ien her r n r nomeIO HheIe h n xeeu Iavvpken xT ʼ’hkpkvI ot Ckunhoceu ku .opp un7 un I v rg ot ghe revp ffemeug7 ʼ’hkpkvI oberen go kuffpane ghe retarxkIhmeug ot ghe Ioaun ITIgemI g suoffsnowu vrkffeO Kg ghkI gkme7 , w I gr ceppkui moIg weesI go S brou L pneu7 whkffh me ug ff gffhkui tpkihg trom Pp Iiow go Sg uIge n7 gheu g skui xaI go S brou L pneu un Ig Tkui ku poff p hogepO , w I euʻoTkui gr ceppkui un worskui wkgh ghe uew ge m ghereO .owecer7 ghkuiI were xoag go ffh uieO Kg oue ot mT moughpT meegkuiI wkgh ghe iroavlI 'CE7 , w I gopn gh g mT uew rope ueenen go xe x Ien verm W ueugpT ku S brou L pneu un gh g , Ihoapn ffouIkner mockui verm W ueugpT go Iomewhere ku ' mxrknieIhkreO , reIvounen gh g , nknu-­‐‑g Iee mT tagare ku Cuip un7 pghoaih , euʻoTen ghe re kmmeuIepT7 un pIo7 mT ikrpI were vvro ffhkui ghekr kmvorg ug Te rI g hkih IffhoopO Hhe pgeru gkce , w I oberen w I go ffffevg renaun uffT v ffs ie7 whkffh w I ireen avouO , pe ruen p ger gh g kt , h n mocen7 ghe 'CE w I vp uukui tor me go g se ocer ghe rauukui ot KankU ygn I ghe eUkIgkui m u ikui nkreffgor w I vp uukui go regkre ghe toppowkui Te rO l'-­‐‑eIg p 3kel ʼ who suowI where kg mkihg h ce pen5 108

Chapter Nine Becoming a Round Tabler and a Rotarian One of the youngest in Scotland; Ftting in in Basildon; more difFcult in kalWirW; Eorld Conference in !dinburgh When Iworek Idih tJaem swkkm wD fowwnT soeI swkkm dn,div ek ae iw -wdn ihe fowwn hJ-­‐ieo wD ihe -­‐‑wjnk fJcpe woRJndv mJidwnu fhdm wa-­‐odmek J ,Jodeib wD bwjnR pwJp cjmdnemmaenT Dowa DJoaeom iw JwjniJnim Jnk Jo keJpeom iw elejid,emu fheb aei wne J awnih Dwo kdnneo Jnk Joodek wji Jid,didem Jdaek Ji hep-­‐dnR ihe pwJp waajndibu i IJm J Rwwk el-­‐eodene Jm di dniowkjek ae iw J cowJkeo dope wD cjmdnemm -­‐ew-­‐pe Jnk RJ,e ae awoe wnDdkeneu When ke-­‐Joiek Dwo gJmdpkwnT IJm dniowkjek iw ihe pwJp pjc iheoe Jnk IJm oJ-­‐dkpb Je-­‐iek dniw ihe DeppwImhd-­‐ wD ihJi hJ-­‐ieou gJmdpkwn IJm J oepJid,epb neI iwIn ihenT Jnk e,eobwne IJm ,eob Dodenkpbu fhdnRm Ieoe wa-­‐peiepb kd.eoeni Ihen aw,ek iw yJprdoru i IJm eJmb iw -wdn ihe yJprdor -­‐‑wjnk fJcpe cb ioJnmDeoodnR ab aeaceomhd-­‐ cji aJrdnR Dodenkm IJm ajh awoe hJppenRdnRu xi ihJi idaeT ihe yJprdor fJcpe IJm wa-­‐wmek awmipb wD mwnm wD -­‐‑wiJob Bpjc aeaceomT Jnk dD bwjo DJiheo IJmnffi J -­‐‑wiJodJnT bwj -jmi IeoenFi wjnieku A,eo ihe ien wo mw beJom oeaJdnek dn ihe BpjcT ihdnRm eoiJdnpb hJnRek Jm wiheo neI aeaceom Jood,ek Jnk neI Dodenkmhd-­‐m ke,epw-­‐eku 109

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Chapter Fourteen COVID-19 World-wide panic; insufPcient EEv and kentilators; loc:-down; kacciney unnecessar# deaths COVID In JnaJur y2y01 J, sth nhe rhJu whbJn1 sth gU tJK da,s jJ,,hK sth shuupwih lpih,smnh mo 0221222 KhJst, ouml sth fCOIVD0- pua,-­‐ -­‐‑uh9p,hir 0y lmnst, juhpma,ir1 Jn hhns stJs tJK m99auuhK JnnaJiir omu 022, mo rhJu, hnJwihK stp, KhJKir pua, sm ,juhJK uJjpKir sm Jilm,s hhur 9mansur1 JnK J bimwJi jJnKhlp9 tJK hmihK-­‐ vtJs tJK ,sJushK J, J nhe ,suJpn mo pua,1 mupbpnJspnb pn vatJn jumpn9h pn ftpnJ1 eJ, ,aw,h.ahnsir sJPhn emuiKepKh wr stma,JnK, mo ftpnh,h 9hihwuJspnb sth ftpnh,h che WhJu JnK p,pspnb sthpu uhiJsph, pn msthu 9mansuph,-­‐ In sth hJuir lmnst, mo y2y21 ps wh9Jlh 9ihJu stJs stp, nhe pua, eJ, jumpnb KhJKir sm sth hiKhuir jmjaiJspmn mo hhur 9mansur ps hnshuhK-­‐ cm Pnmen Kuab, 9maiK opbts sth pua,-­‐ qmhunlhns, emuiKD epKh oJ9hK Jn an,hhn hnhlr epstmas hkjhuphn9h pn KhJipnb epst ,a9t J KhJKir stuhJs-­‐ Nthuh eJ, nm wiahjupns mn tme sm uhJ9s-­‐ Ymlh 9mansuph, ,tas sthpu wmuKhu, pllhKpJshir sm suJhiihu,-­‐ Is wh9Jlh 9ihJu stJs sth gU eJ, piiDh.apjjhK sm oJ9h stp, hlhuD bhn9r-­‐ Nth cGY tJK pn,axp9phns uh,mau9h, sm 9mjh epst sth Khiabh 133

mo hur pii jJsphns,-­‐ YsJx ,aKKhnir nhhKhK J la9t tpbthu ihhi mo jhu,mnJi jumsh9spmn h.apjlhns T-­‐‑-­‐‑SH sm jumsh9s sthl ouml stp, JpuD wmunh stuhJs ouml ,p9P jJsphns, JnK juhhns sthl ouml jJ,,pnb sth pua, sm msthu,-­‐ ffJnr mo sth ,hhuhir pii jJsphns, emaiK nhhK sm wh jiJ9hK mn J hnspiJsmu sm ,ajjmus sthpu ianb,-­‐ YaKKhnir1 sth gU tJK pn,axp9phns whK,1 -­‐‑-­‐‑S JnK hnspiJsmu, sm 9mjh epst KhlJnK-­‐ (uml J jhu,mnJi jmpns mo phe1 Kh,jpsh Jn pnpspJi ohJu stJs eh lpbts nms ,auph 9Js9tpnb sth pua,1 eh 9mjhK juhssr ehii-­‐ Ennh tJK 9Jabts fCOIV whomuh sth opu,s J99pnh JuuphK1 was ,aujup,pnbir1 I tJKn)s-­‐ Yth ,axhuhK omu Jwmas stuhh ehhP, JnK eJ, ihM ohhipnb hur ehJP omu ,hhuJi ehhP, JMhu stJs-­‐ EMhu sth opu,s Km,h mo sth J99pnh1 I ehns Kmen epst ps1 was ps eJ, nms smm ,hhuh1 Jistmabt ps ihM lh ohhipnb hur spuhK omu J ohe ehhP,-­‐ Nth qmhunlhns p,,ahK J im9PKmen jmip9r1 etp9t ,tas Kmen Jii was h,,hnspJi wa,pnh,,h, ,a9t J, ommK ,tmj, JnK jtJulJ9ph,-­‐ ShurD mnh tJK sm emuP ouml tmlh po jm,,pwih1 JnK eh ehuh sm lhhs nm 9mnsJ9s, msthu stJn rmau pllhKpJsh tma,h uh,pKhns,-­‐ Gmlh ,tmjD jpnb wmmlhK1 JnK pnpspJiir1 eh eJ,thK hhur pshl KhiphuhK da,s pn 9J,h sth pua, eJ, juh,hns mn sth jJ9PJbpnb-­‐ ShnsaJiir1 eh ,sJushK sm uhiJk mau jJuJnmpJ JnK ehuh JiimehK mas1 was eh 9maiK ,spii mnir lhhs epst J ohe ouphnK, JnK mnir po hhurmnh ,sJrhK y lhshu, JjJus-­‐ vh 9mjhK juhssr ehii epst sth im9PKmen jhupmK1 J, eh tJK J ,sJ9P mo anuhJK wmmP, mn tJnK-­‐ Nth ehJsthu pn hJuir y2y2 eJ, ,mlh mo sth wh,s hJuir ,allhu lmnst, eh tJK hkjhuphn9hK pn ,hhuJi rhJu,-­‐ Ntp,1 9majihK epst mau masKmmu bJuKhn JnK jihnsr mo pnKmmu ,jJ9h1 lhJns eh ehuh nhhu wmuhK-­‐ I tJshK sm stpnP mo etJs ps la,s tJh 134

whhn ipPh omu stm,h ,sa9P pn J ,lJii oiJs epst rmanb 9tpiKuhn sm Phhj hnshusJpnhK JnK hKa9JshK-­‐ Es mnh jmpns1 sm hJ,h sth hnmulma, juh,,auh mn tm,jpsJi whK,1 ps eJ, Kh9pKhK stJs hiKhuir jJsphns, 9maiK wh lmhK mas pnsm 9Juh tmlh,-­‐ gnomusanJshir1 nm jmip9r eJ, pn jiJ9h sm sh,s stm,h whpnb suJn,ohuuhK sm Khshulpnh po sthr ehuh 9Juurpnb sth pua,-­‐ Nth uhD ,ais eJ, stJs lJnr jJsphns, pn 9Juh tmlh, KphK annh9h,,Jupir hJuir KhJst, ouml sth pua,1 JnK pn sthpu iJ,s KJr,1 epst nm p,psmu, JiimehK sm hnshu sth tmlh1 sthpu mnir 9mnsJ9s eJ, stumabt sth biJ,, mo J 9im,hK mas,pKh epnKme-­‐ Ntp, JjjJiipnb ,psaJspmn eJ, hkjhuphn9hK wr Ennh), oJlpir ethn sthpu oJsthu1 Sehn1 eJ, pn J 9Juh tmlh JnK jJ,,hK JeJr epst nm oJlpir Js tp, ,pKh-­‐ Cnir J ohe oJlpir lhlwhu, ehuh JiD imehK sm JsshnK sth oanhuJi1 JnK mnir po epKhir ,jJ9hK mas-­‐ 135

Chapter Fifteen Leisure activities Taking up sailing; horse riding; trying to be artistic; writing; holidays Italy, Prague, Vienna, Norway Sailing… Around 1918 Ann, end a r,eIli,d s, s,r, wobt lnb,r,ib,d ln bt, i,e end woebih Ann,.i ʼed sei ln bt, ʼ’,rDtenb MecN end osn,d e woeb8 stlDt t, w,rbt,d eb vtu on bt, ylrbt oR FINd,h a sei worn wN bt, i,e end Ieb,r dliDoc,r,d a ted e ferlblf, t,rlbeC,h Ann, d,Dld,d bo murDtei, t,r Rlrib woeb8 end a sei emmolnb,d ei bt, iglmm,rh p, wobt boog e ʼeN kglmm,r Douri, eb WIeiCos MeublDeI FoII,C, w,Ror, tlbblnC bt, i,e Ien,ih kbrenC,IN8 enNon, Den murDtei, ,c,n e IerC, woeb slbt mos,rRuI ,nCln,i end beg, lb bo i,e slbt no D,rblRlDeblon oR enN Rorf end DofmI,b,IN slbtoub lnibruDbloni or und,ribendlnC oR bt, DtenClnC i,e Dondlblonih St, woeb sei GʼoImtlnG e T"erdN ʻʻ‘.h ab sei e ʻʻ‘H IonC mos,rwoeb slbt e mos,rRuI oubwoerd ,nCln,8 end s, g,mb t,r ln e w,rbt eb 2erCi ʼ’erlneh p, ted i,c,reI Cr,eb brlmi ln t,r8 lnDIudlnC on, bo vobt,ieN on bt, aiI, oR 0ub,h p, ted beg,n Ann,.i deuCtb,r kuien slbt ui end ted e Cr,eb deN oub unblI bt, r,burn Lourn,N8 st,n bt, slnd ted lnDr,ei,d ilCnlRlDenbIN8 end bt, sec,i w,Def, rouCth a btlng kuien sei mr,bbN DonclnD,d s, s,r, nob ColnC bo feg, lbh ptlI, a sei 137

for, DonRld,nb8 a D,rbelnIN ted fN RlnC,ri Droii,d bteb bt, ,nCln, souIdn.b RelI on ui on bt, DroiilnCh ptlI, GʼoImtlnG Cob ui bo enN d,iblneblon im,,dlIN8 bt, Donibenb noli, Rrof bt, oubwoerd mroc,d ennoNlnC on enN IonC Lourn,N8 end s, IonC,d bo brN eDbueI ielIlnC slbt Luib bt, slnd bo mos,r ui eIonCh Ann,.i i,Dond woeb sei TBICln ʼreCon.8 e ʻ1H FoIclD pebion slbt e felnielI end bsln t,edielIi8 e IerC, st,,Itoui,8 e mos,rRuI lnwoerd dl,i,I ,nCln, end w,rbti bo iI,,m Rourh an emm,erenD,8 lb Ioog,d Ilg, e ifeII bresI,r end tendI,d bt, i,ei slbt ,ei,h ab ted e ifeII CeII,N8 t,eblnC end bt, eIIj,ii,nbleI Tt,edi. Eor bolI,b bo Iendj Iuww,ri- DofmI,b, slbt itos,rh p, s,r, nos i,IRjDonbeln,d end DouId c,nbur, st,r, s, mI,ei,dh nD,8 s, ielI,d bo bt, ioubt,rn blm oR Arren end t,ed,d s,ib eDroii bt, Dtenn,I bo Fefmw,IIbosnh p, foor,d um ln bt, terwour bt,r, onIN bo dliDoc,r bteb iof, oR our Rrl,ndi Rrof 2erCi ʼ’erlne s,r, ibendlnC on bt, -­‐ueN sebDtlnC ui errlc,h p, -­‐ulDgIN i,Dur,d e wos end ib,rn foorlnC end tomm,d eitor, Ror e wI,bt,r st,n e Cuib oR slnd Def,8 end bt, n,-­‐‑b btlnC s, t,erd sei e iterm DreDg ei BICln ʼreCon.i wos wrog, bt, RIeCibe( on bt, ib,rn oR bt, n,-­‐‑b woebh p, ted RorCobb,n bo rlC bt, TimrlnCi.h St, Droii Iln,i Rrof e molnb on bt, woeb runnlnC eb )O d,Cr,,i bo molnbi Rurbt,r eIonC bt, -­‐ueN mr,c,nb bt, woeb Rrof foclnC weDg end Rorbth pteb s, ted ,-­‐‑m,Db,d bo w, e I,liur,IN seIg eround bt, bosn burn,d lnbo e deit bo Rlnd e iulbewI, Loln,r sto DouId Reitlon e n,s RIeCibe(h StengRuIIN8 bt, woeb osn,r sei d,IlCtb,d bo tec, e n,s on, lnibeII,d w,Ror, t, ielI,d o( ln bt, ,c,nlnC8 end s, I,ern,d e I,iion Rrof lbh 138

p, ted fenN ,nLoNewI, edc,nbur,i ln GBICln ʼreConGh kuDt ei ielIlnC btrouCt bt, w,eublRuI qxNI,i oR 0ub,8 ilbblnC on bt, d,Dg end ib,,rlnC slbt bt, r,fob, Ton eubomlIob. bo neclCeb, btrouCt bt, Tnerj rosi. on e m,rR,Db iuff,r deN8 foorlnC oc,rnlCtb Luib o( FerredeI, on bt, ʼ’uII oR xlnbNr, on e iblII8 DeIf nlCtb onIN bo w, eseg,n,d eb ʻ ef bo e torr,ndoui reDg,b stlDt wIeib,d bt, DeIf oR bt, nlCtb ff lb burn,d oub bo w, mroduD,d wN Rlc, )-­‐‑) -­‐ued wlg,i reDlnC ,eDt obt,r eIonC bt, w,eDth ur Rlrib nlCtb onwoerd eIio mroc,d e wlb iDerNh p, ted foor,d ln xef,i 0eN ln ʼ’lIImorb8 teclnC Luib fobor,d oc,r Rrof 2erCi ʼ’erlne8 our Rlrib ,-­‐‑m,rl,nD, slbt bt, n,s c,ii,Ih AH,r drommlnC bt, enDtor end i,DurlnC ui Ror bt, nlCtb ln n,er8 RIeb8 DeIf i,ei8 s, w,dd,d dosn Ror e Cood nlCtb.i iI,,mh kof,st,r, ln bt, iblII oR bt, nlCtb8 iof,btlnC wenC,d terd eCelnib bt, tuII8 end a sei lnibenbIN eseg, end um on d,Dg bo i,, lR s, ted drlH,d onbo roDgi8 wub s, s,r, iblII ln bt, ief, moilblonh Anobt,r wenC iound,d8 end lb i,,f,d bo w, DoflnC Rrof w,Ios d,Dgi8 end lb w,Def, DI,er bteb ln bt, is,II 139

bteb ted d,c,Iom,d8 bt, wenC Def, Rrof e dl(,r,nb ild, ei bt, woeb foc,dh A i,erDt oR eII bt, tebDt,i ln bt, Dewln RIoor r,c,eI,d bt, DuImrlb ff e IonC f,beI rod slbt e weII on bt, ,nd sei roIIlnC eDroii bt, RIoor oR on, tebDt end DoIIldlnC slbt bt, tuIIh ab iound,d c,rN Ioud end i,rloui ln bt, ,nDIoi,d imeD, oR bt, tuII8 wub oR Douri,8 lb sei Luib bt, tendI, Ror bt, f,DtenlDeI eu-­‐‑lIlerN wlIC, mufmh Bniurj lnC lb sei i,Dur,IN bl,d dosn8 s, r,burn,d bo m,eD,RuI iIufw,rih n, m,rR,Db iuff,r deN on our seN weDg dosn 2oDt yNn, Rrof anc,rereN8 slbt no slnd bo mos,r bt, ielIi8 s, s,r, foborlnC I,liur,IN st,n a imobb,d i,c,reI IerC, dorieI Rlni DroiilnC bt, sldbt oR bt, IoDt ln bt, dlibenD,h FubblnC bt, ,nCln,8 bt, woeb drlH,d iIosj IN eIonC unblI s, s,r, iurround,d wN iof, 4 or 9 0eiglnC ktergi8 eIfoib ei IonC ei bt, woeb E5ʻ‘H-h ab sei ReiDlneblnC bo sebDt ei e Rln Dub btrouCt bt, seb,r8 emmroeDtlnC dlr,DbIN eflditlm end bt,n iudd,nIN dliemm,erlnC8 I,eclnC e RIeb DeIf ei lb n,er,d bt, tuII end dlc,d w,Ios bt, woebh St, itergi i,,f,d bo ,nLoN btli8 r,m,eblnC bt, foc,i Ror ewoub RlH,,n flnub,i w,Ror, foclnC o(h p, DouId sebDt Rrof bt, wosi ei bt,i, CreD,RuI Dr,ebur,i mrocld,d ui slbt e f,forewI, ,-­‐‑m,rl,nD,h GBICln ʼreConG sei e c,rN “i,esorbtN“ c,ii,I8 wub eb 4 bonn,i8 it, r,-­‐ulr,d e r,eionewIN ibl( wr,,K, bo tec, t,r ielIlnC s,IIh p, d,Dldj ,d bo Ioog Ror iof,btlnC bteb souId ielI ln IlCtb,r slndih p, Round G2edN G ln e ferlne on 2oDt 2ofond end ted t,r brenimorb,d bo bt, 2erCi ferlneh kt, sei e s,IIj,-­‐ulmm,d ks,dlit GplnCe 4OG slbt il-­‐‑ w,rbti8 end s, ,nLoN,d ielIlnC t,r eround bt, FINd,h 140

'Lady 'O ,29 Swedish builtO 6 berth motor sailer R Douri,8 nob eII our ,-­‐‑m,rl,nD,i s,r, ei ,nLoNewI,h n e w,euj blRuI iuff,r.i deN8 s, ielI,d eround bo bt, s,ib ild, oR bt, aiI, oR 0ub, end enDtor,d ln e ifeII weNh ab sei e iDorDtlnC deN8 io a r,j brl,c,d e Den oR Fog, Rrof bt, RrldC, end -­‐u,nDt,d fN btlribh plbtln e R,s i,Dondi8 a sei srlbtlnC on bt, RIoor ln eConN end sond,rlnC lR Ann, souId w, ewI, bo reli, bt, enDtor end C,b f, weDg bo bt, ʼ’ej rlne ei Reib ei moiilwI,h yorbuneb,IN8 eIbtouCt lb sei ,-­‐‑DruDleblnC8 lb onIN Ieib,d ewoub ʻ‘ flnub,i8 end bt, meln w,Cen bo ,ei,h St, RrldC, Donb,nbi i,,f,d ,-­‐‑D,iilc,IN DoId8 end st,n bt, Il-­‐uld r,eDt,d fN gldn,Ni8 bt,N fuib tec, d,Dld,d bo itub dosnh ab“i Ilg, bt, iudd,n meln ln Nour t,ed bteb iof, m,omI, Den ,-­‐‑m,rl,nD, ,eblnC lD, Dr,ef8 wub lb“i fuDt sori,h AH,r Rlc, N,eri oR ,nLoNlnC our ielIlnC edc,nbur,i8 a w,Def, r,j dundenb Rrof fN ,fmIoNf,nb8 end s, DouId no IonC,r e(ord bo Donblnu, slbt bt, w,rbtlnC R,,i or bt, Doibi oR runnlnC bt, woebh "os,c,r8 a dld osn i,c,reI dl(,r,nb dlnCtl,i8 stlDt ,newI,d f, bo ,nLoN bt, mI,eiur, oR w,lnC Ton bt, seb,r.h St,i, renC,d Rrof 141

e Ioc,IN jRoob sood,n dlnCtN CredueIIN d,Dr,eilnC ln ilK, end s,lCtb unblI8 eb bt, eC, oR 9ʻ‘8 a d,Dld,d bteb fN deNi oR teuIlnC e dlnCtN um bt, w,eDt itouId ,ndh Horse ri ing… a ted oH,n btouCtb rldlnC e tori, sei iof,btlnC a souId w, Cood eb ff mrowewIN w,Deui, oR bt, fenN DoswoN RlIfi a ted sebDt,d ei e DtlId– lb Ioog,d io ,eiN7 2lclnC ln 0uiwN slbt ibewI,i eb bt, ,nd oR our roed mrocld,d bt, ld,eI ommorbunlbN bo b,ib btli oub8 end eround 11ʻ‘8 Ann, end a iberb,d beglnC I,iioni eb bt, 0uiwN B-­‐ulbeblon F,nbr,h a ioon r,eIli,d bteb bo do btli s,II r,-­‐ulr,i e Cr,eb d,eI oR ,-­‐‑m,rl,nD,h p, mroCr,ii,d btrouCt bt, seIglnC8 brobblnC8 end Denj b,rlnC ibeC,i end ,nLoN,d i,c,reI rld,i oub Rrof bt, ibewI,ih St,n8 stlI, on bt, aiI, oR 0ub,8 s, seIg,d end Denb,r,d tori,i on bt, foor end bt, w,eDt,i8 stlDt sei c,rN ,nLoNewI,h 3nRorbuneb,IN8 on, deN ln bt, rldlnC iDtooI8 Ann, iIlmm,d o( bt, ieddI, end Iend,d wedIN on t,r rlCtb itouId,r8 stlDt iblII Deui,i t,r mrowI,fi bodeNh p, bt,n d,Dld,d bo beg, um for, C,nbI, eDblclbl,ih 142

dPohogratPp an yrh… a tec, w,,n lnb,r,ib,d ln mtoboCremtN ilnD, fN ,erIN deNi ln bt, dergroof eb ʼ’err FoII,C,8 end fN eDblc, lncoIc,f,nb ln btli Rl,Id tei mroc,d t,ImRuI ln fenN oR fN mroR,iiloneI eDblclbl,ih A Cood ,N, Ror RreflnC e iD,n, sei t,ImRuI st,n beglnC mlDbur,i end ,ii,nbleI st,n Dr,eblnC e d,ilCn Ror meC,i Ror e s,wilb, or e wroDtur,h c,r bt, N,eri8 a tec, iuDD,iiRuIIN ioId i,c,reI mlDbur,i8 iof, oR stlDt tec, w,,n dlimebDt,d bo Dounbrl,i ewroedh kof, blf, eCo8 a d,Dld,d bo iberb melnblnC uilnC seb,rDoIouri end olIi end w,Cen bo ,nLoN bt, ,-­‐‑m,rl,nD, oR im,ndlnC blf, eb bt, ,ei,Ih Ann, eIseNi ield it, DouIdn“b dres e ibrelCtb Iln, end souId w, ui,I,ii eb erb8 io a wouCtb t,r en erb Douri, eb bt, IoDeI DturDt8 end nos it, li eIio iflbb,nh p, burn,d bt, Doni,rceborN lnbo e ibudlo end tec, bso ,ei,Ii ln ui,h a sei dewwIlnC ln morbrelbi wub ef nos weDg on IendiDem,ih Ann, li dolnC i,eiDem,i end wosIi oR Rrulbh Ann,“i Douiln kuKenn, "unb,r li eIio c,rN fuDt lnbo melnblnC end li e s,IIjeDDofmIlit,d erblib slbt fenN ioId mlDbur,i ln t,r morbRoIloh Two of Anne's Paintings 143

Two of my paintings Aar ening an a Ganine crien … p, wobt ,nLoN our Cerd,ni ln 0uiwN end ʼ’lIImorbh a dld foib oR bt, t,ecN sorg wub I,ec, bt, DtolD, oR mIenbi bo Ann,8 sto li fuDt for, gnosI,dC,ewI, ln bteb Donb,-­‐‑bh 3nmIenn,d8 s, w,Def, bt, osn,ri oR e sorglnC FoDg,r kmenl,I DeII,d ʼ’e-­‐‑h p, s,r, ln bt, Rronb Cerd,n on, iuff,r deN st,n kuien emm,er,d w,lnC dreCC,d eIonC bt, mec,f,nb wN btli Ioc,j IN NounC doC bteb sei wuriblnC RuII oR ,n,rCNh ", ted w,,n bslD, r,tof,d ei e mummN end eb on, blf, I,H IoDg,d ln e CereC,h Ai kuien“i gldi s,r, g,,n bo tec, e doC it, btouCtb m,rtemi ʼ’e-­‐‑ souId w, iulbewI,h ", sei btr,, N,eri oId wN btli blf, wub ted n,c,r w,,n breln,d on e I,ed end muII,d ln eII dlr,Dblonih 0,lnC e sorglnC c,rilon oR e FoDg,r t, sei iIlCtbIN IerC,r end c,rN ibronC end sei mroclnC boo ibronC Ror kuien end bt, gldi end lb Ioog,d Ilg,IN bteb t, souId w, t,edlnC weDg bo bt, doC tof,h 144

a iuCC,ib,d it, itouId I,ec, tlf slbt f, Ror e s,,g bo i,, lR a DouId C,b tlf bo eDD,mb w,lnC on e I,edh Steb sei slitRuI btlnglnC8 wub wN bt, ,nd oR bt, s,,g t, ted son oc,r our t,erbih ktorbIN eH,r8 s, s,nb on toIldeN bo Felrnween end a ilfmIN DouIdn“b DonbroI tlf on e I,ed8 t, souId brN bo itoob eDroii e roed bo C,b bo enN obt,r doC end ln bt, Ror,ib a sei dreCC,d ,c,rNst,r, ei t, RoIIos,d tli noi, on e iD,nbh an d,im,reblon8 a wouCtb e W,nbI, 2,ed,r t,ed tern,ii wub t, -­‐ulDgIN Round tos bo C,b bteb o( tli noi, ei ioon ei a ted lb ln mIeD,h a d,Dld,d on on, Ieib ebb,fmb w,Ror, i,ndlnC tlf weDgh a Cob bt, W,nbI, 2,ed,r on tlf end lff,dleb,IN iberb,d bo run slbt tlf end Rrof bt,n on btlnCi w,Cen bo lfmroc, drefeblDeIINh p, bt,n ted bt, Cr,eb mI,eiur, oR teclnC e Ioc,IN8 ow,dl,nb end c,rN Rrl,ndIN doC bteb s, DouId beg, enNst,r, slbtoub sorrNh ", sei fuDt edflr,d enNst,r, s, seIg,d slbt tlf end t, Cec, ui br,f,ndoui ,nLoNf,nb Ror bt, n,-­‐‑b b,n N,eri oR tli IlR,h 145

dragfeu ,iennau ,eniGeu VorNap an wirhP aps… an 1198 st,n Ann, r,blr,d eH,r sorglnC ln Fef,roni Ror )ʻ‘ N,eri8 a woog,d e toIldeN8 I,eclnC bt, RoIIoslnC deN8 eiiuflnC it, souId Rlnd lb c,rN terd bo tec, merb,d DofmenN eH,r io fenN N,erih Ai lb temm,n,d8 it, n,c,r Ioog,d weDg8 end s, errlc,d ln 'reCu, ln serf iuff,r s,ebt,rh p, DouId ,nLoN bt, ilCtbi end ioundi oR btli tliborlD DlbN end iefmI, iof, Cr,eb Roodh St, tlCtIlCtb sei m,rtemi DroiilnC bt, FterI,i 0rldC, on, ,c,nlnC Luib ei lb sei CroslnC derg end ibommlnC bo Ilib,n bo bt, w,eublRuI ilnClnC oR e ClrI“i Dtolr Rrof bt, 3kA8 stlDt sei io beg,n wN bt, ebfoimt,r, on bt, wrldC, bteb bt,N wurib lnbo ionC ff c,rN foclnC end unl-­‐u,7 "eclnC iefmI,d bt, d,IlCtbi oR 'reCu,8 s, woerd,d bt, breln bteb souId beg, ui eDroii bt, word,r lnbo Auibrle end bt, DlbN oR zl,nneh ArrlclnC eround flddeN8 s, s,r, itoDg,d bteb bt, b,fm,rebur, sei eIfoib K,ro end fed, sori, wN e ibl( slndh pori, sei bo Dof, Ieb,r ln bt, deN st,n s, dliDoc,r,d bteb wN 9mf8 n,erIN ,c,rNbtlnC sei DIoi,d8 lnDIudlnC r,ibeurenbih p, ted bo feg, do slbt e DerrNjoub Rrof e Reib Rood oubI,b Derrl,d weDg bo our roofh p, ,nLoN,d clilblnC bt, 2lmibenj n,r kbeIIloni8 sebDtlnC bt,lr unl-­‐u, dr,iieC, dlimIeN8 Ilib,nlnC bo e ʼ’oKerb DonD,rb8 end teclnC f,eIi ln tliborlD IoDeblonih 146

pt,n a r,eDt,d 4ʻ‘8 vuwN end M,lI toib,d e Cerd,n merbNh a ted eiiuf,d lb souId w, Ror e ifeII nufw,r8 wub st,n a errlc,d8 a sei Cr,,b,d wN e i,e oR 5ʻ‘ ReD,ih Ann,8 vuwN8 end kuien ted lnclb,d fN deuCtb,ri end bt,lr tuiwendi end CrendDtlIdr,n8 eIonC slbt Ftrli8 AIen end bt,lr slc,i8 2lK ; kt,lIe end fenN obt,r Rrl,ndih So D,I,wreb, fN 4ʻ‘bt wlrbtdeN8 Ann, orCenli,d e clilb bo z,nlD, end e btr,,jdeN Druli, ln bt, AdrleblD on woerd “St, voNeI FIlmm,r“ Ee Ojfeib,d ielIlnC itlm-h p, btorouCtIN ,nLoN,d bt, ilCtbi8 ioundi end r,fergewI, erDtlb,Dbur, oR btli unl-­‐u, DlbN oR DeneIih n bt, Rourbt deN8 s, woerd,d bt, voNeI FIlmm,r end ielI,d oub ei bt, iun i,b8 Ilib,nlnC bo bt, iound oR zenC,Ili“i GFon-­‐u,ib oR 'eredli,G ff c,rN rofenblD7 St, n,-­‐‑b btr,, deNi s,r, im,nb ielIlnC end clilblnC kIoc,nle end Froebleh 147

yor fN 9ʻ‘bt wlrbtdeN8 Ann, woog,d e unl-­‐u, IodC, DeII,d bt, sI "oui, Luib oubild, kb Andr,sih St, s,ebt,r sei m,rR,Db8 end s, ted Rlc, wrlIIlenb deNi ,-­‐‑mIorlnC bt, Beib M,ug oR ylR,h n r,burnlnC end bo Donblnu, D,I,wreblnC8 kuien ted woog,d IunDt eb bt, Ferbj ceI, ln 0uiwN8 stlDt a eiiuf,d sei Ror Ann, end fNi,IR8 eIonC slbt kuien ; end xebl,h p, seIg,d lnbo bt, FerbceI, bo dliDoc,r ʻO oR bt, ReflIN8 lnDIudlnC CrendDtlIdr,n end bt,lr woNRrl,ndi8 tldd,n ln bt, weDg roofh ab sei e bobeI iurmrli, end e Cr,eb nlCtbh pt,n Ann, burn,d 9ʻ‘8 a orCenli,d e iurmrli, merbN eb 'ergIendi "ob,I Ror ReflIl,i end Rrl,ndi sto Loln,d ui Ror IunDt end drlngih a mr,mer,d e cliueI mr,i,nbeblon oR t,r IlR,8 Doc,rlnC bt, RuII im,Dbruf Rrof wlrbt ln bt, ser N,eri btrouCt DtlIdtood8 iberblnC sorg slbt t,r ded ln Fp Fef,ron8 relilnC e ReflIN8 r,burnlnC bo Fef,roni eCeln8 end bt,n our IlR, boC,bt,rh 148

an ʻʻ‘ʻ58 s, ,fwerg,d Rrof voiNbt on bt, 0eIforeI Druli, itlm on e Rlc,jnlCtb Druli, bo MorseNh pt,n s, errlc,d ln 0,rC,n durlnC bt, nlCtb8 lb sei e r,eI iurmrli, ln bt, fornlnC bo om,n bt, Durbelni ln our Dewln end i,, e cl,s oR bt, wuiN terwour rlCtb ln bt, D,nbr, oR bt, bosnh k,c,reI ifeII R,rrl,i s,r, iDooblnC eDroii bt, seb,r bo dl(,r,nb IoDebloni– e t,IlDomb,r sei IendlnC8 e RINlnC woeb sei beglnC o(8 end i,c,reI ifeII DreH s,r, eIio on bt, seb,rh AH,r ,-­‐‑mIorlnC 0,rC,n8 s, Druli,d norbt eIonC bt, Doeib bo Id,n8 ielI,d on en lnIend Ieg,8 end br,gg,d bo bt, Roob oR e CIeDl,rh St, 149

ifeII itlm8 slbt Luib 8ʻʻ‘ʻ‘ meii,nC,ri8 dldn“b R,,I Drosd,d end sei e btorouCtIN ,nLoNewI, Druli,h yn bhalian y Ienhfre… an 1158 eIonC slbt btr,, Rrl,ndi8 s, ,fwerg,d on e drlc, bo abeINh 2onCjblf, Rrl,ndi ʼ,nnli ; ktlrI,N Wr,,n end ʼ’erCer,b Fosl, s,r, our Dofmenloni on bt, Lourn,Nh ktlrI,N.i ilib,r osn,d en emerbj f,nb ln bt, ifeII clIIeC, oR ʼ’onb,rDtl ln SuiDenN8 end s, omb,d bo ui, btli ei our abeIlen wei,h St, roub, oub sei Der,RuIIN mIenn,d8 slbt tob,I ibomi woog,d ln 2u-­‐‑,fwourC8 ʼ’onbr,u-­‐‑ end e ifeII bosn eb bt, bom oR abeINh ʼ,nnli end a souId iter, bt, drlclnC oR bt, 4ji,eb,r v,neuIb BimeD, bteb Ann, ted ln Fef,roni Ror bt, brlmh An ,c,nlnC ielIlnC Rrof "uII bo !,,wruCC, f,enb s, errlc,d r,j Rr,it,d ln "oIIend8 end a boog bt, Rlrib I,C oR drlclnC ln Burom,h ArrlclnC ln 0ruii,Ii8 ʼ,nnli r,eIli,d t, DouIdn.b Dom, slbt drlclnC ewroed8 end a boog oc,r Ror bt, r,ib oR bt, brlm8 stlDt iulb,d f, Rln,8 end a ,nLoN,d bt, stoI, ,-­‐‑m,rl,nD,h ArrlclnC ln 2u-­‐‑,fwourC ln bt, ,erIN ,c,nlnC8 s, ReD,d our Rlrib mrowI,fh Mo on, ted t,erd oR bt, tob,I s, ted woog,d8 end s, im,nb bt, n,-­‐‑b R,s touri w,lnC dlr,Db,d bo dl(,r,nb IoDebloni eround bt, DlbNh 0N btli blf,8 lb sei C,bblnC derg8 end s, s,r, rebt,r blr,d8 io st,n a Round bt, n,-­‐‑b tob,I8 s, d,Dld,d bo DeII lb e deN end woog lnh ab DouIdn.b tec, w,,n e w,bb,r tob,I8 end ln bt, fornlnC8 st,n s, s,r, ewoub bo d,merb8 s, s,r, Cr,,b,d slbt bt, ilCtb oR fenN fuIbljDoIour,d tob elr weIIooni beglnC bo bt, igN ewoc, bt, DeibI, seII8 Luib e R,s Nerdi Rrof bt, tob,I ,nbrenD,h 150

St, n,-­‐‑b ibom sei ʼ’onbr,eu-­‐‑ ln kslbK,rIend8 e IoDeblon a gn,s s,II Rrof bt, fenN lnb,rnebloneI ,-­‐‑tlwlbloni a ted ebb,nd,d bt,r,h a -­‐ulDgIN Round our eDDoffodeblon dlr,DbIN ln bt, bosnh Bnb,rlnC abeIN8 s, ibomm,d Ror bt, nlCtb eb 'leD,nKeh yrof bt,r,8 s, mroD,,dj ,d dosn bt, D,nbr, oR abeIN bo bt, ifeII tlIIbom clIIeC, oR ʼ’onb,rDtl8 stlDt mroc,d bo w, en ld,eI IoDeblon slbt w,eublRuI cl,si oR bt, iurj roundlnC DounbrNild,h p, boog e breln bo vof, end im,nb bso deNi ,-­‐‑mIorlnC bt, sond,ri oR bteb Cr,eb DlbN8 seIglnC btrouCt bt, FoIli,j uf– clilblnC bt, zeblDen– kb ',b,ri end bt, Sr,cl younbeln8 efonCib obt,r ilb,i end ioeglnC ln bt, abeIlen ebfoimt,r,h a D,I,wreb,d fN Oʻ‘bt wlrbtdeN slbt fN Rrl,ndi8 sto i,Dr,bIN mr,mer,d bt, toui, slbt weIIooni8 wenn,ri8 mr,i,nbi8 end e wlrbtdeN Deg, stlI, Ann, end a s,r, oub Ror e ibroIIh p, ibomm,d ln Auibrle end 0,ICluf on bt, seN weDg w,Ror, t,edlnC bo vobb,rdef end bt, R,rrN tof,h ab ted w,,n e toIldeN IeD,d slbt Cr,eb ,-­‐‑m,rl,nD,i end RuII oR IeuCtb,rh vPe Tairciel groft… yor bt, meib O N,eri s, tec, ted e mr, Ufei clilb bo bt, yelrRl,d "ob,I ln ANr eIonC slbt bt, 2osi8 bt, Wr,,ni8 ʼ’erCer,b Fosl,8 bt, PeDgi end bt, 'ebb,rionih kedIN8 ʼ’erINn ; Ftrli 'ebb,rion8 ʼ,nnli Wr,,n end ʼouCIei PeDg er, no IonC,r ln bt, Iend oR bt, IlclnC wub s, iblII g,,m um bt, bredlblonh 151

Chapter Sixteen My extended family Rejects; chance encounter; the Grimes family; the Kelly family; the Camerons; cousins When nne Ana d IebAce mneo ,e hAa wsi bhsxalen Ier,een two Ana uelhAuw nmr wtlulswsnpxgo sr ulmyea asvsbtxr ffml eyelgmne rm Abbeur rhe bhAnpe mff bslbtcwrAnbewf xx mff nne.w ffAcsxg ,ele Aatxrw Ana hAa AxleAag xeʼ hmceo eibeur ffml ʼ’twAn ,hm ,Aw wrsxx xsysnp Ar ,srh hel SAao Ana cg pslxw ,ele Dtwr reenApelw xsysnp ,srh rhesl jtcf nne.w jtco Aw rhe cArlsAlbh mff rhe MAcelmn bxAno bmcuxerexg leDebrea ce Ana ffmtna sr asvsbtxr rhAr mne mff hel aAtphrelw ,Aw nm, weuAlArea fflmc hel htwIAnaf Cm,eyelo A ffe, geAlw snrm mtl ne, xsffe sn HtwIgo A bhAnbe ceersnp ,Aw rm lewmxye rhsw swwtef Slsysnp IAbB fflmc kAwr EsxIlsae rm HtwIg mn cg m,n mne aAgo d uAwwea A wcAxx bAl rhAr AuueAlea rm hAye hsr rhe benrlAx lewelyArsmnf Hewsae sro An exaelxg penrxecAn ,Aw snwuebrsnp rhe fflmnr ,heexf x,Agw ,sxxsnp rm hexu wmcemne sn rlmtIxeo d rtlnea Almtna Ar rhe neir lmtnaAImtr Ana wrmuuea Iehsna rhe bAlf Kheno d nmrsbea r,m exaelxg xAasew sn rhe IAbB Ana AwBea sff rheg neeaea AwwswrAnbef Tn Iesnp rmxa rhAr rhe penrxecAn hAa pmne rm rhe AaDAbenr hmrex rm uhmne ffml hexuo d mvelea rm ltn rhec ,heleyel rm per rhec hmcef d rhen ulmbeeaea 153

rm rhe hmrex Ana ffmtna rhe penrxecAn sn lebeursmno mnxg rm aswbmyel sr ,Aw nne.w Onbxeo UAbBse Mm,Ano ,hmc d Bne, fflmc ,mlBsnp sn MAcelmnwf Ce snffmlcea ce rhAr rhe r,m xAasew ,ele nne.w jtc JAxwm (Ano ,hmc d hAa neyel cerN Ana hel wswrel jep JUAbBse.w ,sffeNf Tn lertlnsnp rm hsw bAlo nne.w jtc ulmcurxg rmxa UAbBse rhAr A xmyexg gmtnp cAn hAa mvelea rm ltn rhe xAasew) hmce mnxg rm Ie rmxao 'HlAbe gmtlwexffo (An “ rhAr ,Aw MhAlxse Eexxg–!f d asa ltn rhec hmceo Ana fflmc rhAr aAgo d ,Aw enrslexg Abbeurea Ig rhe MAcelmn MxAnf The Griem sfiraly k,eno nne)w exaewr wmno ,mlBea sn rhe wAxew wsae mff MW MAcelmn)w ffAcsxg ffslc Axmnpwsae hsw jtc Ana hsw Onbxewo Mhlsw Ana xAnf yelg mtr,Ala”pmsnp uelwmno he cAae fflsenaw eAwsxgo Ana d ,Aw ulsysxepea rm ,mlB Axmnpwsae hsc Ar MAcelmn)wf Ce cAllsea kxAsne Hmga Ana cmyea rm xsye Dtwr hAxff A csxe fflmc tw sn HtwIgo ,hele ,e IebAce leptxAl yswsrmlw rm rhesl AImae Ar -syelwsae MmrrApef Ewen na d n N Cemrn Ce ,Aw yelg bxmwe rm hsw jtco Ana rheg wtuumlrea eAbh mrhel ,exxf Ce ,Aw Ax,Agw yelg snrelewrea sn Angrhsnp fflmc bhAnpew ,e hAa cAae rm rhe hmtwe ml pAlaen rm ,hAr ,e hAa Ieen tu rm eAbh aAgf ʼel A ffe, geAlw mff cAllsea xsffeo rheg asymlbeao Ana he xArel cAl” lsea ʼ’AnalA jAlbm Ana Axmnp bAce hsw aAtphrel Mhxmeo ,hmc he rmrAxxg Aamleaf 154

pAsno ,e wuenr A xmr mff rsce Ar -syelwsae Mmr” rApe wtuumlrsnp rhec ,srh rhesl ne, Aaasrsmno hexusnp ,srh rhe xAlpe pAlaen Ana penelAx cAsn” renAnbef k,en mʼen bAce lmtna rm mtl hmtwe ffml hsw IleABffAwr mn A KhtlwaAgf n eAlxg cecmlg d hAye mff nne)w mrhel wmno jAlrsn ,Aw xswren” snp rm hsc mn rhe lAasm IlmAabAwrsnp A MhlswrcAw cewwApe fflmc UeltwAxecf Ce hAa wrAlrea xsffe Aw A uhmrmplAuhel Ana A DmtlnAxswr Ana hAa cAng fflsenaw sn dwlAexf Ce ,Aw A AuAlA-­‐-­‐s uhmrmplAuhel IAwea sn -­‐‑mw npexew ffml A ffe, geAlw Itr lertlnea rm ʼ’bmrxAna ,hen hsw Ilmrhel aseaf ʼel A rsceo he aebsaea rm wrtag lr Ana rmmB A ae” plee bmtlwe Ar StnbAn mff UmlaAnwrmne sn Stnaee Ieffmle plAatArsnp ,srh A Rsne lr Sepleef Whsxe he hAw A ffxAr sn rhe ,ewr ena mff PxAwpm,o he hAw Ieen wrAgsnp Ar mtl hmtwe sn HtwIg ffml rhe uAwr ffe, geAlwf oSu n s & mMtn ʼ’twAno nne)w exaewr aAtph” relo wuenr wmce rsce sn A EsI” Itr-­‐ sn dwlAex Ieffmle aebsasnp rm wrtag ntlwsnp Ana Iebmce An zk ntlwe Ar rhe Itwg LsbrmlsA dnffsl” cAlg sn PxAwpm,f ʼ’he rhen IebAce A ulAbrsbe ntlwe Ana FtAxsffsea Aw A (tlwe lAbrsrsmnelf ʼ’he cAllsea (mex (exswo Ana r,m bhsxalen wmmn ffmxxm,eaG A wmno SAnsex Ana A aAtphrelo EArsef (mex Ana ʼ’twAn asymlbea ,hen rhe bhsxalen ,ele wrsxx gmtnpo Ana ,e hAa rhe uxeAwtle mff hexusnp rm xmmB Aʼel rhec Aw rheg ple, tuf ʼ’twAn eyenrtAxxg cmyea rm HtwIg Ana xsyew AImtr hAxff A csxe fflmc twf SAnsex sw nm, &V Ana A ffsrneww bmAbhq EArse 155

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usbBea tu ffAcsxg xsffe sn ʼ’bmrxAnaf ʼ’he sw nm, yelg ctbh uAlr mff rhe MAcelmn0Plscew0Eexxg bxAnf Wsrh Axcmwr nm cecmlg mff hel leAx SAao whe sw yelg bxmwe rm PAllg sn RxmlsaA Ana wuenaw rsce eAbh geAl sn rhe ʼ’tnwhsne ʼ’rAref ʼ’he hAw rhe wAce mtr,Ala”pmsnp uelwmnAxsrg Aw hel aAao k,enf The …eaal sfiraly -m-­‐ J-mwAxsnaN Ana -hmnA Ale cAllsea Ana hAye r,m bhsxalen eAbho wm d Ac Ixewwea ,srh r,m pleAr wmnw”sn”xA, Ana ffmtl xmyexg plAnabhsxalenf Mtllenrxg xsysnp sn (e,rmn jeAlnwo -m-­‐ plAatArea fflmc Aswxeg Onsyelwsrg ,srh A aeplee sn Htwsnewwo kbmnmcsbwo z jAlBersnp Anao ffml rhe uAwr &V geAlwo hAw ,mlBea Aw A jAlBersnp jAnApel ,srh ʼ’bmrrswh m,elf Stlsnp rhAr rsceo whe ,mn An snrel” nArsmnAx A,Ala ffml mne mff hel ulmDebrwo snbxtasnp mne ulewenrea sn -­‐‑Aw LepAwf ʼ’he hAw wer tu A ne, enelpg bmcuAng sn dlexAna Ana sw heAasnp tu rhe amcewrsb btwrmcel bmcctnsbArsmnw reAcf irl s & mMtn Cel htwIAnao jAlrsn -Aeo sw A Htws” neww Seyexmucenr jAnApel sn rhe uenwsmnw Ana snyewrcenrw snatwrlgf Kheg ,ele cAllsea sn OuxA,cmml Alswh Mhtlbh mn TbrmIel 71rh 7666o Ana rhe lebeursmn ,Aw sn Mltrhel” xAna Cmtwe Cmrexf -m-­‐ z jAlrsn Ale Been wBselw Ana hAye enDmgea leptxAl wBs hmxsaAgw sn RlAnbe Ana drAxgf Kheg Ale Axwm Alaenr bgbxswrwf Khesl exaewr aAtphrelo MAsrxsno hAw Dtwr plAatArea ,srh A HAbhexml mff lbhsrebrtle J,srh 158

CmnwN aeplee Aʼel bmcuxersnp rhe ffmtlrh geAl mff A weyen”geAl bmtlwe Ar rhe PxAwpm, ʼ’bhmmx mff lro Ascsnp rm Iebmce A MhAlrelea lbhsrebr Ana sw Axwm A FtAxsffsea wBs snwrltbrml sn hel wuAle rscef ʼ’he ArrAsnea rhe StBe mff kasnItlph)w Pmxa ,Alaf MAcelmn Jrhesl mrhel aAtphrelN sw wrtagsnp wgbhmxmpg z UmtlnAxswc Ar ʼ’rlArhbxgae Onsyelwsrg Ana sw A Been aAnbel Ana sw uAlr mff rhe Ons aAnbe reAc ,hsxe ,mlBsnp uAlr”rsce sn An jzʼ’0H lerAsx mtrxer rm eAln cmnegf -hmnA Axwm ,mlBea sn rhe enelpg snatwrlg Aw A ffsnAnbe bmnrlmxxel sn A lene,AIxew bmcuAng ffml weyelAx geAlwf ʼ’he Axwm ,mlBea ,srh ce Ar Eexxg Alrnelwhsu -­‐‑raf sn rhe kAwr EsxIlsae mvsbef dn lebenr geAlwo whe aebsaea rm Iebmce A reAbhsnp AwwswrAnr Ana enDmgw rhe bxAwwlmmc eiuelsenbef izrn s oMS mM Cel htwIAnao ʼ’rtAlr jAwmno ,Aw rhe bmnwrltbrsmn aslebrml mff ʼ’bmrrswh” m,el -ene,AIxew Anao Ar mne rsceo rhe lmDebr jAnApel lewumnwsIxe ffml rhe snwrAxxArsmn mff Whsrexeew Wsna” ffAlco rhe xAlpewr ,sna ffAlc sn kt” lmueo ffml cAng geAlwf CAysnp rABen eAlxg lerslecenro ʼ’rtAlr hAw rsce rm utlwte hsw uAwwsmn ffml pmxff Ana bg” bxsnpf ʼ’rtAlr z -hmnA ,ele cAllsea sn CgnaxAna Alswh Mhtlbh mn ʼ’eurecIel &8la &221o ,srh A lebeu” rsmn Ar rhe HtbhAnAn lcw Cmrex sn Slgcen Ana xsye sn HeAlwaen ,srh rhesl reenApe bhsxalenf 9me sw nm, 71 geAlw mxao Ana Aw d ,lsre rhswo whe sw sn Hexpstc mn A wbhmmx rlsu rm rhe WWd IArrxeffsexawf Tn hel lertlno whe sw mv rm ʼ’,sr-­‐elxAna ,srh rhe Ptsaewf ʼ’he sw Axwm 159

A yelg bmcuersrsye pgcnAwrf UAcseo Ar 78o sw A Been ffmmrIAxx uxAg” el Ana Abrsyexg uAlrsbsuArew sn AlBmtl eyenrwf Hmrh Ale utusxw Ar HeAlwaen bAaecgf w A ffAcsxgo rheg hAye lebenrxg lertlnea fflmc A rhlee”,eeB hmxsaAg sn twrlAxsA Ana (e, 9eAxAnao ,hele rheg hAye fflsenawf d wrsxx Beeu sn rmtbh ,srh cg wswrel”sn”xA,o jAlpAler HAxffmtl J(An Eexxg)w wswrelNo ,hm xsyew sn glf Heffmle mtl asymlbeo (An Ana d wuenr A xmr mff rsce ,srh jAlpAler Ana hel htwIAnao Umhno Ana ,Arbhea rhesl r,m bhsxaleno PlAhAc Ana CeArhelo plm, tuf Kheg Imrh nm, hAye weyelAx bhsxalen mff rhesl m,nf The KfieGComy nneo ,srh hel r,m Ilmrhelwo xAn Ana Mhlswo Ale rhe mrhel wensml ffAcsxg cecIelwf Nzmtuh ,nne s ,y n xAn cmyea hsw M W MAcelmn Itws” neww rm EslBhsxx Cmtwe sn (e,rmn jeAlnwf Ce wuenr ctbh rsceo evmlro Ana cmneg lefftlIswhsnp sr rm srw ffml” cel pxmlg Aw A LsbrmlsAn cAnwsmn wer mn eirenwsye plmtnaw ,srh wspnsffsbAnr mtrItsxasnpwf Tn lerslsnp fflmc rhe MAcelmn Itwsnewwo he wer tu EslBhsxx Cmtwe Tvsbe AlB Aw A rhlsysnp Itwsneww benrleo ,hsbh he hAw nm, wmxaf xmnp ,srh hsw ,sffe ʼ’hexsAo rheg xsye sn Wsnahsxx RAlco WArelffmmr Ana hAye rhlee mff A ffAcsxgo Hltbeo -­‐‑sna-­‐s Ana Eslwrgo ,hm Ale Axx cAllsea ,srh rhesl m,n ffAcsxsewf Mhlsw Ana hsw ,sffeo -­‐‑s-­‐o xsye sn PsvnmbBf Mhlsw sw wxm,xg lerslsnp fflmc hsw MAcelmn Itwsneww Ana xeAysnp r,m wmnwo Mhlsw Ana aAco rm bAllg mn rhe ffAcsxg ffslco ,hsbh nm, hAw An eirenwsye bmnffelenbe Ana 160

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FKsrGK gKaeey2 fry KeiiwDk vysie Mtc lrk ay nhe Prpe ty Hauhiryce k ryc lrk heic b aktye ktpelhe e ay 9e prywS I epep,e nhrn he hrc c ercmvi b t,iepk lanh nhe koay ty hak hryckg lhash ltvic , ero tvn ay e–s vsarnayu kt ek Ehrsok(g lhash he lrk rcdakec lrk nhe ekvin tm priyvn anaty ay nhe 8C" srpbkS He lrk lanh nhe 0yc Prpe tyaryk ay nhea rsnaty ay 8rieknayeg lhash eycec ay cemern rn Tt, vog ryc nhe ,rnnriaty kv eyce ec ay jvye O430S 8 aktye k le e nhey n rykbt n- ec nt srpbk ay 9e prywS Hak mrnhe g 9et ue R feriiwg lrk ay nhe Kayuk Cly Nstnnakh Lt ce - e k EKCNL( rycg rk r 8 adrneg lrk oaiiec ay ffiryce k ty OGnh .rw O4OGS NheehaJ WBr)thnK FrKKr2 sheeha-­‐‑ nDF-w dhli mFiiF .w vysie "aiiarpg lhtp I yede pen rk he caec ,emt e I lrk ,t yg 7tayec nhe Nstnnakh Ht ke Reu- apeyn cv ayu ""OS Iyanariiw mtvycec ,w nhe )nh Mvoe tm Jnhtii nt mauhn ay nhe Jm asry Lte "r g nhe euapeyn euvir iw n rayec rn Lira Jnhtiig NstnirycS "aiiarp leyn ty nt 7tay nhe Ipbe ari Prpei Pt bk ryc krl ke dase ay nhe Jm asry ceke nk lanh nhe krpe u tvb rk nhe mrptvk Drv eyse tm J r,arDS B-­‐‑uiFhae ka-­‐‑ie kCFud h- tSi h-ah lidiFt The Ipbe ari Prpei Pt bk L aurce EIPPL( lrk r srpei-ptvyn- ec aymryn w , aurce nhrn nhe L anakh 'pba e rakec ay Mesep,e O4OG cv - ayu nhe ffa kn "t ic "r mt ke dase ay nhe .accie 'rknS 168

Chapter Eighteen An Unexpected maritime ancestry Six Master Mariners; Bay of Chalore; shipwrecks; Mirimichi; the Harbour Bar, Troon; grand old lady of Troon - prisoner of the French Until Iwa Isll inte om y6a0 ,i, net dneI tkwt ashsvwl er om wnfsateva en om ocoua ai,s Isvs in tks ʼsvfkwnt ʼ’whmM Nnlm Iksn Iwa vsaswvfkin. om .snswle.m ,i, ,iafehsv tkwt om .vswtO.vswtO.vwn,rwtksv kw, gssn w ʼwatsv ʼwvinsv -akiua fwtwin-­‐ in tks -­‐‑b66a Ike kw, awils, vs.clwvlm rveo (veen te ʼ’ehw pfetiw0 gvin.in. tiogsv rveo )wnw,w te tks awIita in (veenM ʼ’e ens in tks rwoilm kw, shsv wllc,s, te tkia rwft Iksn Iwa .veIO in. c0 wn, it Iwa shsn oevs acvviain. te rin, tkwt Iksn ks vstivs, rveo tks asw0 ks gsfwos tks lifsnass er tks 1wvgecv 8wv in (veen -Tcat wvecn, tks fevnsv rveo Iksvs Iwa gevn in Sslgsfd )vsafsnt-­‐M C.win0 tkwt Iwa nshsv osntiens, -gct tksn om oco nshsv wvehs, er lifsnas, vsoiasa-­‐M 1s feoown,s, tks HPITT”0 w Bj6Oten0 B66W len.0 aAcwvsOvi..s, aki er Iee,sn fenatvcftien Iitk tkvss owata -er aioilwv ai"s wn, vi. te tks (wll pki in 3lwa.eI 1wvgecv-­‐M t Iwa gcilt in Ulhsvaten in -­‐‑2qq wn, initiwllm awils, rveo zihsveel te Gvinfs 7,Iwv, alwn, in tks 3clr er pt zwIsvsnfs0 )wnw,wM ʼm jn, .vswtO.vwn,rwtksv0 Cls9wn,sv 169

pkisl,a0 gsfwos ita ʼwatsv in -­‐‑bBB Iksn it atwvts, tvw,in. gstIssn (veen wn, )kwvlscv 8wm in ʼ’ehw pfetiwM (ks HPITTH kw, w ali.ktlm aowllsv aiatsv aki0 H THE AVOH0 lwcnfks, in -­‐‑2q2L aks Iwa wlae Iee,snOkclls, wn, shsntcwllm tvw,s, en w aioilwv vects0 gvin.in. tiogsv rveo )wnw,w te (veenM (ks Penwl,aen gvetksva er Cmv eIns, getk akiaM n tkeas ,wma0 akia kw, ne oswna er feoocnifwtin. Iitk swfk etksv s9fst gm cain. w Easwdin. tvcostu ir tksm Isvs Iitkin kwilO in. vwn.sM (ksiv waaw.s enlm gsin. vsevts, te tksiv eInsva gm tsls.vwk ,cs te gsin. Eaetts,u gm hwvieca fewatwl Iwtfk atwtiena wvecn, tks .legsM ʼ’sIawsva acfk wa tks Civ -el, nwos rev Cmv-­‐ C,O hsvtiasv fwvvis, w Issdlm pkiin. xsevt Ikifk liats, Ikifk akia kw, ,swvts, ev wvvihs, wt hwvieca evta wn, Ikifk akia tkeas vsfsntlm wvvihs, in evt kw, assn en tksiv waaw.s0 wlen. Iitk w vslshwnt zen.itc,s wn, zwtitc,s eaitien er Iksvs tksm Isvs lwat assnM (ks Tecvnsm rveo (veen te ʼ’ehw pfetiw teed wnmIksvs rveo -­‐‑q ,wma te Isll ehsv ;6 ,wma0 ,ssn,in. en tks Iswtksv fen,itiena0 wn, tksvs Iwa wols eevtcnitm rev veglsoa te wvias in tvwnaitM Cn s9tvwft rveo w nsIawsv wt tks tios akeIa aeos er tks ,iDiO fcltisa rwfs, gm tksas akia wn, tksiv fvsIaʻ Shipping nIteeigtnlt c21I sMa 2y83 TNrron ,Jul y1 –Th ebarqh uPii to fAay f,hlbxnha dTPh,nSy oats mb,D TtqSPhy -PiT iPsehay iThA baaPhn Thah ,bSi xP-­‐Ti oats -­‐‑Pabx wbAv gx –qhSnbA bGhaxttxy -TP,h ,APx-­‐ iThahy Pi Bbsh tx it e,t- Tban oats iTh .Ovy STh cbaihn oats Tha bxBTtaS bxn -­‐ti bSTtah b -­‐ttn nhb, to nbsb-­‐h betqi Tha aqnnha bxn Sihaxy bxn Tbn betqi SPl ohhi to -biha Px iTh Tt,n -Thx STh Bbsh Px Thahv 170

6EIxMlI rxfo mht SlfI1oMn T0 StpIto5tx 2y80 b –MNMe nIteeiv gtnlt mxffn- -­‐g 82 ʻ‘ Ngx –qhSnbA staxPx-­‐y iTh WpiT PxSibxiy betqi bx Ttqa bGha sPnxP-­‐Tiy iTh ebarqh uPii to fAay “bcibPx dTPh,nSy oats –attx Px “Tb,hqa wbAy -Thx t2 “ba,Px-­‐otan 5Cah,bxnffy aqxxPx-­‐ oahh ehotah iTh -Pxny abx otq, to b hSSh,y SqcctShn bi iTh iPsh it eh b eaP-­‐y eqi iTh xP-­‐Ti -bS St nba( iTbi iThA -hah -PiTPx b STPcIS ,hx-­‐iT to hbBT tiTha ehotah txh teShahn iTh tiThav –ThA shiy bxn iTh STtB( -bS iahshxntqSv –Th uPii Tbn Tha et-ScaPi bxn otahDitDsbSi BbaaPhn b-bA) Tha otahDsbSi Scaqx-­‐) Tha Bqi-biha (xtB(hn b-bA) Tha et-S Sith) Shhab, SbP,S ,tSi hiBy hiB bxn STh sbnh St sqBT -biha iTbi STh -bS te,P-­‐hn it sb(h ota –attx -PiT b,, Schhny -Thah STh baaPhn tx dbiqanbA staxPx-­‐ ,bSiv –Th SsbB( “Tba,hS to 5kffy baaPhn bi fAay tx –qhSnbA ,bSiy SibihS iTbi iTh hSSh, -TPBT Bbsh Px BtxibBi -PiT iTh uPii -bS b ,ba-­‐h SBTttxha eh,tx-­‐Px-­‐ it fehanhhxy oats ʼqSSPb it ʼ’Phactt, -PiT Thsc bxn ib,D ,t-y bxn iTbi iThah -hah ihx chtc,h tx etbany PxB,qnPx-­‐ iTh sbSihaIS -Pohy -Tt itt( it iThPa etbi bxn -hah cPB(hn qc eA b SihbsDetbi betqi otqa tIB,tB(y bvsv bxn BbaaPhn it mqxnb,(v –Th SBTttxha -hxi nt-x b ,Pii,h iPsh bGha iThA bebxntxhn Tha” xxiNMe -­‐‑tet5xMIifn1 in mxffn, t assos, tkwt tks wvvihwl er tks PITT ev tks AVO Iwa aeostkin. er w fwcas rev fslsgvwtien in (veen0 wa tkia s9tvwft rveo Rʼsoevisa er Nl, (veen5 gm wn ʼ ʼf nteak0 Ivittsn in -­‐‑byy0 illcatvwtsaʻ N“baaAPx-­‐ tx iTh iPseha iabnh ehi-hhx –attx bxn fshaPBb -hah i-t STPcS eh,tx-­‐Px-­‐ it iTh mtxb,nStxS to fAav –ThSh -hah iTh Nftx” “bci ;b,, bxn iTh NuPii” “bci mbPnStx -TPBT -hah bS obsP,Pba 171

it hhaA etA Px iTh P,,b-­‐h bS iTh BbiS bxn nt-­‐S to iThPa t-x ntsPBP,hSv –ThA sbnh i-t tAb-­‐hS hhaA Ahba bxn -hah ,bPn qc Px –attx Tbaetqa nqaPx-­‐ iTh -Pxihav OTP,h iThA -hah NTPehaxbiPx-­‐” iTh Nftx” nqaPx-­‐ b SitasA xP-­‐Tiy eat(h Tha sttaPx-­‐Sy -bS e,t-x tqi to iTh Tbaetqay bxn ehBbsh b itib, -ahB( tx iTh atB(S bi wbabSSPhv –Th NuPii” ta bS Pi -bS stah oahrqhxi,A Bb,,hny iTh NwP,,A uPii” SibihSsbx,P(hy ,Phn it b -­‐ttn t,n b-­‐h bxn -bS ,biiha,A cPB(hn it cPhBhS Px iTh cahShxi ebSPx bi –attx ;baetqav –Th baaPb, to iThSh STPcS -bS iTh tBBbSPtx to b -­‐b,b nbA bi iTh Tbaetqav f,, ,betqa -bS SqSchxnhny bxn Sb-AhaSy ,tbnhaS bxn Tbx-­‐haSDtxy nahSShn Px Tt,PnbA biiPah -hxi tqi Px Ssb,, etbiS it -­‐Ph iTh BbcibPx bxn TPS Bah- b ThbaiA -h,Btshv OThx iTh STPcS baaPhn bi iTh ;hbnS to fAay iThA oPahn b Sb,qihy -TPBTy ehPx-­‐ iThx iTh tx,A Nih,h-­‐abcTPB” BtssqxPBbiPtxy bccabPShn iTh t-xhaS bi fAa to iThPa STPcSI SbohiA bxn PxiPsbihn it PxihahSihn cbaiPhS bi –attx iTbi Pi -bS TP-­‐T iPsh iThA ntxxhn iThPa Tq-­‐h –bs tI dTbxihaSy bxn Sihhahn b-bA it shhi iThsv ;bPx-­‐ etbanhn iTh STPcS b shaaA iPsh to Pi eh-­‐bxy bxn iTh aqs -hxi bS oahh,A bS Bt,n -bihay bxn b,D iTtq-­‐T oh- to iTh -h,BtshaS Btq,n etbSi to TbPx-­‐ ehhx thaShbSy iThA Sttx ehBbsh Tb,oDShbS thay bxn -Thx ;ha ?bRhSiAIS t2PBhaS Bbsh betban iTh SBhxh -bS PxnhSBaPebe,hv –Th aqs -bS nqiADoahh iP,, iTh STPcS hxihahn iTh Tbaetqay eqi iTh stshxi Pi hxihahn iTh ctaiy Pi Bbsh qxnha iTh Bt-­‐xPLbxBh to iTh HlBPShy -bS Shb,hn qcy bxn iTh STPc ib(hx ctSShSSPtx to eA iTh iPnhD-bPihaSv ;bPx-­‐ nPSBTba-­‐hn iThPa Bba-­‐thSy iTh ,t-­‐S -hah StshiPshS ib(hx it iTh Sb-cPi xhba iTh NwbA to “Tb,tah”v” 172

–fIt1A Cltkec.k )wt Pwhi,aen ia osntiens, wa gsin. tks ʼwatsv er tks RGitt50 )wtwin Cls9wn,sv pkisl,a ia liats, in zlem,a ziat wa gsin. tks ʼwatsv in tks mswva -­‐‑bBff te B2M (ks R8wm er )kwlevs5 Iwa w lifsnas, inn eWsn rvsAcsnts, gm tks aoc..lin. feoocnitm in tks lwts -­‐‑266a wn, swvlm -­‐‑b66aM t awt wt tks fevnsv er 8wvwaais zwn, -nswv Iksvs tks (veen 3wa Sevda Iwa gwas, lwtsv in tks fsntcvm-­‐M (ks nwos fwos rveo tks )wnw,iwn ,satinwtien er tkwt nwos0 Iksvs tks tIe akia lew,s, tksiv tiogsv fwv.esa wt ʼivioifki te gvin. gwfd te (veenM Skils tks nwtcvwl .se.vwkm er (veen eDsvs, w aksltsvs, wnfkevO w.s rev akia in tks lss er tks isv0 it Iwanut cntil lwtsv tkwt w gvswdO Iwtsv Iwa gcilt te snfleas tks kwvgecv ae tkwt akia fecl, gs awrsv rveo Iintsv atevoaM Ngx MbxqbaA jiTy zEJ7 b nPSbSiatqS Sitas Tbn ab-­‐hn b,, nbA bxn iTPS -bS ot,,t-hn eA b ihaaPe,h TqaaPBbxh 5Nto iTh BTbabBiha to TqaaPD BbxhS ta itaxbnthS to iatcPBb, B,PshS”ff BbqShn -PnhScahbn nbsb-­‐h it STPccPx-­‐ bBatSS iTh 18v Cx –attxy iTh Tbaetqa -bS oq,, to hSSh,Sy bxn betqi W7 to iThSh eat(h bnaPG bxn sbxA ehBbsh itib, -ahB(Sv” (ks PITT Iwa ens er tks akia tkwt gveds rvss0 kw, ita gclIwvda fwvO vis, wIwm0 wn, acDsvs, ,wow.s te ita vi..in.M 1eIshsv0 aks acvhihs, te gs vswivs, wn, ct gwfd in asvhifsM 8sfwcas er tkia atevo0 tks gvswdIwtsv Iwa fenatvcfts,0 wn, tkia Iwa Iksn tks Ist ,efd Iwa revos,M 173

ʼ’e iftcvsa s9iat er tks PITT ev tks AVO0 gct wn swvlm keteO .vwk er (veen kwvgecv akeIa tks 44 ORV4E0 w aki er tks awos ai"s wn, vi.0 aittin. in tks innsv kwvgecv0 Iksvs it ia dneIn tkwt tks PITT asnt ksv rinwl ,wma wWsv gsin. vstivs, rveo asvhifsM pks Iecl, kwhs gssn ens er tks lwat Iee,snOkclls, awilin. akia er tkwt svw0 wa Iee,sn kclla Isvs vslwfs, Iitk ostwl ensa wn, awil leat ect te tks nsI svw er atswoOeIsvs, hsaasla O iftcvs fecvtsam er GintsvsatMfeoM sMxiIiot uMoiea, Cls9wn,sv pkisl,a -g -­‐‑2qq in (wvgelten-­‐ owvvis, )wtksvins ʼf hev -g -­‐‑b6y in Cmv-­‐ in Cmv en -­‐‑fftk Cc.cat -­‐‑bjffM (ksm Isnt en te ve,cfs tsn fkil,vsn ehsv tks ns9t j-­‐‑ mswva ʻ‘ :ekn0 :saais0 :wosa ʼfihev0 )wtksvins0 :wosa ʼciv0 :wnst0 :saais0 7li"wgstk0 1slsn C.nsa xitfkis Un,svIee,0 wn, Cn,vsI Cls9wn,sv )lsvdM (ks rivat :saais ,is, wa wn inrwnt0 wa ,i, Cn,vsI C)M 174

Cls9wn,sv ,is, in -­‐‑by-­‐‑ in (veen0 wn, )wtksvins tksn teed ehsv wa zifsnass er tks 1wvgecv 8wv0 wn, aks waas, wIwm in -­‐‑b2;M :ekn gsfwos w ʼwatsv ʼwvinsv wn, ,is, wa fwtwin er tks aki RPcnwv,5 Iksn ks Iwa in )wllwe0 GsvcM MNrF NmNrddso som asuStrsSd HcNsum D dbiqanbA 39 Mq,A zEjEv fi “b,,bty tx iTh W9iT ?bAy b-­‐hn pz AhbaSy to nAShxihaAy “bcibPx MtTx dTPh,nSy h,nhSi Stx to iTh ,bih “bcibPx f,hlbxnha dTPh,nSv –attxy to iTh STPc U mqxbanyU bxn to W f,ehai maPhy “atSSTP,,vK 0aPhxnS c,hbSh bBBhci to iTPS PxiPsbiPtxv :wosa Iwa gevn in -­‐‑bB-­‐‑ gct Iwa net owvvis,M 1s Iwa liats, en tks fvsI er tks R)lm,sa,wls5 -vegwglm w awilin. gvi.-­‐M 1s ,is, wt asw in -­‐‑byb wn, ia gcvis, in )wlfcttw0 Ssat 8sn.wl0 n,iwM )wtksvins owvvis, w ʼwatsv ʼwvinsv0 -­‐‑MpIMin Cfhn …t:10 rveo –ivdIwllM (ksm kw, tkvss fkil,vsnʻ 7li"wgstk0 1slsn Cz0 wn, )wtksvO ins pM :wosa ʼf hev pkisl,a -om .vswtO.vwn,rwtksv-­‐ Iwa gevn in -­‐‑bBB wn, owvvis, :wns ʼciv in -­‐‑b;yM 1ia owvviw.s fsvtirifwts nets, kio wa w pkiua )wvsntsvM (ksm kw, recv fkil,vsnʻ )wtksvins pkisl,a --­‐‑b;y-­‐0 Cls9wn,sv ʼciv pkisl,a --­‐‑b;b-­‐0 :wosa ʼciv pkisl,a --­‐‑byj0 om .vwn,rwtksv-­‐ wn, :wosa Cls9wn,sv pkisl,a --­‐‑by;-­‐M 8m tks tios ks ,is, in -­‐‑byb0 ks Iwa akeIn wa w pki“a )wtwinM 1s ,is, in 1eIvwk0 Gvsai,snfm 3snsvwl 1eaitwl0 )wlfcttw0 wn, ia liats, en w .vwhsatens in )veagis )sostsvm0 (veenM :wnst Iwa gevn in -­‐‑bjq O ʼ’e etksv vsfev,a kwhs gssn recn,M :saais -tks asfen,-­‐ Iwa j-­‐‑ Iksn aks ,is, in -­‐‑b;2M 175

7li"wgstk Iwa gevn in -­‐‑bBq wn, owvvis, -­‐‑MpIMin mhfoM1 –ilfe rveo ziosdilna in ”irs in -­‐‑by;M (keowa ,is, in )enatwntinels0 (cvdsm0 in -­‐‑by2M 1slsn CxU Iwa gevn in -­‐‑bff-­‐‑ wn, owvvis, -­‐‑MpIMin Ff5txI JMxgt er –in.aten Uen 1cll in -­‐‑b;q in (veenM n -­‐‑b2b0 ks Iwa liats, wa ʼwatsv er tks aki RPcnfeI5 in tks kwvgecv wt zihsveel wt tks w.s er ffbM 1s ia akeIn te kwhs ,is, wt asw in -­‐‑bq;M RsNNesicd yg859 fi –attxy tx iTh W7iT q,ivy eA iTh ʼhv ?a 8Pa(D -ttnv “bcibPx ʼtehai ʼ’ba-­‐hy to iTh ebarqh 6?baAbxxy6 it ;h,hx f-­‐xhS ʼPiBTPhy Atqx-­‐hSi nbq-­‐Tiha to “bcibPx f,hlbxnha dTPh,nSy –hsc,hTP,,y –attxv mht BMx5f-­‐x …Mx- mxffn Sksn )wtwin Cls9wn,sv pkisl,a vstivs, rveo gsin. tks ʼwatsv er tks Gitt0 ks gsfwos tks lifsnass er tks 1wvgecv 8wv wt tks te er (solskill in (veenM t ia eaaigls tkwt ks Iwa tks rivat lifsnass er tkwt satwgliakosnt0 gct fwn rin, ne vsfev,a er tks 8wv“a swvlm mswvaM Sksn ks ,is, in -­‐‑by-­‐‑0 kia Iirs )wtksvins teed ehsv tks lifsnas wn, vwn it rev ashsvwl mswva wWsv tkwtM pks ,is, in -­‐‑b2;M –Th ;baetqa wbay –attx 176

wxMnR LeR JMRa fr mxffn :M1 fnlt M pxi1fntx fr Iht uxtnlh 5fx baiPB,h -aPiihx eA “Tba,hS 8h,,Aff n ksv tIili.kt mswva0 tks zw,m in Acsatien gsfwos w hsvm IsllOdneIn ri.cvs te tks eclwtien er tks Cmvakivs teIn er (veenM pks Iwa w osvs ashsn mswva el, Iksn aks Iwa fwtcvs, wn, ksl, wa w viaensv er tks ”vsnfkM pks Iwa0 in rwft0 w B66 W len.0 Iee,snOkclls, awilin. aki gm tks nwos er PITTM 8evn in Ulhsvaten in -­‐‑2qq0 ʼ’welsen fwos te eIsv in ”vwnfs in tks awos mswvM pks Iwa wn wvos, osvfkwnt hsaasl ,sai.ns, te awil tks Ievl,ua efswnaM 1sv rivat hemw.sa Isvs rveo zihsveel te tks Ssat n,isa0 ʼ’sI 4evd0 wn, )wnw,iwn evtaM n tks swvlm ,wma er tks -­‐‑b66a0 aks awils, Iitk w fvsI er ff6 wn, fwvvis, wn wvowosnt er y0 q wn, -­‐‑jOecn,sv .cnaM n tkeas mswva0 8vitwin Iwa wt Iwv Iitk ”vwnfs0 wn, wvos, osvO fkwnt hsaasla fecl, wlm te tks .ehsvnosnt te gs wIwv,s, Rzsttsva er ʼwvAcs50 Ikifk0 in sDsft0 tcvns, tks aki inte w Gvihwtssv Iitk tks wctkevitm te wttwfd wn, asi"s wnm hsaasl ev vesvtm er tks eeain. ai,sM (kia fecl, vehs hsvm lcfvwtihs te tks hsaasl“a )wtwin wn, fvsI -wn, eInsva-­‐M -­‐‑MpI-­‐xtR 5a Iht uxtnlh xsfev,a akeI tkwt ksv fwtwina in -­‐‑b6B wn, -­‐‑b-­‐‑6 wfAcivs, w RzstO tsv er ʼwvAcs05 gct ne vsfev,a s9iat er G ((“a acffsaa in tkia vsasftM 1eIshsv0 in -­‐‑b6y0 Ikils sn vects te tks :wowfiw0 aks Iwa sn.w.s, gm tks ”vsnfk vihwtssv afkeensv ,:EOE UEDDEM CWsv kwhin. rihs er ksv fvsI dills, wn, ashsvwl inTcvs,0 ksv fwtwin atvcfd ksv felecva 177

wn, acvvsn,svs,M pks Iwa twdsn te 3cw,slecs0 Ikifk Iwa tksn in tks kwn,a er tks ”vsnfkM Skwt kwsns, te tks aki wn, ksv fvsI ia cndneIn0 gct aeos tios lwtsv0 aks vstcvns, te 8vitiak eInsvaki wn, awils, te tks PeO oinifwn xscglif0 ʼwvtiniAcs0 pt (keowa wn, ʼ’sI 8vcnaIifd rev ashsvwl mswvaM n tks -­‐‑bj6a0 aks Iwa wfAcivs,0 wlen. Iitk ksv aiatsv aki0 tks CJNʼ’0 gm tks Penwl,aen gvetksva er Cmv -tks recn,sva er tks rwoeca Penwl,aen zins er akia-­‐M pks atwvts, tvw,in. gstIssn (veen wn, ʼ’ehw pfetiw0 gvin.in. )wnw,iwn tiogsv te tks awIita en tks ʼ’evtk pkevs wt (veenM 1sv owin evt er fwll in )wnw,w Iwa ʼivioifki in )kwlevs 8wm wWsv Ikifk tks 8wm er )kwlevs lifsnas, inn Iwa nwos,0 (kia keatslvm0 Ikifk atee, en tks fevnsv er 8wvwaais zwn, Iwa w IsllOdneIn IwO tsvin. kels rev tks aoc..lin. feoocnitm in tks lwts -­‐‑266a wn, swvlm -­‐‑b66aM (ks Tecvnsma rveo (veen te ʼ’ehw pfetiw teed wnmIksvs rveo -­‐‑q te ;q ,wma0 ,ssn,in. en tks Iswtksv fen,itiena0 wn, tksvs Iwa wols eevtcnitm rev veglsoa te wvias sn vectsM (ks lwfd er feoocnifwO tien Iitk etksv hsaasla ev akevs -s9fst rev aswdin. tvcost Iksn Iitkin kwilin. ,iatwnfs-­‐ oswnt tkwt wffi,snta wt asw Isvs eWsn net vsevts, cntil tks hsaasl Iwa gwfd in w kwvgecvM (ks s9tvwft rveo tks ʼ’whwl ntslli.snfs vsevt in tks pfetaown er B-­‐‑ Cc.cat -­‐‑bB; en wn swvlisv w.s illcatvwtsa tkia flswvlmM 178

Chapter Nineteen A farming dynasty and other ancestors Patons; Covenantors; royal connections; links to France; Drummonds, Dukes & Duchesses The Patons My grandmothge ,rah JgDddman uromae Prw grswhn ro iamKchanrkh lrgd sa fydsa omae SygwtsghA fth Prw oth nrD tohg ml Skh.ranhg JDakmx uroma ran ,rah uroma pahh JgDddman(A frnkye ) ahIhg cahP thg rw wth nshn Ptha ) Prw ws. dmaotw mknA vy rkk rKB KmDaowe wth trn r kmIhky xhgwmarksoyA fth lmDan lrdh rw r Ktrdxsma Kthhwh drchge Psaasa dhnrkw ro oth kmKrk tmgosKDkoDgrk wtmPw sa Syge iskdrgamKc ran JDanmarkn -hlmgh drggysa dy granlrothge ,rdhw MDsg ftshknwe ma -­‐ot SD Dwo -­‐‑b3 ro fydsa oma 0tDgKtA My granlrothg Prw r drwohg -DoKthg sa 1gmma ran PmDkn trIh -hha r gh Dkrg Iswsomg om oth lrgdw sa oth wDggmDansa rghrA 179

Skh.ranhg ran ,rah trn oha Ktsknghae wmdh ml Ptmd Phgh -mga sa fomahKrkwhy 8rgd pr KmDxkh ml dskhw lgmd fydsa oma(e saKkDnB sa othsg hknhwoe ,rah pdy grandmothg(A 9othgw Krdh krohg rChg Skh.ranhg ran ,rah dmIhn om iamKchanrkhA Sxrgo lgmd MDdTw DaB Kkh JrIsh lgmd iamKchanrkhe ) cahP ksookh r-mDo dy whIhgrk ghro DaKkhw mg ghro rDaowe ro khrwo oPm ml Ptmd ksIhn sa 1gmma Ptskh ) Prw gmPsa DxA ) ghdhd-hg Iswsosa mah ml dy dDdTw DaKkhw Ptm ksIhn sa oth Mrawh ml fydsa oma Iskkr h ran ramothg ma r lrgd ro fmDot )aKt MsKtrhk -hoPhha uhgot ran JDanhhA ) rkwm ghdhd-hg r ,sd pF( uromae Ptm mKKrwsmarkky Iswsohn Dw ro 1gmmaA Oh rkPryw Pmgh wxrow pr lmgd ml wtmh xgmohKomgw( ran Krggshn r -s-khA Oh PmDkn wso dh nmPa ran rwc Ihgy whgsmDwky sl ) trn -hha ghrnsa dy vs-kh ran khrIh dh Psot r Ktrxohg om ghrn pamo otro ) hIhg nsn woDny oth Ktrxohg(A fsaKh ghwhrgKtsa oth uroma ksahe ) trIh nswKmIhghn otro oth wrdh uroma ksah lrgdhn rgmDan '? lrgdw sa Sygwtsgh ran lgmd uhgot nmPa om JDdlgshw -hoPhha oth -­‐‑b-­‐-­‐w ran oth '-­‐ot KhaoDgy pwhh Sxxhans. k lmg nhorskw(A 180

Paton …GPro ieGMhPoac ,AG 1tsw uromaTw Hgrsa 2 fhhn MhgKtraow -Dsknsa Prw r PhkkBcamPa krandrgc rkma wsnh oth 5sIhg Syg Ptha ) Kgmwwhn oth gsIhg ma r -Dw thrnsa lmg oth omPa sa oth -­‐‑3?-­‐w ran -­‐‑3G-­‐wA My dmothgTw DaKkh vhgoshe 5m-hgo uromae Ptm ksIhn sa oth mkn drawh sa fydsa omae mPahn soA 181

yPCaPro ptho Pato Jyt(eoPoatGv ) rd rkwm kschky r nhwKhanrao pbot hahgrosma( ml 0rxorsa ,mta uroma p-­‐‑G-­‐‑& R -­‐‑Gb&(e Ptm lrgdhn MhnmPthrn ran SsgoamKc lrgdw rgmDan 8haPsKce SygwtsghA Oh Prw r PhkkBcamPa fKmooswt wmknshg ran 0mIharomg Ptm lmD to whIhgrk -rookhw sa otsw KmDaogy ran r-gmrnA )aKkDnsa oth vrookh ml 64o–ha p-­‐‑G'(e oth vrookh ml Mrgwoma Mmmge oth vrookh ml iskwyote oth vrookh ml utsksxtrD te oth vrookh ml LmgKhwohge oth vrookh ml 5Dkksma Hghhae ran oth vrookh ml vmotPhkk vgsn hA Oh -hKrdh r drgoyg om oth 0mIharaomgwT KrDwh Ptha th Prw h.hKDohn sa oth Hgrwwdrgcho sa ünsa-Dg te nhwxsoh oth isa trIsa sIha tsd r krwoBdsaDoh ghxgshIhA )o whhdw oth üxswKmxrksra vswtmxw lrskhn om xrww ma oth isa Tw mgnhgw wxhhnsky hamD tA 182

Captain Jon hatJn P(1(6 4 (1-6 an-­‐ oi-­‐‑ 8)8Jdias in m)neirl CoFdro r)8)t)dwc The )GDuutom droes Skwme dy dmothgTw ksah nsghKoky KmaahKow om oth JgDddmanw ml vm Pmmn lrgd sa MrDKtksahA 8mkkmPsa otsw -rKc orchw dh om üwdh fohPrgoe -­‐‑wo JDch ml 6haam. p-­‐‑?&' R -­‐‑?b(e -mga sa üaogr hwe SkxhwBnhBOrDohBugmIhaKhe ran tsw Pslh 6rny 0rothgsah )wr-hkkr fohPrgo p-mga nh vrkwrK( ro 0tzohrD nTSD-s aye SD-s ayBwDgBWEghe vhggye 8graKh sa -­‐‑?&'A MmIsa lmgPrgn ma otsw ksah -gsa w dh om Hhmg h Hmgnmae 'an MrgâDsw ml ODaokhye ,rdhw JgDddmane gn JDch ml uhgote ran tsw Pslhe 6rny Saah JgDddman pHmgnma(A 1tha om fsg ,mta JgDddman p-­‐‑G?-­‐ R -­‐‑N-­‐‑?(e -­‐‑wo JDch ml Mhklmgo ran &ot JDch ml uhgotA 8mgPrgn otgmD t oth JgDddman ksah om ,mta vgmPa JgDddman p-­‐‑b-­‐‑b R -­‐‑b3-­‐‑(e dy ghroB ghroB granlrothg -mga sa 0rdB wswKrae SygwtsghA 183

lDGaheG FPMbs 1rcsa dy raKhwogy -rKc '' hahgrosmaw Psot oth thkx ml SaKhwo gyAKmADc ran MyOhgsor hAKmde othgh sw r nsghKo ksac otgmD t dy drB ohgark grandmothg ,rah ftshknw pml fmahKrkwhy ran iamKchanrkh lrgdw( om fsg ,mta fKmoo p-­‐‑3-­‐ R -­‐‑&&(A fsg ,mta Prw oth wPmgn -hrghg om isa ünPrgn -­‐‑è ro S saKmDgo ran 0mdxogmkkhg ml oth 5myrk OmDwhB tmkn lmg isa Ohagy èA Osw wma fsg ,mta Lskksrd fKmoo p-­‐‑&' R -­‐‑&b?( Prw 0maogmkkhg ml oth 0saâDh umgow ran Lrgnha ml JmIhg 0rwokhA 1th hahgrosmaw dmIh lmgPrgn otgmD t whIhgrk 6mPgyw ran 6rDgshw sa oth -­‐‑&-­‐-­‐w ran -­‐‑G-­‐-­‐w om fsg 5m-hgo 6rDgshe -­‐‑wo vrgmaho ml Mr.Phkomae 184

JDdlgshwwtsghA Osw nrD tohg Saash 6rDgsh 8hg Dwma Prw oth wD-qhKo ml r kmIh xmhd xhaahn -y mah ml thg rndsghgw ran krohg who om dDB wsKe -hKmdsa r PhkkBcamPa fKmow wma 7 VMr.Phkoma vgrhwVA Saah drggshn Skh.ranhg 8hg Dwmae oth -­‐‑&ot 6rsgn ml 0grs nrggmKtA 1th ksac otha dmIhw lDgothg lmgPrgn otgmD t oth 8hg Dwma ksah om ,raho 8hg Dwmae -mga ,raho MDsg sa -­‐‑b-­‐? pdy ghroB ghroB grandmothg(A pfhh Sxxhans. kk lmg r 6sahr h 0trgo( 185

Chapter Twenty Epilogue... Well, te hjouren jy te fpa s8 nepua fuj1ev j de boq e vqyi yeuer yuj- jre tp jolv tp1e lev -e qr j te putq e oue -­‐julv-­‐‑ m p- velqct ev tp wpq lqr, -n elvea cuprvvpoct eu, tpa tqa nepu cupvop ev -­‐q t tjrjoua qr putq e oue, aoeevqrc -­‐teue m -qaaev jo , prv m ljj. yju-­‐puv j -­‐p tqrc teu pueeu oryjlv qr tp yqelv-­‐‑ Ipv m dej-e pr putq e , q -qct tp1e deer p -jue a pdle pueeu, prv m -­‐jolv tp1e rj vjod deer jre or ql m ue quev, do m tp1e rj uecue a pdjo te fp t -n lqye jj.-­‐‑ m fuj1qvev aj-e egq qrc pv1er ouea pljrc te -­‐pn, le -e up1el -­‐qveln tujoctjo te Ck prv pdujpv, prv, qr -ja paea, pllj-­‐ev -e j de -n j-­‐r djaa ju p lepa cp1e -e qrvefervere -­‐q tjo tp1qrc prnjre jra pr ln jr -n dp.-­‐‑ m erhjnev p tpffn -puuqpce, do rj tp1qrc deer te feuye toai dprv j Hpr qa -n jrln tjrea uecue qr lqye-­‐‑ m .rj-­‐ ate veaeu1ev de eu, prv -qaaqrc aj-e jy -n vpoct euxa eerpce nepua qa aj-ei tqrc m pr re1eu ueflpe-­‐‑ Ufpu yuj- tp jre uecue , m p- flepaev j de pdle j jryqu- tp m tp1e tpv p -ja erhjnpdle prv tpffn lqye-­‐‑ 187

Kju orp eln, egef yju -n epuln tjafq plqap qjr prv p duj.er pu- p eqct nepua jlv, m tp1e aj ypu eapfev prn -evqpl upo-pa-­‐‑ Ul tjoct te fqjreeuqrc a pcea jy etrjljcqpl tprcea -­‐eue 1eun egq qrc, ten -­‐eue rj reeaapuqln te -ja fujyq pdle-­‐‑ U cjjv doaqreaa -propl -­‐qll atj-­‐ tp te epuln a pcea jy prn re-­‐ ve1eli jf-er oae of -jren, prv te aejrv a pce qa -­‐teue uepl fujyq a pue j de -pve-­‐‑ Npvln, m re1eu dereyq ev yuj- te aejrv a pce do erhjnev deqrc p te yjueyujr jy re-­‐ ve1eljf-er a-­‐‑ Wtp -­‐jolv m apn j -n 8sinepuijlv aely, ju -­‐tp pv1qe -­‐jolv m tp1e yju p njorceu cereup qjr hoa e-dpu.qrc jr p pueeu' Ap.e prn jffju orq qea tp j-e pljrc prv de -­‐qllqrc j e-dupe tprce-­‐‑ Fjrx teaq p e j un re-­‐ tqrca prv aee -­‐tp jffju orq qea ten duqrc-­‐‑ m qa p 1eun uoe apnqrcS “If yo uydn' 't r yo ,mig' ydh ue ayyl kebl cm'g thith' fyt dy' gewmdi 'tmhuv" Nj-e fejfle tp1e rj qr euea qr yp-qln tqa jun, -­‐tqle j teua lq.e j vel1e veef qr j tequ dp.cujorv-­‐‑ m tjfe tp aj-ejre qr p yo oue cereup qjr pr oae te qryju-p qjr qr tqa djj. j paaqa qr tequ j-­‐r ueaeput-­‐‑ .getamh 188